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#926
Apr 05, 2018, 08:20 PM
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aaaaaaaaaand now the wait begins...
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#929
Apr 05, 2018, 10:01 PM
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Dear T,
It was really nice to see you again on Monday. Like confirmation that I didn’t just make you up or something. I’m very scared that I might’ve made you mad by saying I was hurt you never returned my call. I’m really not stable and I would really really like to see you twice a week but I can’t take more time off work. I thought about calling you tonight but I don’t know what I want or what I would say. I’m scared to see you on Monday in case now that you’ve had time to think you’re mad at me... but it also seems like it’s what I’m moving towards these days. Please don’t be mad. Please, please don’t leave me. GeekyOne |
| Anastasia~, LonesomeTonight, SalingerEsme
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 Anonymous45127, SalingerEsme
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#930
Apr 06, 2018, 01:30 AM
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T, I made an appointment with another therapist. I hope I'm not making a mistake.
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| Anastasia~, LonesomeTonight, SalingerEsme
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| Anonymous45127
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#934
Apr 06, 2018, 03:05 AM
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Received an email notification today of a comment on my former website. My first thought was not 'Oh, cool!' but 'Oh, ****...they've found me. They know that I know.'
Bad, bad brain. See you in 13 days, I hope.
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
| AllHeart, Anastasia~, Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight, lucozader
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#935
Apr 06, 2018, 07:40 AM
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I want to know when your birthday is. I wish I'd asked you. I could have asked you. I bet you would have told me. Maybe I can find some excuse to ask you next week...
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| Anastasia~, Lemoncake
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| Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight
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#936
Apr 06, 2018, 08:12 AM
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Hoping to head into the city TODAY to get some legal..."assistance"...if my boss will just go home.
Just saying. ~ |
| Lemoncake
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| LonesomeTonight
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#937
Apr 06, 2018, 09:20 AM
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Now I'm going to just spend the next several hours thinking of you watching cute animal videos on YouTube.
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| Lemoncake, lucozader
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| Anastasia~, LonesomeTonight, mostlylurking
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#940
Apr 06, 2018, 12:12 PM
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T-i made it to friday! the work week actually was fine bc we had such low #s this week, which surprised me. usually the 2 year olds stay when there are school breaks, but i only ha e 8 kids today and it’s been really nice. the nights have been long and restless. i doubt i will tell you this, but the only thing that made the night be okay was knowing at 9 i could drink. it is the thing that gets me off my couch to do some art. i don’t understand the logic of it, but it is true.
anyway. half the day done, and then it’s the weekend. then i get to see you on monday. |
| AllHeart
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#941
Apr 06, 2018, 12:13 PM
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Dear T,
Thanks for being OK with me being there while having a cold. Though I was slightly amused that you told me not to sign the credit card slip (I did offer to use my own pen!). Sorry for contaminating your door handle--was just habit since I generally let myself out. I'm picturing you spraying your office in Lysol or bleach after I left. Perhaps stepping into one of those decontamination shower things... It helped to be able to discuss the MC stuff with you though. And I liked how you called part of my e-mail to MC "poetic." The little tangents were helpful, too (OK, maybe not the squirrel, but I did get to share a college story with you). Off to Amazon to order that book and to check out the web content. Love, LT PS--I hope you don't get my cold! |
| AllHeart
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| AllHeart, Anastasia~, lucozader, mostlylurking
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#942
Apr 06, 2018, 12:17 PM
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Just who in the hell do you think you are?! Questioning how I handle my finances. **** you. Just **** you. It sucks so bad that we're going to implode over money. You've helped me so much. But I don't think our relationship is going to survive this.
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| AllHeart, Anonymous55499, Argonautomobile, atisketatasket, awkwardlyyours, ChickenNoodleSoup, LonesomeTonight, lucozader, mostlylurking
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#943
Apr 06, 2018, 01:08 PM
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SH
Possible trigger:
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| AllHeart, Anastasia~, Anonymous55499, atisketatasket, awkwardlyyours, ChickenNoodleSoup, growlycat, Lilana, LittleAfrica, LonesomeTonight, lucozader, Merope, mostlylurking, SalingerEsme
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#944
Apr 06, 2018, 03:21 PM
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Yip this is why I cling onto my faulty coping mechanisms...I'm overwhelmed and I can't reach out to you for another 12 days. ****you! Still love you though. Argh just argh
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| AllHeart, Anastasia~, Anonymous55499, atisketatasket, LonesomeTonight, lucozader, mostlylurking
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#945
Apr 06, 2018, 04:29 PM
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Looking into your eyes today was very calming and nice. I wish I had the courage to look at you more often...
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| LonesomeTonight, LostOnTheTrail, lucozader
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| LostOnTheTrail
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#946
Apr 06, 2018, 05:48 PM
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I am so miserable. Having bad thoughts that I won't act on. I just feel devastated.
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| AllHeart, Anonymous43207, Anonymous55499, atisketatasket, awkwardlyyours, LonesomeTonight, lucozader, mostlylurking, SalingerEsme, unaluna
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#947
Apr 06, 2018, 08:08 PM
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I did it.
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| Anonymous55499, atisketatasket, Lemoncake
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#948
Apr 06, 2018, 08:16 PM
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I will come on the 12th and say goodbye. I did not think we would end this way. The only reason I want to come is because you have helped me so much, and I need to somehow honor the work we have done, by facing goodbye in person and not doing it by email. You were wrong today, t. And I can't just get past this one and still do this work with you. You killed what was left of my trust.
It's over. We're over. |
| AllHeart, Anonymous55499, atisketatasket, awkwardlyyours, fille_folle, growlycat, Lemoncake, LittleAfrica, LonesomeTonight, lucozader, mostlylurking, WarmFuzzySocks
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#949
Apr 06, 2018, 09:04 PM
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Thank you for being nice when I crazy-texted you. I hope you won't hold that against me. I only act out like that and get all needy in extremis, promise.
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| AllHeart, atisketatasket, LonesomeTonight, lucozader
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| junkDNA
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#950
Apr 06, 2018, 09:05 PM
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Dear Piaf,
Last week I didn't want to tell Info anything about my father because he was mine, not hers. You I didn't have the same problem with today. I didn't feel like you were trying to stick your fingers in my brain and mess around in there. You didn't feel intrusive. Trust? I hope not. That always ends badly with therapists for me. Even half-trust and quarter-trust and working trust and, heck, no trust end badly. Thanks for the French etymology lesson. And also for telling me the short story I showed you was brilliant. It helped boost my confidence a bit after being rejected from a summer writers' workshop earlier this week. ATAT |
| AllHeart, Anastasia~, Anonymous55499, Argonautomobile, awkwardlyyours, mostlylurking, unaluna, WarmFuzzySocks
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