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Weighed myself and was disappointed. I didn't gain any but lost very little. Maybe I should start counting calories again. I slept all day again from the Topamax. That's probably why I feel crappy now. Slept too much. I guess I will start over again, it's a new day, there is hope.
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Overate but didn't binge. I guess that is the silver lining in the rain cloud.
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![]() Anonymous37887, LucyD
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well.. got through another week, i suppose.
despite tuesday, monday, thursday and friday- being all takeouts, and eating so much my fridge is almost bear. hopefully better next week?. (crosses fingers?) |
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I am so impatient when it comes to losing weight. I want to lose 50 pounds in a week, and that's not going to happen. I just have to accept that it takes time and some patience. Please send me some patience...It seems my self worth is all wrapped up in how much I weigh. Maybe that is from society's standards for being pencil thin now a days. So many woman want to be so very thin. I would be happy to be just be chubby. I am more than that now. There was a time in history when bigger women were thought to be beautiful! Some cultures still think bigger women are beautiful.
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So it is Sunday Midday now, I ate too much again last night out of boredom but I am in such a bad mood today that I am not even hungry in the slightest, so that is something
![]() I am going to start keeping a food diary for this week and record what I eat and the moods that follow, I have started them before but I am terrible at keeping on track with things like that and give them up after a few days. A whole week will be a huge accomplishment in my world ![]() Hope you are all doing ok! |
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#584
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At 2 sloppy joes for breakfast, drank 3 double bouillon due to constipation, drank coffee, milk, ate potato salad, drank mandarin orange and raspberry smoothy, ate chicken, tater tots, drank chocolate milk, threw up.
Wheels on the bus go round and round |
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#585
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It's early morning. I think I did okay yesterday. Not sure because I haven't been counting calories. I've been staying up really late into the early morning hours. I have made myself miserable over how much I weigh. I have seen even bigger women that were happy and had confidence. Why can't I? I come from a family that is severely weight conscious. My mother thought it was a real accomplishment to have had an 18 inch waist at one time. There are other things a person can be proud of too besides their body.
I used to throw up after I ate years ago but it won't work anymore. I've tried to do it and can't. It just doesn't work any more. I don't know why. Now I am stuck with the weight I gain. Well, maybe I can lose some. One day at a time. But I obsess about food and my weight at times and am getting tired of doing that. What a waste of time. It doesn't help. I'm going to a cook out here at the apt. place on Mon. I want to stay away from the munchy food. |
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#586
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i did okay today.
1 slip up before my dinner, but it was only minor- and i did eat all my roast |
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#587
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On Memorial Day I am allowed to overeat! All holidays I am!
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#588
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i plan to eat sausages for breakfast, then chicken for dinner. nothing else. but we'll see... i always say that and end up eating the entire fridge |
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I woke up with a bad upset stomach. I haven't eaten now for about 12 hours, and my stomach is empty but I still threw up bile because of the sharp acid knife pains inside that I think come from yesterdays overeating.
There is always a little bit of relief when I am too sick to eat. (sometimes when I am sick, I can still eat - then I overeat on the way to wellness, and miss the window of slowing down). |
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Anrea, do you think a doctor could help you with the sharp acid knife pains? Do you get them a lot? Could be an ulcer but I'm no doctor.
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i have no appetite so when i do eat because i know i have to eat to live i eat until i cause myself to void what i've eaten or suffer with the pain. Have no motivation to change this.
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![]() Anrea, LucyD
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Today was okay. Just saying hi to everybody.
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Hi back Lucy.
Today was odd. I felt normal. I didn't feel obsessive, and when I noticed I obsessed about that a little. I wanted to keep this 'balanced and normal' feeling but didn't know how. I thought about it too much, like I replaced thinking about food with thinking about why I wasn't thinking about food. lol, an over active mind. Anyway, I ate breakfast even though I wasn't hungry because it was right to do for my metabolism. I did eat a couple hours late though. We financially indulged and ordered pizza delivery tonight. I only had 3 slices, and would have stopped at 2 but needed a certain amount of space in the fridge for the uneated portions. Anyway, I am not having an obsessed day and I have no idea why. Especially since I spent much of the last 2 days eating/vomiting/eating etc. ![]() |
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I think it is acid, only happens sometimes and I don't go to Dr.s easily. I don't fear going, but I think that I over react to small things. I just don't know when to go, then when I do - often the worse is passed. I have my yearly next month, I will mention it to him. Thank you for caring! ![]() |
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i ate some out of date potato chips today, and oh my god did i gag (it does not take much to trigger my gag reflex)
mad thing: feeling horrible all day good: it actually put me off food for the rest of the day and i've not eaten anything else |
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I was on a different forum and someone said something rude to me. Made me feel like binging. So I guess I'll say how it made me feel-hurt, and angry!! Grrrrrrr. I put that guy on ignore at the other forum. Most people there are nice, thankfully.
I am feeling so big today. I get my days like this. Feel like getting out the bag of chips. I am a mess today. I drank wine yesterday and my weight went up. I forgot that there are calories in wine. duh! Gotto leave it alone. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day. I hope you all have a good evening and night. |
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Blah, back to over-eating and purging. I felt so normal yesterday - no urges at all. Thought I was on some different path.
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Anrea that bag o chips called to me and I ate it. I have no more binge food here now. I felt good yesterday, too. Isn't funny what a difference a day can make? The chips were too salty and didn't taste that good. First time I binged in quite awhile.
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Today I ate 3 pieces pizza, and drank tall koolaid and coffee, vomited a little of the excess, and now have bad stomach ache. I found a good article. Complusive Overeating - Symptoms, Warning Signs - Timberline Knolls |
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No, your comment didn't trigger. It was the rude comment made at me on the other forum. I often eat when I feel hurt and angry. It's my emotional state. That was a good link. I read it.
Here is the website that I have: http://www.bingeeatingdisorder.com/what-is-BED.aspx |
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