Couch 141: The Inversional Hexachordal Combinatorial Couch

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Hugs LT... Sorry you're struggeling so much right now. I think what you wrote does make sense, but also shows that you're in distress. I hope he answers soon. Do you know what kind of response would be helpful right now?

Sometimes when I'm with my T around other people I have an urge to grab him and shout "mine!"

Daddy issues much

I have seen some classrooms that do two or three patterns in the same color/hue. It looks good!

yeah me too

i go in there and get all quiet and act like an idiot and T gets frustrated and i leave crying

dont wanna creep u out but i LOVE getting to see inside peopels homes

I don't recall my classrooms being decorated D:
Unless you count all bulletin boards having red paper with yellow trim or something like that.

Just the requisite awful motivational posters, you know, like the one with the relay baton.

Breaking: I am working at a cafe and my stranger table-mate (who has been jiggling the table and muttering and pushing his laptop further and further into mine so that the screen tilts) just sneeze-sprayed ALL over me

Time to finish this work at home

Thanks, Demunie. That's a good question. I think some sort of apology and/or some sort of validation. Like "I'm sorry if I seemed to be avoiding the topic. I didn't mean to be. Let's discuss it more next session." Or "I didn't mean to have it seem like it was all on you. I'm sorry if it came across that way. It's not how I feel. We can discuss more on Monday if you like."

I think I just felt sort of invalidated, though that didn't register until after I left. I mean, in the middle of talking about the topic, I guess they thought I was done because they started talking about a sport they're both into (in a way that sort of related to something I said). But it bothered me because we were almost out of time (though he ended up keeping us an extra 15 minutes), and it was like, "You're using our time to talk about [sport]?" I mean, sure we talk about random stuff all the time, but in the middle of something I'm dealing with, it's different (in their defense, they probably thought I was done).

And then MC doing endearing things at the end, like singing that song as we were walking out--it initially gave me more positive, warm/fuzzy feelings, but then it was like, "Hey, I'm upset about this thing, and you're being playful like everything is totally fine." Though I know it was largely on me for not pushing the topic more, but we were out of time...

I think I found a winner palette. It'll work with some of the more expensive investments I made last year. Mostly solid colors but with some polka dots, a little bit of chevron:

I do feel slightly better from turning on the TV, which had HBO family on earlier, and seeing Fraggle Rock. Yay good childhood memories!

so i had an okay day

my mom and sister came to see me. it was kinda spur of the moment. i drove them down a backroad thru the mountains to a small cute city. we walked around to the shops then came back, ate some sushi. they left a little while ago. it was fun, i had fun but i know i was talking a lot. i just couldnt shut up. my sister seemed pretty fine but she is gaining a lot of weight from the AP shot ,she stoppped her meds last time before this big episode because of weight gain

why cant ther ebe a happy medium?? take these pills and dont hear voices but get FAT and go into METABOLIC SYNDROME. OR dont take these pills an dhear voices and have people ostracize you bc you are weird and it makes them uncomfroatble and end up getting ocmiited to some ****ing psych ward for the rest of you life

i am pretty upset right now but not about that. im upset about my therapist and no he didnt do anything recenty its just the whole thing. god hes hurt me so much with these boundary changes, i feel a huge PANG in my chest when i think of it. like OWCH! WTF! i thought he cared.

im not gonna cry right now im just gonna sit here and stare at stuff.i feel suicidal

Another observation.

In a civil case, if you do more damage than you intend, you're still liable for all the damage. (If I read this correctly.)

In a criminal case, your intentions count. Eg, if you punch Eggshell Skull in the head and he dies only because his skull is unusually thin, you would probably not be charged with first degree murder.

An even without any asterisks!!

From a place called bat cave

My cat knows I'm a piece of ****

Hugs, JD--that sounds really difficult. Is this a time when it would be OK to reach out to your T?

no he wont even respond to me he MOST LIKELY doesnt even read my texts. so whatever UGH

i want to go run 5 miles and collapse i have all thsi anger and pain and ENERGY

Oh yeah, i stopped using shampoo years ago. I only use conditioner. I read that "curly girl handbook," and it totally changed my hair. But the second I lay in, it goes flat. I think it is because the under layers are flat.
Don't worry, I had a 3 day weekend, and told myself to clean. DIDN'T.
I agree. I also don't actually believe her.
I love that palette! If any of you are on Instagram, follow Design Seeds. She does color palletes inspired by pictures and there is SO much inspiration there.

I do too!!

How do y'all feel about seeing outside people's houses?



Too bad I parked in the yard and that's my only exit. Good news though, it didn't land on my fence, truck, power line, or house.

Fun fact, sometimes living around here really rocks. Someone dragged it off with their Jeep in the time it took for me to figure out who to report it to, fill out the ridiculous online form, and sit back down. The DOT might come out and be mad, but there's no way to cancel a request on their ridiculous online form.

Looking like school and work are a go tomorrow. Pouts.

I'm a threadkiller. Sorry couch!

I'm sorry, I'm looking and looking at your picture and don't really understand what I'm looking at? I just can't make it out! I keep looking and looking away and then looking back hoping that my eyes focus on it differently so that I'll know what it is. Would love some help with this.

Wow Stressed - I am really glad it did not injure anyone or your house/cars/power lines.

If I am not mistaken - it is a big tree that was blown down in a storm