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#951
Apr 15, 2015, 01:43 PM
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 You are not selfish, it's me who's selfish for wanting to go, despite all the people who care about me. 
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#952
Apr 15, 2015, 02:42 PM
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(((((Shypoetgril))))
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#953
Apr 15, 2015, 03:11 PM
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(((ShyPoetGirl)))) you are very much wanted here, i know that we would all miss you terribly. i feel for you, i know it must be so hard right now. hold on
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| Angelique67, Bark, color14u, Nammu, Smileonmyface, Turtlesoup
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#954
Apr 15, 2015, 04:55 PM
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Some days I just feel like I have to keep on going one foot in front of the other today is one of those days
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#955
Apr 15, 2015, 05:51 PM
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Trust me, I'm talking from experience and I really feel for you and I know that what you are going through is horrible, please don't risk making things even worse.
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#956
Apr 15, 2015, 05:55 PM
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Nervous. I'm seeing my T tomorrow after a month off.
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#957
Apr 15, 2015, 06:07 PM
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everything essential has evaporated from my mind. I don't know if I can, well you know, live. my family has nothing to offer me. All of them see that dealing with me is a "damned if they, damned if they don't" scenario. Had a talk with my brother today and could barely talk about anything of importance. We used to have incredible conversations. I used to keep up in the conversation. Now, I'm pathetically silent. I just don't know what to do :/
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#958
Apr 15, 2015, 06:21 PM
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Got a little out of whack with meds, only a couple months in.......don't wanna let that happen again! Been doing really good up to that point, just trying to get back on track again
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#959
Apr 15, 2015, 08:00 PM
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We are all here with you. 
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#960
Apr 15, 2015, 08:15 PM
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& a few silly hearts Sorry you are having such a difficult time.I'm going through a rough patch right now depression wise & it even takes so much energy to freaking type-stupid @$$ depression. I'm plodding along & working on some things my T told me to do but my head feels like it weighs ten thousands pounds-bleh. For those that have posted positive stuff today thank you it helps-& for those struggling please take care-big turtle hugs to everyone 
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"This is just a moment in time. Step aside and let it happen."-Inara from Firefly  Bipolar Disorder Depression Generalized Anxiety Disorder OCD PTSD Insomnia Chronic Pain Prozac 30mg daily Buspar 10mg three times daily Propranolol 10mg three times daily Currently titrating up Lamictal daily Ambien 5mg prn Trazodone 50mg prn |
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#961
Apr 15, 2015, 08:49 PM
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Thank you everybody. Still not sure if I can stand to live or not. But getting this support has made me feel, for the moment anyway, that I can take at least another few baby steps. Thank you.
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#962
Apr 15, 2015, 09:55 PM
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I'm hanging in there getting ready for my birthday party tomorrow
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#963
Apr 15, 2015, 09:58 PM
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#964
Apr 15, 2015, 09:58 PM
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Sometimes they should just let you die. I'm worth more that way. We wouldn't be up against the certain financial doom that is approaching. The 21st is my last day of gainful employment. I am getting better, but not fast enough for corporate. Please pray for me and my family as I am/was the primary earner.
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#965
Apr 15, 2015, 10:10 PM
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 Happy birthday Winnie.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#966
Apr 15, 2015, 10:26 PM
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#967
Apr 15, 2015, 10:34 PM
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I just need to stay away from the memorial page and quit thinking I'm trying out the chatroom
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#968
Apr 16, 2015, 12:34 AM
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I have no more words to describe my state of being. I think that means it's over.
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Words collect dust as the poet stares and sits and sits and stares at the particles of light cascading down uncaring and uniform. |
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#970
Apr 16, 2015, 06:23 AM
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Happy birthday, winnie!
I'm doing pretty well actually. I actually feel comfortable in my own skin for once. I'm looking the way that I've wanted to for so long, but had been terrified to try. I'm still kind of anxious about it. But I'm happy. It makes me happy. And I feel motivated to improve my appearance, in my own way. Hugs to all I know how tough it gets. When you're so far down the pit it feels like there's no way you'll ever get back out and moreover why even bother trying? But we all have that voice in our heads — sometimes little more than a whisper — that says that maybe things will get better. And the fact that we even post here means that somewhere, deep down, we have a little spark of hope.
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| color14u, Nammu, Smileonmyface, Turtlesoup
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#971
Apr 16, 2015, 06:40 AM
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Feeling pretty depressed again today. I was doing so good there for a while. Wth? I see my pdoc today, and I'm going to ask him if he can try me on a different antidepressant even though I've tried a lot already. It doesn't seem like the ECT's been doing me much good so maybe it's time to go back to the ADs.
Today I'm volunteering at the museum and heading to an AA meeting before going to the pdoc. My T reminded me yesterday that I've been depressed since 8/2013 (with a few very short breaks in there). If I'm still depressed this August, that'll be two years of my life! No one should be in a depression that long. I feel cheated and robbed. Last edited by Anonymous37807; Apr 16, 2015 at 08:06 AM. |
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#972
Apr 16, 2015, 07:18 AM
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Happy birthday Winnie.
So it's official I'm going back to school in the fall. Take my placement test on May 5. I'm excited and nervous, but I know I can do this (particularly because it's something all of us know social work). My thoughts are with all of those struggling.
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PTSD possible bipolar Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin  |
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#973
Apr 16, 2015, 08:58 AM
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Still feeling happy though maybe a little less happy than yesterday. Holding on to these feelings tight because it's the first relief I've felt in nearly a year.
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MissApathetic TMS Fall 2016 Effexor, Klonpin, Xanax, Seroquel, Welbutrin, Topimax, Naltraxone (off label), Lunesta, B12, Vit D3, Major Treatment Resistent Depression, ADD, Anxiety, PTSD, Panic Attacks #Metoo Depression eats life
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#975
Apr 16, 2015, 01:09 PM
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