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#251
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Uughg ! I'm up, I'm functioning. 'nuff said.
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#252
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this sums it up...great song
Can't Fall Down Lyrics by Natasha Bedingfield I'm at the point of almost breaking now I've knocked on every door in this cold town, yeahhh... The higher you go, the harder you fall If I want to be safe, then I just stay small Want to grow to the sky where it's beautiful But I can't see that from the forest floor How can I hold it together when nothing I try makes it better I just want to lay here forever, cause if i don't get up Then I can't fall down There is no manual for a broken heart I want to use it but it's all in parts ohhh... And the more you fall in, the harder to see That this time is different, though I want to believe And I don't know if I have it in me To love again in the face of defeat How did I hold it together when nothing I tried made it better I just want to lay here forever, cause if i don't get up Then I can't fall down Yeah yeah yeah yeah ohhh And if I don't get love, it can't let me down Ohhh ohhh ohhh..... Hope is irresistible...hope is irresistible Cause if I don't get up One day I will...SOMEHOW!!! When nothing I try makes it better I just want to lay here forever, cause if i don't get up Then I can't fall down And if I don't get love, it can't let me down |
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#253
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Achieved a whole lot today .... got the kids to actually do their own rooms for a change............YAY me!
Have a wonderful night all. Huge Huggies Nams
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Just listened to this and had to share....All I can say is Simply Amazing as always.
Evanescence "Lost in Paradise" "You is Smart, You is Kind, You is Important" Movie "The Help" |
#254
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Ugh I could not get up today and get motivated at all. Damn it!
-Trish "Don't curse the rain, without it things don't grow. Instead find the beauty in it."
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Invictus it matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll. I am the master of my fate: I am the captain of my soul. William Ernest Henley |
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#255
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Today has been horrible!!! It's been one of those days that I keep thinking that I hate my life..... All I can do is sit here and hope tomorrow is better.
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#256
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Didn't sleep well...feeling depressed this morning. Hopefully my mood will improve as the day progresses.
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#257
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Slept really well last night bed @ 8pm up at 9am lol holy crap sleepy head lol. Hope you all have a fab day.
Hugz Nams
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Just listened to this and had to share....All I can say is Simply Amazing as always.
Evanescence "Lost in Paradise" "You is Smart, You is Kind, You is Important" Movie "The Help" |
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I am actually having a decent day. The first one in a very long time. Which scares me. What will tomorrow bring? I know, try to live in the present and enjoy a day without crippling depression.
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#259
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I hate how the simplest little thing will make me depressed. I go from being excited to miserable so quickly.
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#260
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Quote:
-Trish "Don't curse the rain, without it things don't grow. Instead find the beauty in it."
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Invictus it matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll. I am the master of my fate: I am the captain of my soul. William Ernest Henley |
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#261
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My goal was not to cut today, but like usual, I failed. I did go and do the intake for group therapy this morning, so it was somewhat of a productive day. Now I just need to make myself get the fmla paperwork from work so that my t can fill it out so that I can go to the group therapy, which starts in April.
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Worst day ever, since a long time.
Since January I'm tapering off Cymbalta 60mg, currently I'm on 20mg. Only withdrawal so far is daily headaches. Anyways yesterday I forgot my 20mg dose, which threw me into a full blown withdrawal with dizziness, angry and so on! Well instead of going back to bed I picked a fight with hubby, or he with me, don't even remember! Had to take 40mg to get rite of my withdrawal, hope tomorrow will be better. FYI I'm doing the withdrawal under doc supervision but no support from my hubby. He thinks I can just switch on and of any emotions or symptoms! The situation would not have escalated with little support by him. |
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#263
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My life could be worse and I know this but I can't help to feel that I have been getting raw end of the deal lately.
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#264
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Had a good day so far. Good visit with Pdoc.
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#265
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#266
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Feeling lonely and sad tonight after having been upset earlier.
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#267
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Started ok then went downhill. I work up at 4:30am and couldn't get back to sleep. So, I think my bad mood is a combination of not sleeping well and having a very hectic and busy schedule this week at work and several appointments. Hopefully I sleep better tonight.
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#268
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It's snowing !
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#269
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Started out a Crappy day.........feeling very frustrated. I made a phone call after some helpful suggestions from here Thanks guys
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Just listened to this and had to share....All I can say is Simply Amazing as always.
Evanescence "Lost in Paradise" "You is Smart, You is Kind, You is Important" Movie "The Help" |
#270
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I'm exhausted. It has been a LONG day, and it isn't even 7:00 yet. I'm going to bed early. Good night everyone!
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#271
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Down. Down and alone. Never a good combination but I'll be alright. I'm a tough girl.
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#272
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life 4 years after divorce and it still sucks and getting worse...
no companion, no friends, don't have kids enough, no stability, no job, ugly, fat, no talent, no life, no money, etc my ex wasted almost $100,000 of my saved money while we were married... plus since he took me to court 4 years ago, my family and I lost a lot more money and now we may go bankrupt... the glass top on my stove in my condo broke because I got burned and dropped a heavy pan on it and it cracked, the washing machine is broken somehow and won't spin, I lost all power last night, my son had to do his homework by candlelight, and while I was on the phone with the electric company he burned a 2" x 2" hole in the carpet and now that is ruined I apply everywhere and to several jobs a day for the past few years and nothing... what am i going to do... |
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#273
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I wish I could have been somebody...
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#274
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“We are all visitors to this time, this place. We are just passing through. Our purpose here is to observe, to learn, to grow, to love… and then we return home.” |
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#275
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Really , really don't want to go to work. I want to go back to bed.
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