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#126
Jul 04, 2012, 01:14 AM
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Work situation, MotherMarcus, see my other thread.
I can't go back in there at the minute, I just totally can't cope with the situation. I need a way out.
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#130
Jul 04, 2012, 05:27 PM
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I got over the "sick" feeling I had much of last night. What a relief. Only problem now is that I am alone on this 4rth of July holiday. My S.O. is far away, visiting with his family. I wish I were part of a family, but I am not. Sometimes, I feel awful about that, but I must not get down about it, now, as that won't help anything. Best thing is to come up with a plan for the next holiday. I wish a good day to everyone here.
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#131
Jul 04, 2012, 05:48 PM
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Rose, you know it does not bother me if I am on my own for the holidays. Like I said in my other posts, it's triple digit temps here and being out in this heat just makes me physically sick. I am watching some funny movies and have my ice pack on my back. trying not to dwell on things too much.
Besides, the day is almost over!
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#132
Jul 04, 2012, 06:28 PM
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I'm really happy I'm trying new things today online but I still get the feeling that I need a real life...
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#133
Jul 04, 2012, 07:07 PM
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I'm not sure how I'm feeling today. I don't seem to be able to find any motivation lately, no willpower. As ups and downs go, I've been down now for months with ups that don't feel like ups. It's complicated. I am glad for this forum, just to be able to get things like this off my chest.
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| BatsAndButterflies
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#135
Jul 05, 2012, 09:24 AM
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Feeling a little numb right now. The weekend is coming up and I'm not looking forward to it because I know I will be feeling awkward at a family get together on Sunday, where people asking me about my future and the job that I hate. It's embarrassing.
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| BatsAndButterflies, TerryL
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#136
Jul 05, 2012, 11:13 AM
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| BatsAndButterflies, TerryL
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#138
Jul 05, 2012, 09:49 PM
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Trying to get my sleeping routine again go back to normal...
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| BatsAndButterflies, TerryL
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#139
Jul 05, 2012, 10:22 PM
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I've been thinking of going over to the psych hospital because I feel so awful. I don't have serious suicidal thinking. But I feel so awful. A lot of anxiety. Plus I can't get my prescription for temazepam refilled because of my pdoc's prescribing number being expired. That's what the pharmacy said.
It is terrible where I go for my psych care. The inpatient area is particularly awful. I was inpatient in January and swore to myself that I would never go there again. But I am completely alone and seem to be going downhill every day. |
| BatsAndButterflies, SeekingZen, TerryL
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#140
Jul 05, 2012, 10:39 PM
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I tried eft (meridian tapping) for a few days but was still feeling depressed, although I must say less so. Then I found out I should be tapping 10 times a day (!) and that it sometimes takes a while before there is any improvement. Since I need more immediate relief I decided to try therapy again. Had found this T online and we had talked once on the phone. Just had my first session today and she was great. I had tried 4 other Ts in the past but this new T asked all the right questions and was exactly the kind of person I was hoping she would be. I am already feeling some relief of the emotions that had been building up in me. But I am cautiously optimistic. am trying not to get my hopes up too much... Have had setbacks before...
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| BatsAndButterflies
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#141
Jul 06, 2012, 12:06 AM
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I am okay seriously on planning on running away, to be all alone, seculding myself cause I have been let down by people one too many times, I always come second. Please know that I am not talking about anyone on this site (PC). You all are kind.
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| BatsAndButterflies, bumpy_road, No Fuse No Flame, pandarama123456789, Rohag, Rose76, Shadow-world
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| Rose76
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#142
Jul 06, 2012, 02:19 AM
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After counseling session today. I feel drained!
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| BatsAndButterflies, pandarama123456789, Rose76
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#143
Jul 06, 2012, 03:02 AM
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I did end up going to the psych services facility. I told them I was becoming overwhelmed with more than I was coping with. It was decided for the pdoc at psych services to provide me with the prescription that was getting all screwed up. Also, he agreed to write a note to my pdoc about how it is important that I not run out of meds. I feel empowed to have done something.
Tomorrow I must get ahold of my PCP and let him know that I can not be blown off for the maladies that I do have currently. I need some Vicodin to relieve the muscle fatigue that is getting the best of me. Maybe he can add muscle relaxers. |
| BatsAndButterflies, pandarama123456789
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#144
Jul 06, 2012, 10:31 PM
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Been feeling kind of mopey lately . I hate the way my brain is wired.
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| BatsAndButterflies, No Fuse No Flame, pandarama123456789, Rose76
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#145
Jul 07, 2012, 12:47 AM
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I went from crying my eyes out early this morning to not being able to stop laughing this evening. Very strange mood swings I'm having
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| BatsAndButterflies, Rose76
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#146
Jul 07, 2012, 09:41 AM
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Feel terrible, don't know why, wishing for an end to this. WHY why why?????&%$#@*%
 
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| BatsAndButterflies, pandarama123456789, Rose76, Shadow-world
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Jul 07, 2012, 09:44 AM
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#149
Jul 07, 2012, 09:07 PM
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Trying my best to socialize with people online by role-playing. So far over the last week I'm getting the hang of it...
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| BatsAndButterflies, pandarama123456789
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