i cant stand to be around my friend
my close and best friend
and its all cos she does doesnt get it
she doesnt see
she triggers me
omg im horrible
i have to leave i cant even sit in the same room as her
and maybe its cos shes leaving
but i think its more than that
cos i wont even be thinking it
and just the things she says
she puts me down
and yeah she makes it like its a joke
but it is like stabbing me in the heart with a knife
why cant she see
that im hurting
that its not a joke to me
he made me unlovable the monster he did this not me
but im never gonna be loved
no one wants me
i dont even want me
and if i cant love me then no one else can
so what really am i doing here
what am i trying so hard to save
who is this freak that sits here to type away
i dont even want to know

(((((((((((((bronee)))))))))))))))

you're not a freak, i love you and i relate

jinny xxxxxxxxxxx

(((((((((BrOnEe)))))))))

I often wonder why otherwise intelligent, caring, loving people, the ones we care about the most just don't get it.
You're a wonderful person. You show compassion and caring for all of us on PC. My heart goes out to you.

[sabby]

If we could only see ourselves as those that love us see us. There would be no question about who or what we are and we would be able to give ourselves the love that we so deserve and crave.

I'm sorry your friend doesn't show you more compassion and understanding. At times, the ones we crave it from the most have the least to give us in our hour of need. Maybe its from lack of understanding how we feel, maybe it's because their minds are elsewhere in their lives trying to do the best they can do to get through the day.

Whatever the case may be, I hope you know that we love you ((((((((((((((((((((((((((broneebaby))))))))))))))))))))))))!

You are a beautiful light in this world and I appreciate you!

Love & Hugs
J

(((((((((((BRONEE)))))))))))))))
My Little Neice! Your Aunt Muffy says your great!
Was not your fault what he did! Never let anyone put you down. How many times have you listened to me.
How many times have you been there for others?
Where would be with out you on the question game?
where would we be with you on the I win thread?
WHere would the sheep be, with out her Neice?

[Wants2Fly]

Hi Bronee --

As we grow, we start to outgrow the dysfunctional relationships we have collected around ourselves.

I have been finding that friendships I sustained for 30 years are coming to their ends. I feel sad about it.

I know you will grieve, then move on, and find friends who support your growth, wholeness and wellness.

[katheryn]

((((((((((((bronee))))))))))

we have family and friends that dont get it at all i just hope they dont have to go through what some of us have to

[heyjoe]

Broneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee from what i have seen on here you are well loved........this isnt politically correct but my sentiment has been ***** them to those that dont treat us right. I big loud disdainful new york ***** them. Im kinda fond of you myself by the way.

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((((((((((( bronee )))))))))))))))))

with everything else she has been there for
helped me thru a hell of alot of bad stuff thats happened
why not this too
is it all too much now
is it way too hard for her
shes gonna go start a new life overseas
am i just too hard
have i just been too selfish
have i just been so consumed in my own hell
i ignored hers

ty all for ur sweet words
i hope i will be able to have that new york fk em all day and be able to forget them all and live peacefully in sunshine manor

(((((((Bronee))))))))