i hate myself

i'm ugly and stupid and dumb and slow and boring and there's not a dang thing i can do to be better!

nope, neriz, you're none of those things. i love talking with you in chat, you're very entertaining and interesting.

u don't really... and u can't say i'm not cuz u don't know me in real life

for having to say that

neriz,

please don't say things like that. i think you're a lovely chick and i enjoy our conversations.

you are pretty smart and i am sure you have a lot to offer. stop saying you're so ugly, you're absolutely gorgeous. i have a feeling you are

lots of love

tara xxxxxxx

I am you are feeling this way.
Sorry that whatever has happened to you makes you angry inside.
Hope you feel better very soon.

"just" so unbelievebly lonely... and isolated.. i can't talk with people, i donno how

i don't believe anyone's ever gonna love me... i'm just SO useless and pointless.. i don't know why i'm still here

everything's just... meaningless

i'm still whining here about this... i thought what if i threw my modem away, but i really don't think i can do that ...crap..

i dont know you so you might be what you say you are, but chances are your not. i have hated myself for many years, thought of myself as a failure, ,horribly, boring, a freak ect, its only now im slowly starting to realise that its only me that sees myself like this, everyone else out there doesnt!

seriously, give yourself a break, take a look at the last time you remember feeling so happy you could have cried, take this memory, and dont let it out of your head, times like then WILL come back, you just have to accept the bad times in between.

it can be done, so please, dont give up, we wont.

i don't remember being happy... not naturally at least..
and everyone else out there thinks that about me too...

*wants to hide*

((((( Neriz)))))

I know how you feel. Hang in there. Throwing good vibes your way.

Jen

i haven't seen you.......so don't know how you look but i KNOW you're not stupid.....i always read your posts.....xoxoxo pat

(((((((((((((((((((((Neriz)))))))))))))))))))))

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"just" so unbelievebly lonely... and isolated.. i can't talk with people, i donno how

i don't believe anyone's ever gonna love me... i'm just SO useless and pointless.. i don't know why i'm still here

everything's just... meaningless

i'm still whining here about this... i thought what if i threw my modem away, but i really don't think i can do that ...crap..

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neriz

Those words could've just as easily been mine, in fact, I'm sure I've said those exact same things on this site many times. You're not alone in your thoughts. ((((((((neriz))))))))))

BTW, I like you!!!

((((((((((((((neriz))))))))))))))))))) I'm sorry you are having a hard time.

don't say that about yourself. come and talk to me. because you know what i feel the same way. and i like to be your friend and talk.

pretty? you've never seen me, how could u possibly know how i look like?

I just can't let go can i?

Pretty doesn't have to refer to physical features. Many people are "pretty" on the inside...where it really matters.

Feel better.

why don't you send me your picture and i will tell you what i think. have you seen me. i am ugly and i feel the way you do sometimes. but you are not alone and i want to be your friend and talk to you.

i don't need to hear it from another person (again)

that is so true. i been told that over and over about pretty is inside of the person. but i feel the same way you do. at times when i look at myself i see nothing that others see. that happens for most of us. when we see our self we don't all ways see what others see. and that doesn't mean you are what you say you are. i know how you feel and i understand how you feel i been there and still are. it is hard to see yourself as others see you.

(((((((((((((((Neriz)))))))))))))), I can feel your pain when I read all of this and all I can say is I am sooooo very sorry for the way you feel right now.

I do relate to what you are saying and it sucks to feel like this. I do hope that you can see how wonderful you are to others here and oneday you will see this about yourself.

Hang in there, lots of people here care about you. Wishing you better days ahead....

Justy

i've never been called pretty, outside nor inside (IRL i mean) ... i meant i don't need to hear the truth from another person

argh....

what do you mean you don't want to hear the truth. we are telling you how we feel about you and that isn't anything wrong with that. i know how you feel i been there. i have people tell me how pretty i look and all that can i think i don't and i really don't want to hear it too but deep down inside of you you are pretty and a great person. you should not let those say you are not. don't listen to them.