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Old Feb 24, 2012, 07:06 AM
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Uughg ! I'm up, I'm functioning. 'nuff said.
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Old Feb 25, 2012, 12:40 AM
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this sums it up...great song

Can't Fall Down Lyrics by Natasha Bedingfield

I'm at the point of almost breaking now
I've knocked on every door in this cold town, yeahhh...
The higher you go, the harder you fall
If I want to be safe, then I just stay small
Want to grow to the sky where it's beautiful
But I can't see that from the forest floor

How can I hold it together when nothing I try makes it better
I just want to lay here forever, cause if i don't get up
Then I can't fall down

There is no manual for a broken heart
I want to use it but it's all in parts ohhh...
And the more you fall in, the harder to see
That this time is different, though I want to believe
And I don't know if I have it in me
To love again in the face of defeat

How did I hold it together when nothing I tried made it better
I just want to lay here forever, cause if i don't get up
Then I can't fall down
Yeah yeah yeah yeah ohhh
And if I don't get love, it can't let me down

Ohhh ohhh ohhh.....
Hope is irresistible...hope is irresistible
Cause if I don't get up
One day I will...SOMEHOW!!!

When nothing I try makes it better
I just want to lay here forever, cause if i don't get up
Then I can't fall down
And if I don't get love, it can't let me down
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Old Feb 25, 2012, 07:55 PM
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Achieved a whole lot today .... got the kids to actually do their own rooms for a change............YAY me!
Have a wonderful night all.

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Old Feb 25, 2012, 08:19 PM
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Ugh I could not get up today and get motivated at all. Damn it!

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Old Feb 25, 2012, 08:31 PM
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Today has been horrible!!! It's been one of those days that I keep thinking that I hate my life..... All I can do is sit here and hope tomorrow is better.
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Old Feb 26, 2012, 10:14 AM
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Didn't sleep well...feeling depressed this morning. Hopefully my mood will improve as the day progresses.
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Old Feb 26, 2012, 11:35 AM
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Slept really well last night bed @ 8pm up at 9am lol holy crap sleepy head lol. Hope you all have a fab day.

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Old Feb 26, 2012, 12:04 PM
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I am actually having a decent day. The first one in a very long time. Which scares me. What will tomorrow bring? I know, try to live in the present and enjoy a day without crippling depression.
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Old Feb 27, 2012, 12:58 PM
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I hate how the simplest little thing will make me depressed. I go from being excited to miserable so quickly.
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Old Feb 27, 2012, 01:03 PM
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I hate how the simplest little thing will make me depressed. I go from being excited to miserable so quickly.
I know what you mean its like a domino effect

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Old Feb 27, 2012, 08:14 PM
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My goal was not to cut today, but like usual, I failed. I did go and do the intake for group therapy this morning, so it was somewhat of a productive day. Now I just need to make myself get the fmla paperwork from work so that my t can fill it out so that I can go to the group therapy, which starts in April.
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Old Feb 28, 2012, 02:50 AM
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Worst day ever, since a long time.
Since January I'm tapering off Cymbalta 60mg, currently I'm on 20mg. Only withdrawal so far is daily headaches. Anyways yesterday I forgot my 20mg dose, which threw me into a full blown withdrawal with dizziness, angry and so on! Well instead of going back to bed I picked a fight with hubby, or he with me, don't even remember!
Had to take 40mg to get rite of my withdrawal, hope tomorrow will be better. FYI I'm doing the withdrawal under doc supervision but no support from my hubby. He thinks I can just switch on and of any emotions or symptoms! The situation would not have escalated with little support by him.
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Old Feb 28, 2012, 09:37 AM
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My life could be worse and I know this but I can't help to feel that I have been getting raw end of the deal lately.
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Old Feb 28, 2012, 12:31 PM
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Had a good day so far. Good visit with Pdoc.
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Old Feb 28, 2012, 03:34 PM
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Old Feb 28, 2012, 04:14 PM
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Feeling lonely and sad tonight after having been upset earlier.
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Old Feb 28, 2012, 10:54 PM
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Started ok then went downhill. I work up at 4:30am and couldn't get back to sleep. So, I think my bad mood is a combination of not sleeping well and having a very hectic and busy schedule this week at work and several appointments. Hopefully I sleep better tonight.
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Old Feb 29, 2012, 04:42 PM
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It's snowing !
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Old Feb 29, 2012, 07:32 PM
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Started out a Crappy day.........feeling very frustrated. I made a phone call after some helpful suggestions from here Thanks guys kept my cool and got my point across politely. Still waiting for a call back. Will see tomorrow how it all goes.

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Old Feb 29, 2012, 07:53 PM
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I'm exhausted. It has been a LONG day, and it isn't even 7:00 yet. I'm going to bed early. Good night everyone!
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Old Mar 01, 2012, 03:12 PM
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Down. Down and alone. Never a good combination but I'll be alright. I'm a tough girl.
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Old Mar 01, 2012, 05:17 PM
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life 4 years after divorce and it still sucks and getting worse...

no companion, no friends, don't have kids enough, no stability, no job, ugly, fat, no talent, no life, no money, etc

my ex wasted almost $100,000 of my saved money while we were married... plus since he took me to court 4 years ago, my family and I lost a lot more money and now we may go bankrupt...

the glass top on my stove in my condo broke because I got burned and dropped a heavy pan on it and it cracked, the washing machine is broken somehow and won't spin, I lost all power last night, my son had to do his homework by candlelight, and while I was on the phone with the electric company he burned a 2" x 2" hole in the carpet and now that is ruined

I apply everywhere and to several jobs a day for the past few years and nothing... what am i going to do...
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Old Mar 02, 2012, 03:09 AM
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I wish I could have been somebody...
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Old Mar 02, 2012, 04:24 AM
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i wish i could have been somebody...
you are
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Old Mar 02, 2012, 07:02 AM
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Really , really don't want to go to work. I want to go back to bed.
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