Dear T:I Really Need to Tell you Something... Part XXXVI

When you start trying to control all of your clients lives, and then some, you may want to start thinking about retiring. You were not appointed by God to run everyone's life. You have serious control issues. Please get help.

Oh Dear T,

I so miss you. So much is going on right now. As always happens my fall is busy with a variety of activities. I miss how you use to say how amazed you were because I kept everything so organized you used to say you had an image of me being a mail sorting machine. Somehow i was always able to keep everybody where they needed to be in good shape. I always thought you gave me way to much credit...I still do...but I always appreciated your faith in me.

I really wish I could email you and know I’d get a response.

Have you dusted those shelves yet.

I woke up feeling awful, a definite 4/10 on my scale. I cancelled plans for lunch with J. I would like to book a cabin in the woods and to be alone. But hey I still got 3 hours of pharma done.

The parts of me that are in love with you want to say hi.

1.Despite wobbling. I've decided that I am going to stay put and will not book any tickets back.

2.For the Christmas break this time around I don't want email contact, just a letter.

I really, really miss you today. Is it Monday yet?

See ya in 40 days...

I was afraid you were going to fall asleep.

I'm sitting outside your office waiting for you.

Well, I've been defeated. I don't accept it but that's how it is anyway. Thinking about it. The bullies have taken everything from me. There is nothing left. Maybe there is some kind bully prize they win?

Whatever it is they have won, it is nothing compared to what they have lost in the process. They lost me.

I took too many sleeping pills tonight. Not enough to do any trouble, but more than I should have. It’s gonna be a nice sleep.

I'm grateful you didn't realize we had run out of time. I feel bad for the person after me, but maybe you went over time for them, too.

If we hadn't gone over, you wouldn't have asked that important question, and I wouldn't have told you the thing I was scared to tell you. But you did, and I did, and we didn't get to talk about it since it was the end but we will talk about it next time. I can't see you for three more weeks but I hope you won't forget.

I'm being sexually active for the first time in like 8 or 9 years.

I'm feeling a lot of things good and bad.

I wanna talk to u

I might be pregnant too... I cant afford a plan b pill. idk. fml

I can currently only do this stuff while drunk. it's just how I have to do It for now. I think it's progress tho. need to feel comfortable enough to have sex sober. don't think I ever have though. but that's why I might be pregnant. because I let things happen and didn't care at the time

No, she didn't.
We talked about you and so she called and made an appointment with another T.
I feel relieved (I shouldn't)

Hi Junk.

I sent you a PM.

Dear R,

Current book: Fight club.

Stomatology exam: 44 days. I'm thinking of aiming for the second exam date, two days later, but that would mean that I would have two less days for surgery.

S

Could really do with a day where I don't feel so sodding fragile. Hoping that I will be brave enough to tell you about Friday.

Is there a clinic where you can get one for free? In the UK we have family planning clinics where they are free

I was thinking the same (only I'm in US).

I think Planned Parenthood may be able to help.

Yes, there or else likely a city or county health clinic.