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#76
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Would it be that hard to give me something to hang on to? I'm beginning to wonder whether you actually communicated with your colleague at all...'She'll be in touch' is the last thing I need.
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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#77
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Must be really really hard for you. Is your T sick or did something else happen?
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#78
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I wish I could answer that question. I haven't heard from her since the end of June, and her colleague got in touch just under a month ago to say that 'She will be in touch to make another appointment.' We usually have a summer break from the end of July to the middle of August, but I feel like she's really dropped the ball this time.
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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#79
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That sucks! I'm sorry! Do you have no way to contact her directly to ask about your next appointment? E-mail, text, phone?
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#80
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I do, but I don't want to contact her, because I don't want to appear pushy. I have been informed that she will be in touch.
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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#81
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Oh, ok. You just sound so anxious over it that I am sure your T would understand and not think you are being pushy at all. Besides, sometimes it is not bad to be a bit pushy to take care of things. Anyway I hope she contacts you soon!
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#82
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It's clear enough to me what you meant. A T might disagree, but I can't imagine why she should take offence.
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#83
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It is OK and entirely professional to double check this. X says Y will be in touch but did X even talk to Y?
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Mr Ambassador, alias Ancient Plax, alias Captain Therapy, alias Big Poppa, alias Secret Spy, etc. Add that to your tattoo, Baby! |
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#84
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It's crazy after the past two days - but I'm I feel really good today. One thing I love is the fact that I've got extra money to spend on myself- you were kinda bleeding me dry at two sessions a week xDD. I can order my iced coffee without having to think twice. Does it sound silly to say that I want more space after you come back- or is it nothing more than classical insecure avoidant attachment?
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#85
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I feel like after this amount of time it would be fine to reach out, just something brief, like wanting some sense of when you'd be able to make another appointment. And that you hope she's OK. |
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#86
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I get to see you tomorrow! I can't wait. Honestly you probably wont even remember who I am until you see my name on the calendar but ya... the long dreaded wait is nearly over. Lets never do this long with no contact again, ok?
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#87
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I want to talk about food stuff again. Don't be too bored.
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#88
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Hope your having a nice holiday. Don’t forget me, I love you.
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#89
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Your stupid and I hate you.
You just want my money. |
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#90
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I am feeling grounded in regard to therapy. I've kind of just put things out of my mind. However, I am not grounded in regard to work. I feel like all I do is complain.
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#91
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10/32
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#92
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Do I ask you for help? Even though I know you will stop me? Or do I just do it for once?
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#93
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I'm a bit scared, actually a lot scared! 1 day to decide
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#94
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T: Seriously, you are amazing. I know you know it is a big deal for me to be here, but still, you did not need to write me back on vacation, and you did despite the spotty wifi.
Despite my best intentions, I think I may love you just a little bit. Also, you were so cute when you visited me and asked at the end if I wanted a hug despite my general non-huginess. When I said yes, I think you squealed a bit ![]() |
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#95
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Dear T,
Were you surprised that ex-MC said he'd still be there for me in a crisis? Because I sort of got that vibe from you today. I mean, I agree that I should probably consider him only a nuclear option. But it still helps to know he's there.
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And, on a less depressing note, thanks for a good session today. LT |
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#97
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24 hours from now we will be together in session, gosh i hope nothing has changed
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Grief is the price you pay for love. |
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#98
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Sorry for blowing up this thread as of late.
T, I don’t know what to do. The crisis line didn’t help, sleeping isn’t helping, do I email you? Do I actually want your help though? You’ll tell me to go to the hospital, so what would be the point of contacting you if I already know what you’ll say? You’re my last resort.. but my list is really short atm |
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#99
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I saw you got nice new car today, an Audi. My jealousy continues.
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#100
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As I drove to work this morning, I daydreamed about just sitting in your office and sobbing uncontrollably. I was inconsolable. It's not like I want to do that, really. I mean, part of me does. But there's no benefit to that. It'd bring no relief.
But I just want to cry uncontrollably. |
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