confessions of little turtle with love

I want some CHOCOLATE :-(

that is safe fuzzy...I do not trust these psych meds...
they may be helpful....but I know they can be a problem
for some...especially withdrawing from drugs you have been taking for awhile...and they can also be very dangerous...

Why do you think some people love labels so much

It’s so pointless and meaningless

I suppose they “have” to feel superior . But they are NOT “superior”

There is a name for people who put us down

I love chocolates especially those with almonds.

we could take some on the bus with some benzos...pleasure bus

I have 2 problems------------depression and sugar...
on the bus I will need some valium and sweet chocolate...
I wonder if those 2 problems are connected somehow maybe..
but I want the bus and I need those items...and I need my
friends here...I want I need

little turtle... I need a nerve damage repair kit. So I can drive a motorbike of my choice... and perhaps be born anew.

Hey... I am feeling worthless and if nobody is close to me.... and what is blaming the people that did this to me is going to do? What is done cannot be undone. They... don't believe you need human contact to be "successful" (aka a topper in the whole city and eventually the state or perhaps even the country) person... they believe reading textbook and going to college will solve all of their problems.

My dad once told me "People do Ph.D by sitting at home" when I asked him recently why he doesn't let me go outside... so yeah, you don't need to read scientific journals or publish original papers or even go to college, you just need to read the textbook...lab experience doesn't matter. And no matter how many people tell you "it's wrong, you don't parent this way" even if it comes from teachers and doctors, you ignore it. Because you've just invented a brand new style of parenting, and they're just making your son turn in the wrong direction..

I have nerve damage. I don't think I'll last much long. I don't know; really.

Man, I cannot blame my parents fully either. It's not that they're bad, it's their illness that makes them bad. They don't understand my pain. Dad asks "why don't you get good grades" and mom calls me names daily. All because of their ridiculous illness.

My mom just a while ago told my sister that she won't be allowed to visit her grandmother's house because my sister didn't complete her homework. How ridiculous is that? I mean, you induce anxiety in your child because you think manipulating her into "studying" (without food or proper nutrition, exercise or lifestyle or even the environment, or human contact at all) is going to make her successful? It won't, it'll lead to crippling results.They're crippling human beings for life times.

Biology tells us every animal has life in it. We kill tigers and bears for their skin. So why not as well as not give a **** about lives being crippled?

keep talking....do you want on the bus....

How do you move on from being a little turtle?

How do I move on from being a bear?

How do some people move on from engaging in behaviours like mind reading and spinning it all out of context and “proportion” and blaming me.

I’m used to being blamed.

But if people want to hurt me they aren’t as smart as they think

And how do people move on from being angry and unforgiving people? That is NOT me.

(Not about anyone on pc)

PS yes I do feel anger sometimes. I’m human.

fuzzy I don't want to move on from being little turtle..
that is who I am....I am little turtle...

Fuzzy, I also am use to being blamed for everything, and this might be a little part of my problems in life, bc I let people get away with blaming me. I also don't know if I can move on from the idenity I have been all of my 53 years, and now with the change that was placed bc of my medical ins. I don't have the help I desparatly need to learn how to do this, so now I am confused, and stuck with the cards I have been dealt. My Prayer for You, and Little turtle is only for good, happiness, and all that goes with it. Much Love to the Both of You!!!!!!! (((((((MASSIVE AMOUNTS OF HUGS)))))))

Well today was a bit better than most yesterday. I didn't go to the practical lab class today due to a very embarrassing issue. I slept for a while. Now I am wondering when I will get my 125CC Hero/Honda bike (either the New Super Splendor or CB Shine) if I get it at all.

(((((((( little turtle ))))))))

Love to you

How could you move on from being who you are, I wouldn’t want you to.

Please try to be kind to self

And screw those who enjoy judging... imho if anybody is stuck it’s them

I would not want to move on from being fuzzy bear

What a silly thought. I’m more than good enough just as I am

And screw any therapist who enjoys judging and wrong labelling.

How boring

And y'all mustn't forget the good ol' chemist ain't ever gnna cease be TheLonelyChemist.

I need to walk...do I want to walk--no....is it good for me--I hope so...
and you can't go to jail for what you are thinking...
I am thinking all kinds of bad thoughts this morning...

Little turtle, you're a little turtle and you don't deserve to go to jail. Life is much more tough than jail methinks.

What do you think about the purpose of life? Aside from the biological one I do not find a "humanistic" or philosophical one.

I think we are very strange animals...
and I don't think we really know much about origins
of the universe or of life on earth...

Yes we are strange indeed. Trying to find meaning in the simple yet meaningless.

Good post. The little turtle is smarter than the “average turtle”

Very strange is “life” simple? I don’t think so

Are humans strange animals I think so