Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

velcro003 · May 26, 2021 at 09:12 PM

Hi T. Talk to you Friday.

daisydid · May 26, 2021 at 11:50 PM

Possible trigger:

Ugh FML. It hurts to cross stitch now that I’ve SH. I didn’t think this through. Though the whole “not thinking this through” is kind of the hallmark of why I do what I do…

LostOnTheTrail · May 27, 2021 at 04:57 AM

Thanks for your message this morning. It was totally unexpected, and meant all the more for it. 🙏🏻

Echos Myron redux · May 27, 2021 at 12:23 PM

Love you. Next week feels a long way away.

*Beth* · May 27, 2021 at 02:09 PM

I'm grateful for your email. Thank you.

nottrustin · May 27, 2021 at 09:48 PM

Dear long term T, it has now officially been another year since our last launch appointment. Today in my FBmemories there was a post about how you dropped off flowers at my home while I was at work.

ArtieTheSequal · May 27, 2021 at 11:38 PM

What a serendipitous turn of events eh, that brought me to your office today instead of tomorrow. It was perfect timing, every bit we talked about today, especially that intense stuff.

Lostislost · May 28, 2021 at 07:00 AM

I lied when I said I was ok with work men coming into my house. I thought I would be ok with it, but there are so many of them and none of them have masks on, even though I said I was pregnant. They aren't the friendly kind. Me and Ripley are in my lounge with the door closed hoping they will be done soon. Feeling lots of anxiety.

Waterbear · May 28, 2021 at 09:15 AM

I'm taking steps out of oblivion. Out of the deep, dark hole. Today it feels lighter. I'm not sure how long it will last but I guess I just enjoy it while it is here. Thank you so much for holding my hand. For being ok with that again today. I needed to do that to be able to feel that real sense of connection again. I cant quite believe how long I looked into your eyes for. From someone who can go nearly a year without looking at you in the eye, it's quite something. It feels special. If that makes sense. It isn't something I do much at all with people. Hardly hardly ever. So it definitely means s lot too me. Thank you.

ScarletPimpernel · May 28, 2021 at 09:45 AM

L, I hope your surgery goes well today! I'm thinking of you.

LostOnTheTrail · May 28, 2021 at 11:16 AM

Four well chosen words
Speak peace even in absence
Almost like a hug.

Echos Myron redux · May 28, 2021 at 12:09 PM

Am I actually going to hug you in 5 days?

Glittering · May 28, 2021 at 03:54 PM

Do you have any idea how abandoned the little parts are feeling because you won’t see them? The absolute agony of it. I hate them and I hate it and I just want it to go away. I don’t want to hear them screaming for mummy, she was never there, will never be there and they should shut the **** up. I wish I’d never come to ****ing therapy. I don’t need this ****. I’m suppose to be a mother myself not this complete ****ing mess. I don’t know what to do, I can’t come back.

Waterbear · May 28, 2021 at 06:44 PM

Maybe you thought my picture wasn't for you... Granted it was a bit random not sending any words, but i couldn't find the right ones. I hope you have a nice break. I am doing what you suggested (I think!!) in trying to find some 'support' (I hate that word). Trying to open up a little. Trying to put together a tool box of sorts. I have taken a day off work so that we don't have too much disruption in the next few weeks. It feels like we are on the two steps forwards track, so want to make the most of that. Wondering when we will go to three backwards though!! I will be very glad of longer sessions. Very glad indeed. I couldn't have said yes any quicker! See you 'soon'.

Mountaindewed · May 28, 2021 at 06:51 PM

Thanks for talking about the email I sent and acknowledging it before I commented on it. I feel like you are finally starting to sort me out from your 70 clients. Also thanks for saying good luck regarding my surgery, because I had forgotten about it at that moment.

TishaBuv · May 28, 2021 at 08:34 PM

I hope you can help me get out of this. Maybe even if it’s just moral support. I’m terrified.

Echos Myron redux · May 29, 2021 at 05:16 AM

I had forgotten how useful this thread was as a substitute for repeatedly emailing you.

What are you doing today? Are you thinking of me?

ArtieTheSequal · 07:07 PM

That negative animus thing had me again this morning. Dude I could feel it coming over me like a frickin' train barreling over me and I screamed my frustration at h for not listening to what I was saying. You are right, L it's not me, and I sure don't like how it feels when "he" is running the show. I really need to learn to work with that part of me. I think "he" could be helpful if he doesn't feel the need to be such a jerk. Luckily h forgave me for screaming at him like I did. This move is so stressful. Looking forward to next week.

Mountaindewed · May 29, 2021 at 05:49 PM

I have improved majorly over my feelings of old T. She really is becoming a feather in the breeze. Yesterday I drank my favorite kind of tea that always made me think of my old T. The only thing I really thought of was “this tea is my favorite.” And I drank it without thinking of her.

I didn’t talk about old T much yesterday to new T. I think I only said that old T thought I had an eating disorder.

I still listen to the song that reminded me of my old T. But now I kinda think “she read the lyrics to this?”

I don’t know what feelings will come up when I’m in that area next Thursday. Or when I have a telehealth with my Pdoc at the end of June.

ScarletPimpernel · May 29, 2021 at 08:56 PM

Thank you so much for letting me know you're okay! I really appreciate it. I'm trying so hard not to email you because I don't want to bother you. I can't wait for our phone call on Monday, and session on Tuesday. I think I'll feel more at ease when I can see you and truly know you're okay.

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velcro003 Elder Member Since Oct 2008 Posts: 7,361 15 25 hugs given	May 26, 2021 at 09:12 PM #481 Hi T. Talk to you Friday.

daisydid Member Member Since Oct 2018 Location: the astral plane Posts: 493 5 375 hugs given	May 26, 2021 at 11:50 PM #482 Possible trigger: Ugh FML. It hurts to cross stitch now that I’ve SH. I didn’t think this through. Though the whole “not thinking this through” is kind of the hallmark of why I do what I do…

Echos Myron redux Magnate Member Since Apr 2018 Location: UK Posts: 2,162 6 1,834 hugs given	May 27, 2021 at 12:23 PM #484 Love you. Next week feels a long way away.

Beth catches the flowers Member Since Jul 2019 Location: Downtown Vibes, California Posts: 15,701 (SuperPoster!) 4 23.7k hugs given	May 27, 2021 at 02:09 PM #485 I'm grateful for your email. Thank you. __________________

nottrustin Grand Magnate Member Since Jan 2014 Location: n/a Posts: 4,819 10 375 hugs given	May 27, 2021 at 09:48 PM #486 Dear long term T, it has now officially been another year since our last launch appointment. Today in my FBmemories there was a post about how you dropped off flowers at my home while I was at work. __________________

ArtieTheSequal Writing my way through... Member Since Feb 2020 Location: In the desert Posts: 7,339 (SuperPoster!) 4 5,819 hugs given	May 27, 2021 at 11:38 PM #487 What a serendipitous turn of events eh, that brought me to your office today instead of tomorrow. It was perfect timing, every bit we talked about today, especially that intense stuff.

Lostislost Veteran Member Member Since May 2020 Location: Uk Posts: 557 4 890 hugs given	May 28, 2021 at 07:00 AM #488 I lied when I said I was ok with work men coming into my house. I thought I would be ok with it, but there are so many of them and none of them have masks on, even though I said I was pregnant. They aren't the friendly kind. Me and Ripley are in my lounge with the door closed hoping they will be done soon. Feeling lots of anxiety.

ScarletPimpernel Wise Elder Member Since Nov 2013 Location: US Posts: 8,428 (SuperPoster!) 10 6,454 hugs given	May 28, 2021 at 09:45 AM #490 L, I hope your surgery goes well today! I'm thinking of you. __________________ "Odium became your opium..." ~Epica

Echos Myron redux Magnate Member Since Apr 2018 Location: UK Posts: 2,162 6 1,834 hugs given	May 28, 2021 at 12:09 PM #492 Am I actually going to hug you in 5 days?

Mountaindewed Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2016 Location: Where the sidewalk ends Posts: 36,654 (SuperPoster!) 7 8,959 hugs given	May 28, 2021 at 06:51 PM #495 Thanks for talking about the email I sent and acknowledging it before I commented on it. I feel like you are finally starting to sort me out from your 70 clients. Also thanks for saying good luck regarding my surgery, because I had forgotten about it at that moment. __________________ Ridin' with Biden

TishaBuv Legendary Member Since Dec 2014 Location: USA Posts: 10,258 (SuperPoster!) 9 1,879 hugs given	May 28, 2021 at 08:34 PM #496 I hope you can help me get out of this. Maybe even if it’s just moral support. I’m terrified. __________________ "And don't say it hasn't been a little slice of heaven, 'cause it hasn't!" . About Me--T

Echos Myron redux Magnate Member Since Apr 2018 Location: UK Posts: 2,162 6 1,834 hugs given	May 29, 2021 at 05:16 AM #497 I had forgotten how useful this thread was as a substitute for repeatedly emailing you. What are you doing today? Are you thinking of me?

ScarletPimpernel Wise Elder Member Since Nov 2013 Location: US Posts: 8,428 (SuperPoster!) 10 6,454 hugs given	May 29, 2021 at 08:56 PM #500 Thank you so much for letting me know you're okay! I really appreciate it. I'm trying so hard not to email you because I don't want to bother you. I can't wait for our phone call on Monday, and session on Tuesday. I think I'll feel more at ease when I can see you and truly know you're okay. __________________ "Odium became your opium..." ~Epica