Roll Call 24

Do you think this is a good idea with your chest hurting?

i already drank half a beer :/

Can you talk to your dad later about how you're feeling?

i told him. he didnt say much other than to get out of the house but i dont feel like getting out

I know but maybe it would help you feel better. Isolation is not good for anyone.

i know but ive been everywhere in this town. idk where else to go

Maybe you could explore outside of your town?

I really wish you had a good T to talk to.

my therapist always puts me in hospitsl

I know the T you have now does. But I thought you were going to try to find a different one?

I really wish I knew what to say and what to do to help you Newtus

its ok. im trying to find a new one but theyre so far

I know but maybe driving 20 minutes to Plano would help you? It would give you a new area to explore. What do you think?

i guess :/

its not something i wanna do

I understand. But hun you are the only one that can help yourself. You know what I mean? If you keep doing the same thing then nothing changes. You see you've got to push yourself out on that limb and be strong and brave. You've got to muster up the courage to try a different way in order to get better results. Know what I'm saying?
It might be the hardest thing you do but trying a different way in order to make a better life for yourself would be very much worth it. You deserve it Newtus

i guess youre right :/

I'm still trying to rebuild my life too Newtus. I certainly don't have all the answers. And it is very hard but I refuse to give up. I've gotta keep on trying until I get it right. Never ever give up

Please know my words are from my heart because I care

Idk if it's this site or my tablet, but the texting box wasn't showing up like it usually does.

I found a job in the field that I plan on going into and I'm pretty excited about it, I'm going to apply (:

bad nightmares. i had a dream i punched someone and started being aggressive with them

alright ill admit it...
...im having a really rough time...

hey newtus....I'm on here if you want to tell me about why you are having a rough day. I'll be here for a little while longer...D

this whole past month has been rough.
voices. severe paranoia. nightmares. ending up in hospital.
im on my meds now but they dont work.

i feel tortured to death.

I never did go to sleep. Now I'm walking dead at work. Look out!