Roll Call 20

Well I am doing ok atm..I retoook the sanity score thing and it told me that I am now 85%.. I scored 78 in schizophrenia yesterday but scored 85 in it today.. What does this mean? Does it mean my symptomes flucuate daily? I need to get some professional help I guess..this stuff is getting out of hand. I am 21 someone told me that's the perfect age for people to first start having symptoms of this disorder become present. I also scored a 83% Dissociation. Should I be concerned?
I do see things quite alot and they are so clear and I hear things too. I have been in denial for too long I know somethings wrong with me,And I have been afraid for too long to get help this time I am gonna go see a doctor,I have to because if This is really happening to me if this is really real and not some weird dream I gotta get help before it takes over my life. Also I tried the screening test again I SCORED an 80. I tried it again hours later and got another 80 today.
yesterday it was a 76.But besides the pressure of my arising problems I AM ok at this moment I am ok
How are you? I just joined here yesterday Oh and Hi sometimes psychotic thanks for the advice you gave me on my other post. it was helpful Also I talked it over with my fiance he also reccomends I GO see a doctor
he's had to go see one before many times as well so he knows the thought at first is nerve wracking to say the least
But with his help and support I think I can do this! I just am not thinking clearly hell I can't even put together sentences like I should I Remember being smarter than now saying things that made sense more than I am now.So I need help asap.

Well I wouldn't look at the sanity score as a diagnostic tool... more of a "should I go see a therapist" kind of thing. If you're worried about the score(s) I would talk to a doctor.

I'm alright. Talking to a friend of Facebook. Her grandmother had a stroke so I'm making sure my friends alright.

yes well I don't think its a diagnostic tool either but i have researched into schizphrenia more lately and all most all the symptoms go hand in hand with what I Am going throughright now. Aw Sorry to hear about the stroke my grandmother had a stroke many years back it's a hard event to go through. Hope she recovers.

I'm fine. Just worried about my friend because she's close to her grandparents.

i feel stressed. i just want to know what T is thinking. but its his time off. i dont want to bother him. but i need to know!!! i just need to stay busy until monday when we meet again. but its hard to let it go. sometimes i think i need therapy for my therapy. like therapy to talk about therapy. it wasjust a really hard session and then it ended and i feel like i want to talk about it more. oh well.

Junk your avatar is the most trippy awesome thing ever. It's also very complex and interesting
I am literally fixated on staring at it at the moment lol.

lol therapy for therapy. sounds interesting junk

lol sounds like a vicious cycle... then you would need therapy for therapy for therapy.

I miss Punky

SOoo...Am I the only person in my 20s on here or?...
Just curious it would be nice to identify with others near my age
who are struggling with similar issues.. This stuff is really stressful.
It really messes me up I mean sometimes I just don't feel that life is even real
like as if I am dreaming all of this up and Someday I will wake up (like the matrix theory)
And everything will be different it's an irrational fear but it comes on suddenly and when it does
Things usually get worse,The only way I can recover is to hide in my room from everyone
with the lights off and ''meditate'' in the darkness and silence till I can recalibrate my thoughts and
Assume a semi sane approach to my behavior.

I am sorry to any of you if I am kinda strange I just probably need to see a doctor
and get some help so sorry in advanced if I act weird or say anything that doesn't make
much sense otherwise.. I am also kinda awkward at first impressions and trying to make
friends... just a heads up.

i do too cracking

I'm 24 years old.

Oh cool I am 21. (Wait I already said that didn't I?)
So tell me,what are your primary problems that you have to
deal with? and have they gotten better? have you sought or gotten
any kind of thearapy and does it really work or is it all a bunch of
Bull crap? (just wondering.)

ill be 27 in two weeks

I will be 22 this year.

My primary problem is hearing voices and seeing things people don't see... hallucinations and delusions. If anything from when it started it has gotten worse. However I'm on medication which has helped tremendously. I currently do not have a counselor which I probably should have. Though, I never seem to have anything to talk about with one so it's hard for me to have one.

welcome bonnie. we are all friends here. dont feel shy to post. just jump right in. this is a great place for support.

thanks I am worried about being on medication but I have decided with some help
that I will if I have to be. I see people my hallucinations are so strong I can't always be sure
If I am seeing someone for real or it was a hallucination I saw this girl in a parking lot
and it turned out to be a hallucination I even talked to her it make me feel stupid and crazy
and I know the other people I was with thought the same.. I played it off but damn
(excuse the language)I just don't know for sure I don't even know what I am doing sometimes,
Sometimes I can sit there not saying,doing,or even thinking of anything for a long period of time
before gaining back my thoughts..It's difficult and it makes me nervous.
I know I gotta see someone It makes me feel better to talk I always kept it inside but it has to get out.
I was worried to tell anyone I didn't want to I was too nervous to encounter anyone
face to face on my problems but if I don't then I am letting my problems win me over and I CAN'T let that happen.
I keep thinking this is all a dream but if I can get some help maybe I can convince myself otherwise
The primary reason for me joining this site is so I could talk to others going through What I am going though
and get this load of pent up frustration off my shoulders.

i am 23 years old

cool So what has been the best way you have figured out for accepting your issues
and coping with them? I still haven't found a healthy or successful method of coping
yet.

I'm having a hard time. I feel really anxious and paranoid.

I know the feeling sunshine1995.
I feel like that more than I would like too.

Hi everyone,
I'm finally out of the hospital and feeling a lot better, less paranoid and confused, etc. I'm going to be taking a break from PC to work on school so I can graduate this year with my friends.
I might check in every so often, I just didn't want to worry anyone.
BWR

hi I am new ^ sorry you were in the hospital. You ok?

Glad to hear from you and glad you're doing better!