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#926
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Exactly. There wasnt much to say. I was shy but I didnt want to talk about personal stuff. She asked questions and I answered. If they were complicated or too personal I asked her if we can talk about them another time.
Usually I talk too much to people but for some reason not lately. oh well. Maybe I will feel better next week when I see her. The anxiety was crazy! |
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wow. Thats horrible!
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#929
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Which makes you wonder why people like that decided to go into the profession anyways. But don't be scared because there are good ones out there too. Just got to find them.
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didnt sleep much and voices are here. get my shot today. one time T meant to text me "youll get your shot tomorrow" but he wrote "youll get your **** tomorrow" i thought that was funny. he said it was auto correct. well im just waiting to get my shot so the voices will go away. i meet T this afternoon. maybe we will play cards
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#931
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thanks erti. i hope so too
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#933
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Hope all goes well for you today Junkdna...
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well now i have to meet with pdoc and T at 3. hes prob gonna change my meds. crap!
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#935
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PunkyB glad you are back!
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#936
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Here's a good song for anyone who's hospitalized for a mental illness
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#937
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Punky, it's good to see you!
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((((PUNKY)))) So HAPPY to see you back! I've been so worried about you and Bean! I'm so very sorry that hospital did that to y'all! Very frustrating!!!! I am so glad Bean is in a better place getting the help that she needs now. Catch up on reading all that you missed in Roll Call. You'll see where we all talked about you several times. I'm so very happy you are back!!!!
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#939
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Punky!! You're back! Yay!
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Punky, I just read your post about Bean. I'm so sorry things went so bad at that first hospital.
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Thanks everyone. Its good to be back. I missed you all terribly but had so much going on and crazyness and, and, and omg....so much.
You ever feel like ur in hole your trying to climb out of but someone put grease on the sides? yea. It feels like there is no end in site financially, mentally, everything. Trying to stay positive and mentally healthy lately. sheesh. I have been having some downright serious panic attacks. I sure hope they ease up soon. Its horrible. debilitating. so yes. Im sorry for being gone so long and it feels goood to be back. ![]() |
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#943
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T ate lunch with me. listening to music with no words calms the voices down. my friend farted on me at lunch in front of T i was like gross. ur gross. it smelled bad. T was like O_O
i felt bad for him
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#945
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I thought of you willow when it happened.
It was horrible. |
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![]() In other news, I'm trying to work up the courage to make a GP appt so that I can ask him to cut out the tracker because it's stressing me out. But I'm scared that the CMHT will have poisoned him against me and he'll think I'm making it up :/ *Willow* |
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#947
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hey punky glad to see your back. sorry to hear about bean. that breaks my heart.
i had another panic attack in the middle of the night and called my mom because my dad was alseep and my sister wasnt texting me back. she didnt do too good of job calming me down but my sis texted me back and helped me. my moms a last resort. but anyway im getting lots of calls from my extended family saying they cant wait to see me in cali.
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#948
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Newtus: I'm sorry you had a panic attack again. ![]() ![]()
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#950
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(((HUGS)))Newtus
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