Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVIII

Lostislost · Mar 23, 2025, 06:11 PM

What do you think of looking after children? Is it harder than you thought? I don’t even know if you are still doing the whole fostering thing. Not sure if I’m allowed to ask about it.

Obviously I wouldn’t change anything, but I can’t believe how much I’ve aged since I had my son. I guess it would be a lot different if I just had him for the weekend though.

Mountaindewed · Mar 24, 2025, 06:30 PM

I know its probably best to see you before all the other stuff this week. But I kinda wish something on Thursday or Friday was tommorow instead of seeing you.

Waterbear · Mar 25, 2025, 06:26 AM

You are a twit! Way to go on making me feel like it's my fault you went too fast. I told you it made me feel sad, and you immediately asked me if it made me feel frustrated too. The fact that I had to ask why should have given you a sign that I was pausing on sadness. But I went with you, and quickly got lost in your questions. That's when I started dissociating. I need to get out of this funk. I want to get out of this funk. I just don't know how and you don't appear to be helping.

Mountaindewed · Mar 25, 2025, 12:50 PM

I didn't feel like having you say "I like your hoodie or hat" or something. So I just wore the plainest clothes I could find.

Lostislost · Mar 25, 2025, 06:52 PM

I regret it when I talk so openly about everything. It stings. I feel stupid.

Lostislost · Mar 27, 2025, 12:25 PM

Thinking I must have told you before, even though I thought I had only just remembered. You weren’t surprised or angry for me, it was a bit unsettling how normal you thought it all was. I must be a real fk up for it to seem normal to you.

LostOnTheTrail · Mar 30, 2025, 04:38 PM

Hi R,

Loads to talk about as usual.
It's particularly important to me that you understand we will meet on the first day of this year's April edition of Hell Week.

I am feeling an additional layer of anxiety due to the nudge to delete the social media pages.

I've 'reset the timer' so to speak, but it's got me thinking on a level that I never expected.

It's not a whole session conversation, though.

There's so much else we need to discuss.

See you soon,

Lost

phoneboothghost · Apr 01, 2025, 01:36 PM

I see you've already increased your rates after only two months of solo practice. Good for you, I guess. And with everything going on with me and spouse...had I continued seeing you and paid out of pocket, I would have had to terminate now. Whatever! I guess you'd rather get zero dollars from me than a subpar rate from my insurance. And, if I recall, YOU HAVE THE SAME INSURANCE as a patient! Ugh.

Victoria'smom · Apr 01, 2025, 04:35 PM

NOTHING is WORKING and I'm not calling .

Mountaindewed · Yesterday, 09:24 PM

Sorry if that email was too much for a Wednesday night.

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