[TrailRunner14]

I'm hoping and betting that you did an amazing job on your essay answers!!

[childofchaos831]

Having a hard time... body is in pain, sinus issues... makes for difficulty staying present... usually see T on Mondays, but today is a holiday so don't see her til tomorrow.

[TrailRunner14]

Yikes! I read your post and just sent my counselor an email to make sure he's not off today. My appt time is scheduled for tonight and it didn't dawn on me that its was an observed holiday.

I don't remember asking him last week about this week.

[Luce]

We have another major exam in the morning and can't get it together to even read over our study notes. It costs 20 grand to fail. Is that not an incentive?? One would think it would be. That confident are we, hmmm?

[TrailRunner14]

Good luck Luce!!

[bornunderabadsign]

I hope you do well today Luce!

I just woke up so I don't know how today is going to be. I got a sore throat and I feel a little distant but so far so good.

[TrailRunner14]

Originally Posted by bornunderabadsign

I hope you do well today Luce!

I just woke up so I don't know how today is going to be. I got a sore throat and I feel a little distant but so far so good.

I hope your day is good and your throat feels better!

I really like your signature! Multiple choice sounds good to me too!

[childofchaos831]

I ended up having to reschedule my T appt today... I could barely move this morning from the pain in my back... just got a shot for the pain and now at the ENT... really hoping my back feels better soon.

[Claritytoo]

Today I made an appointment with a new therapist. They are not certain if they take my plan but I can't go if they don't. My appointment is Friday. Making this appointment caused me to fade away. I felt fearful and unreal. I put on soccer and felt better. I hope I will not panic on appointment day. I shouldn't because I said I would be there.

[Luce]

The exam went okay. I am pretty sure enough was written to ensure a pass.
Now we are home again. We have a few days off so have come home for a few days. We get to see T on Friday.

very boring few days

run of the mil and just.... boring

fed up of lack of support and understanding

wishing for something more, but not sure what

[possum220]

Wishing I had some kind warning before being set off.

[bornunderabadsign]

I'm in a decent mood and it seems that only the stable personalities are present today. It has been a good couple of days since the bad weekend we had. I hope that the rest of this week will go as well as the last two days.

[TrailRunner14]

I'm not in a good place. Triggered. Don't know how or why it happened. Analytical kicked in to try to figure it out. That's too much stress. No answer.

Think I'll go soak in some salt and oils. Hope that helps.

Just had to say.

Originally Posted by TrailRunner14

I'm not in a good place. Triggered. Don't know how or why it happened. Analytical kicked in to try to figure it out. That's too much stress. No answer.

Think I'll go soak in some salt and oils. Hope that helps.

Just had to say.

hope you feel better

not really doing much better either

had such a boring week and so little happen we may as well have been dead

ah well, yesterday evening we did get to email a little with tara.. that was nice- even if sometimes she is a bit repetitive

we'd like to hit someone or something, so possibly gonna tear some more pictures from our wall

[Septembersrain]

I don't feel very smart. I managed to get nicotine poisoning. Now I'm quitting cold turkey and I feel like I'm so messed up. My head is one big internal emotional outburst. Please let this pass...

[Claritytoo]

tomorrow I go to see a new therapist. I don't want to tell my new t anything about my DID. I'll have to see how it goes. It used to be that I new how I would be in certain situations but I'm not sure anymore. I think I know who will be at session but I am not certain. Today I have been feeling depressed and worrying about my son. But I will see if this new t can be there in case I need someone to talk to. Right I really don't know why I am here

[Luce]

Had the gift of a T session in amongst my studies in another city (was able to come home for a few days.) The session was a bit of a mess. I lost time for most of it and T said different ones were coming out one after the other after the other. I really just feel dazed and confused. Not so sure that seeing t helped any since it was such a messy mess, but she said it wasn't messy from her end and some important information had been shared that gives her a better idea of where we're at and what is going on.

It's all good for her, I guess. I have no freaking clue what just went on and feel like I'm swimming underwater.

[Luce]

Good luck with the new T Clarity. It will be good to have someone to talk to.

[Claritytoo]

went to try to get a therapist but it was a joke. the south is like the north 20 years ago. waste of time and co pay. I'll try again next month when I can afford to. There is always the er.

[-Astral-]

we ill my daddys are ill too
worried about them host daddy has a very bad cough but daddy keeps being sick he tries to eat a little things but it no help
dont know what to do
we see dr on monday we booked it a while back but daddy has no appointment for him think he need one

[Luce]

Originally Posted by Claritytoo

went to try to get a therapist but it was a joke. the south is like the north 20 years ago. waste of time and co pay. I'll try again next month when I can afford to. There is always the er.

Keep trying, Clarity.

[Luce]

We came home for a few days but I wish we hadn't. Can't get my *&^% together. Got no food in the house and we haven't unpacked. Crap strewn everywhere. Just want to go back up there to the study place where I can be clear headed and have some semblance of stability and functionality. Seems like we're just floating through time waiting to be out of here.

life continues to be rough
feeling very irritable and depressed.

memory is failing me which does not help matters

[OliverB]

I am experiencing extreme derealization....