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I am in mast. Good luck

Climbing in Mast. With a bottle of Moscato.

((((BayBrony))))

I feel for you. It is so hard to lose a small furry member of the family. To be having t issues at the same time just makes things so much harder. Hang in there.

Jumps in masts pocket.

I'm fighting off my lethargy and gloom by holding a purge.
(I wonder if that's why Stalin did it?)
So I'm disposing of my dead computers.

NOOOOO!!!!! All those spare parts! All that gold! I know you will recycle them properly.

I am still quite annoyed with my T. Now is not the time to be reminding me that he is imperfect. I really need him to be perfect for some reason, at this time.

Red's got the tea, Art's got the wine, Stressed has the beer... Party in Mast's pocket!

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(((Brony)))

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The house seems so quiet....usually she is always pulling everything out of the drawers in the kitchen and stuff...I can't make myself clean up.her last disaster
My partner and I have discussed it at length. I would like another coon...everything seems too boring and orderly. But knowing how pet pet eventually got bored with indoor life I don't think I could do.it right now. We are kind of In the country but on a paves road that is used to route between. Two major highways...it's a dangerous road. In four years my practice loan will be paid off. By then we hope to be moving into a farm on the dirt roads of the rec area nearby...All state land around the houses, unmaintained dirt roads where no one drives fast, few people , etc. Then I think we could have one and let it be indoor/outdoor safely. That would be fair. But it's so boring and sad and quiet in the house

Quite possibly...
Today I'm bored, so I'm going to act on my mass murdering psychopathic instincts. A whole new way of looking at genocide...


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Yes, I recycled them.

What a brilliant idea! The bank gives you a practice loan, and you have to pay that off before they give you a proper mortgage.

(Yes, I know that's not what it means, but we could have avoided the subprime disaster if subprimers had been forced to take out practice loans first.)

I am really overthinking my relationship with my T at the moment. Its all mooshed together in my head in a twisted mess.

It's been a rough day - found out my son may need another major surgery, then went all the way across town because doc didn't like the look of his eye and thought it best to see his surgeon to be in the safe side. (Eye is fine, thankfully enough). The seven year old was supposed to start her summer program today but they never called me back about it and gave me a wrong # so I couldn't contact them. Was going to go down there today and sort it out but then the doctor drama happened... Now son's respite provider is not answering calls or texts to confirm she'll be here in the morning and it's too late to call the agency. So I don't know if I'll be able to work tomorrow...
I am so tired of doing all this on my own.

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Hi Couch.

I saw a Pdoc for the first time in years today. Very underwhelmed and unimpressed with the experience and the Pdoc. It does not help that she is younger than I am.
She was 20 minutes late and when I was ushered in by a nurse, she was on her cell phone. After hanging up she took a few minutes before addressing me. Telling her the abridged version of my background felt a little rushed and icky. Everyone at the clinic said how great she was. Even if she isn't personable, I was hoping she would at least be knowledgable.

Ended up being put on a very old tried and true med. If the med weren't a mere $3 with my insurance I'm not sure I would have bothered at all. F*** meds!!

My son is taking a college course this summer. Well, 2 of them if you count the one he started today that lasts 4 days, it is actually a "how to succeed in college" kind of class. I wish I'd had one of those when I first went to college. The other one is for 4 weeks, starts next Monday, and is a Machine Shop class, learning more about programming CNC machines or whatever they are called. He's going into precision manufacturing, wants to work for a company that makes parts for airplanes and stuff. I find it fascinating that my 16 year old son already knows what he wants to do with his life. I am almost 53 and I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up!

I don't recall ever not knowing what I wanted to do. It changed from time to time - but it always changed to something reasonably specific.

I sorta vaguely chose journalism in college.... but when I did my internship at a newspaper the summer before graduation, I realized that was NOT what I wanted to do. So I've just done, well, whatever I stumble into ever since. I think I would like to go back to school and study psychology now. I do not possess the patience (nor the wily-ness) to be a t - so I would have to do something else. But I sure don't know what that would be! T and I touched briefly on the subject when I saw her recently, and she had said maybe HR? I don't know.

I did journalism in college, too! Worked 3-4 years at newspapers, then realized I didn't want to stay with that and went into other types of editing (science journals, government stuff, online college courses). Then a few years ago decided to change paths and got a master's in Health Science with a focus on community health. Haven't found a job in that yet but editing is good for freelance work!

You could do "industrial psychology" and work in HR. Or if you got a PhD, you could teach and/or do research.

On another note...worried about the message (OK, messages--just two though!) I left for my marriage counselor after our session today. Transference is much more difficult to deal with in marriage than individual counseling. Hoping MC isn't annoyed with me. Just want more help from him in dealing with transference, but want to meet with him individually again (we did that a couple times when things first surfaced a few months ago). I felt so comforted when we talked on the phone Friday, then felt kinda alienated after today's session with my husband. Just hope he calls me back in the next day or two so I'm not twisting in the wind...

I always had a back up plan.
God I am boring.

You are never boring, Stopdog!!

Seriously - who has a back up career planned at 18?
I do not like chaos that I could prevent.