Couch 55...And on it goes....

AHHHHHHHHHHH.... Daughter just called, said she picked up my mother and will be here in a half hour. What do I do? Puke, diarrhea, chest pains. I have no freaking control over my body what so ever. Grrrrr. I can eat all the right things, be a good person, take care of my family, still my body does what ever it wants. Damitalltohell. #anxietysux

(((( wiki ))))

Gah! It's frustrating when our bodies react in a way that we don't want it to. I hope you're able to get through the day with some enjoyment. Please try to focus on the aspects you believe you will enjoy. (( HUGS ))

Good morning, couch peeps.

I applied to a job last night that seems perfectly in line with what I used to do. I am over qualified for it, and I can't imagine that it pays nearly as much as I used to earn. But I am prepared to take a smaller salary if it means having a consistent income and benefits. And, it's local, which is another huge plus. Keeping my fingers crossed!

(((wiki)))) ((((wiki)))and ((((wiki)))) familys are so crappy .maybe you can leave early if your mother is going with someone else. what has got you so worked up about this particular gathering. have you tried to figure that out .

good luck mue do you know when you will hear back

Thanks, granite. I just submitted an application online directly through their website, so I have no idea when I will hear back. I did get an automated confirmation email that my resume was received.

That would be my reaction and im in therapy 4 days a week and have been going for most of 40 years. Difference being I isolate to deal. But it makes you wonder - what the hell did they do to us, and how exactly did we handle it back then, that it is showing up as chest pains and puking now? Hey I saw a diet guy on tv who said we have the size of a cat brain in our gut ie thats how many brain cells. Seems like those are the ones reacting. I wonder how they relate to amygdala etc.

sometimes even the most healthful things can be bad for us...

Your right - pass me a twinkie!

Hankster.... do you love reading tinyrabbits posts as much as I do? I just thought to tell you that she has started a blog...the link is on the bottom of her posts... its very good..

I think you are a great person Hankster... don't let therapy change your sense of humor...

RTS - are you leaving psych central? I hope not.

Thanks - and thanks for letting me know about trs blog. I usually have signatures off cuz im on my phone but ill check it out.

Thanks for the positive vibes , nights are super hard for me and they are getting worse. I'm regretting taking myself of meds ( go figure ) haha. My OCD is out of control and I'm in list making mode. 8 more days ...

I feel very selfish right now as I am offering zero support for y'all. I love this group and this board and this thread. I'm hoping to get back to the old me soon.

People- I need to know. If I accidently "liked" something on instagram, but then automatically unliked it, do you think the person finds out??? eeekkkk.......

What did you do?
Like something of mine and then unlike it... Ill let you know

I freaked and just deleted my account.. which, really was something I was about to do anyways.. Ahhhhh!! I was looking at my friend's twitter account (h and I are closing our twitters, making private our fbs) for the last time really, and noticed she followed my T on twitter. I know that they know each other. So, I went to his page, and the latest tweet was pic on instagram, so I went on it. While on the page I accidently like the stupid pic, unliked it real quick. Crap.. He is gonna think I am a creeper now!!!!

AHHHHHH, seriously. What an idiot I am. Crap. Maybe, just maybe.. he will forget between now and Wednesday before I see him!

I doubt he will know...no worries

Healed, I'd imagine if you liked and then unliked it, then it may not show up at all. I can understand the anxiety of it though.

It's times like this that being a single mom is so difficult.

I have a pretty significant migraine with severe nausea, and it's really hot, sunny and humid outside. My daughter wants me to take her and a friend to the swim club, and I am SO not feeling up to it. It's also "that time" so I am crampy and miserable. But I have no one else to rely on.

My daughter is going to be staying at my sister's house for the next few days - so I want her to be able to enjoy her Sunday with her friend at the pool and will take them. I just wish during times like these that I had some help. *sigh*

Afternoon couch. I was asked to stay 30 minutes late at the senior place today. Any extra time helps.

I need to get to the cleaning I failed to do yesterday now, since I have a busy week ahead of me.

I'll pop back in when I am done.

I hope everyone who is having a bad day so far has a better day and that those who are having a good day so far continue to have a good day.

((Wiki))

See if you can identify the one thing you really want to avoid that makes you dread all the rest.

Go back on, you silly sort of person!

((Lola))

I've checked your account and you still have a positive balance.