Couch 43 ... 1 year !! Thanks for the memories

No self face punching!

My T has no website, on PC, or anything either. One thing that drives me nuts is I often get messages from Facebook asking if I know T and want to friend him!! So hard to just say no to myself.

Why are you thinking of a new T Lola?

i am just horribly sad again. my hubby came home and i told him that i have found 4 T i may look into. he just gugs me and sayd what am i doing wrong .why cant i make you happy i love him bunches but he just don't get it . i am so sad

((Granite)) I am sorry things are so hard. It is wonderful that you hubby loves you and it's hard that he doesn't get it. All I can say is it is so hard to know that someone you love so dearly is in such pain and you can't make it better for them.

Granite ,we are all still here and love ya.... you will make it through this!

I totally agree with this!

MKAC, please know you are not alone....and I understand the yucky needy feeling that feels so nauseating and embarrassing....I'm the same way. I would much rather not feel those pangs of need. And I, too, look at the pictures I have of T...and re-read his emails..etc. You are SO not alone.

I wish I had a picture of T, but I don't. I do reread emails and have saved every voice mail that he has left for me...even when they are just about scheduling or something silly like that.

Theres a pic of my T from like 10 yrs ago.... when he was 15, on the practice web page. and he also has his own website

That means he's around 25? Awwww...he's just a young 'un

Hes like 32... Just a baby

omg...a 25 yr old t? NO Way. Too young to have a Masters! Unless...

Lola, is your T Dooggie Howser? (((shout-out to all the NPH fans)))

The T called me finally. She was very kind. We set up for tomorrow, she just said "what ever you need Wiki, we can figure this out together" So she isn't upset with me canceling too much. And she does get how sick I've been. She said, "I know things are much harder than you let on. Perhaps we can talk about how I can support you better".

She's gonna break me, I know it. But somehow I am not really worried. Letting her in seems to be the least of my problems right now. I am so overloaded, I almost can't wait to let her in. Freaky weird. Where oh where has wiki gone?

no not freaky weird at all wiki girl it is kind of nice

Sweet Wiki.... I love her!

wiki, I'm glad your T called and that you're going to see her! I hope it goes well!!

Doogie Howser? LOL. I just burst out laughing when I read that. I haven't thought about him for years!!
Yeah, 25 seems kind of young for a t. But my first T was 29 1/2 when I started seeing her. I remember when I asked how old she was, she emphasized the "1/2" like a kid!!! I was 34. I didn't even think about her age and experience. I was so naive about therapy. I thought I was supposed to ask her questions and she would answer, like an advice columnist!! Boy, was I wrong. I'm laughing again. I'm OFF the zoloft and acting wackier with my emotions than ever. Laughter is the best medicine they say.

Where is everyone?

I am here, but I have been having trouble posting tonight. I wish I could be a little more supportive or fun, but I am not feeling either right now.

its ok Trdle... thanks for just saying hi! Sorry your day isn't a great one.

Thank you. I am about to try to force myself to sleep, and hope all the crap swirling in my brain works it's way out by the time I wake up. Goodnight, and I hope that you are feeling better.

I'm here too...... just to upset with my husband to say much right now.

hey girl we are here if you want to talk about it . it seems we have some experts here on dealing with hubbies

Wow! My T must his twin on the other side of the pond.

thanks lola . love ya

For all the couchies.

Thanks granite.

It's not so much that I'm mad at him as much as it is that I'm disappointed that I can't see much of him lately. I've been gone for 2.5 weeks in Florida and Vegas. I come home, he leaves to go out of town for work until Saturday, then tells me he's headed out of town again next week. He is gone so much from home with his job and I miss him. I'm alone all the time it seems and it's starting to get to me now. I just feel like I'm gonna fall apart.