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#351
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With my current T its like the song Bright Eyes and the part that goes "I'm glad I didn't die before I met you."
But I still kinda think of my transference T a bit at times and I think of the part in the song Wrecking Ball that goes "Don't you ever say I just walked away."
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#352
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Dear T,
I imagine you'd give my conversations with H tonight a B average--an A for some, a C for others. I tried.... Though at least he said he'd let me know if he was annoyed with me about not doing something around the house, rather than me wondering. And I think the discussion about writing was pretty good. OK, maybe a B-plus? Love, LT |
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#353
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Pdoc wants to do a full count bloodwork. Cool. So he can see all my messed up numbers and the stuff I've been hiding from him.
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Hi R,
It still feels like too much for an email, but I want to reach out. Two more sleeps. Speak soon, Lost
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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#355
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You will if you want to, you won’t if you don’t. Just like everyone else I guess. Why am I like this. What mantra do you think I should do to fix it.
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#356
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Hi R,
Today's session was one of those where I felt like I was speaking a foreign language. Usually I can trust you to translate, but I felt the distance, even though we were in the same room. I found it uncomfortable when you said you felt that your cough had created a 'barrier' between us. Hope it settles down soon. Lost
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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Dear T,
I said you were likely accurate in a comment you made today, but I didn't want to say exactly *how* accurate. Yes, I wanted to "win you over." I think I have. Not sure whether you'd admit that or not. I mean, maybe you'd say all clients win you over right away. But I guess I mean something deeper than that, not just your "liking" me as a person, but your caring about me on a deeper level. I feel like that happened during the pandemic, if not before. I don't think I can tell you that. Maybe it's enough that I feel it, that I feel the caring. You don't need to say it explicitly. (Maybe it says something about my therapy that I *am* able to feel it without your having to say it?) OK, I need to try to write more about this. Love, LT |
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Hi R,
I guess I'm really grappling with the enormity of this...finally. Steve was so many things to me...and now he's none of them. There's a difference between not being able to stay in that space, and not being able to visit at all. I don't think my support worker knew the impact it would have when she asked whether I'd heard any more about my 'friend' at the cathedral. I couldn't explain. Speak soon, Lost
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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Dear T,
Wish we had like a double session tomorrow...glad this is a 3-session week. Though wondering how you'll respond to the one thing.... Love, LT |
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