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#126
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tomorrow
last time didn't end well
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#127
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Next Tuesday
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#128
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I don't know anymore. We had one scheduled for Friday but had a spat today.
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#129
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In 2 weeks. Eek.
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#130
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Main T in 2 weeks (phone)
CBT T- end of August ***pining away*** |
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#131
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Tuesday. I am so lost.
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#132
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Tomorrow thankfully
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...In the darkness I will meet my creators And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator
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#133
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Monday @ 11:am
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#134
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Monday. I also saw her today and it's still too long. :/
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#135
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Monday 11:30
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#137
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Tuesday afternoon.
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#138
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Tuesday morning
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#139
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Tuesday. Three days to go! I can't wait. Therapy is keeping me alive and however painful it is, I am so thankful I have a lovely, kind therapist. I know you shouldnt see them as friends but I do see her as a sort of friend, because she is always there for me and the person who knows most about me. Anyways. Wanted to bump this thread because i think it helps somehow... Realising the session is closer than you think.
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I'm sorry if this is off-topic. My T has been on vacation for 17 days and she told me to contact her, and we'll set my next appt. During the time she was gone, I missed her but then kind of stopped because it felt pointless, and it doesn't change anything anyway. I should text her in 2 days, but I can't shake the thought of never contacting her again, to just ''dissapear''. I know it would hurt me badly, but that's how I deal with things - leave and ''enjoy'' my misery. Does anyone feel like that? It's such an awful feeling. I want to see her, but I don't.. What would you do?
Sorry for this being long and thank you.
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#141
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aside of that, is there a reason you want to "disappear" from therapy? I know when that happens for me, it is because I am trying to "disappear" from life in general, and it's much easier if I don't have the accountability of therapy. I'm actaully struggling with going back to my new T a lot lately, and have realized it's because she does not yet know me, so it would be easier to disappear without raising suspiscions... do you know what is motivating your desire to disconnect? (you don't have to answer here, but just soemthign to think about)... ![]() |
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#142
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Thank you for taking your time and answering me! ![]()
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#143
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ugh, not till friday. having trouble maintaining any feeling of connectedness between sessions, which makes it difficult to go back, and difficult to get through the week. :/
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#144
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#145
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I think you should contact your therapist, set up an appointment, and then try to tell her what you've written here. When we get these contradictory feelings, it's easy to follow the path of least resistance and simply not do anything, but I hope you will set up another appointment, because I don't think you have anything to lose by doing that. |
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#146
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24 days to go for me, now. A little more than three weeks. I think I'll make it all the way. (well, I know I will make it, but I think I'll make it and be ok.)
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![]() You must contact her, from what I read she put it into YOUR hands...and she may consider it unethical to contact you for another appointment. Call her office at least, and inquire. That will be enough for her to contact you, as you feel you need her to do. ![]()
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#148
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16 more days to go.....
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“Change, like healing, takes time.”. Veronica Roth, Allegiant |
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#149
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monday at 1pm. very nervous
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#150
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Monday at 6pm. Also very nervous.
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