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punkybrewster6k · May 08, 2014, 06:03 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

ive been having a lot of panic attacks lately and bad anxiety. so idk if the lack of voices right now means im better. i still have paranoia and an overabundance of anxiety and panic.

Yea. I know.
But what I meant was, there is a difference in you when you take your meds as opposed to not taking them. Not sure what it is but its a good thing.

punky

newtus · May 08, 2014, 06:12 PM

do you guys think i was dangerously psychotic? if u count me almost choking my therapist then i guess so...

justmeandmyhead · May 08, 2014, 06:14 PM

I think you were a danger to yourself more than others newtus *hug*

Atypical_Disaster · May 08, 2014, 06:23 PM

Newtus, I agree with justmeandmyhead.

newtus · May 08, 2014, 06:30 PM

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Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead

I think you were a danger to yourself more than others newtus *hug*

i didnt realize this

Atypical_Disaster · May 08, 2014, 06:32 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

i didnt realize this

It's hard to realize it when you're in the middle of it. When I'm psychotic I have no idea how dangerous I am to myself even though I always am.

newtus · May 08, 2014, 06:34 PM

ive been posting naked pictures of myself on instagram...

im sorry

Atypical_Disaster · May 08, 2014, 06:48 PM

I've been horribly depressed and nonfunctional as a result for over a month now. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so ****ing irritable and frustrated, it seems like this is never-ending.

justmeandmyhead · May 08, 2014, 06:49 PM

Sorry your struggling atypical. Can no one offer you anything to help?

newtus · May 08, 2014, 06:59 PM

cracking. two greys anatomy episodes are on and then black box!

newtus · May 08, 2014, 07:31 PM

...someone just called me fat on instagram... said "gross"

Erti · May 08, 2014, 07:38 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

...someone just called me fat on instagram... said "gross"

There are trolls everywhere on the internet. That person probably never seen a real naked woman before. I would ignore it.

newtus · May 08, 2014, 07:41 PM

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Originally Posted by Erti

There are trolls everywhere on the internet. That person probably never seen a real naked woman before. I would ignore it.

thanks.
they didnt even spell gross right. they put "grose".

thank you.
sometimes when i look down at my body i dont think i look fat but in the mirror and pictures i look big.

thank you again. i wish i had a boyfriend.

newtus · May 08, 2014, 07:44 PM

many of these people on instagram that post weight loss photos like i am (not fully nude) are very young teens that are already skinny like between 95-105 pounds already.

newtus · May 08, 2014, 07:47 PM

i just had some voices say i shouldnt be smoking. they gave me a warning in my right ear.

Erti · May 08, 2014, 07:55 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

many of these people on instagram that post weight loss photos like i am (not fully nude) are very young teens that are already skinny like between 95-105 pounds already.

That's scary to see young teens do that. Last thing they should be doing is worrying about losing weight and then putting partially nude photos on a website where many people can view them.

newtus · May 08, 2014, 08:01 PM

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Originally Posted by Erti

That's scary to see young teens do that. Last thing they should be doing is worrying about losing weight and then putting partially nude photos on a website where many people can view them.

maybe i made a mistake doing that myself...
im really self concious about my body.
maybe i made a mistake

newtus · May 08, 2014, 08:04 PM

thank you erti for making me feel better

newtus · May 08, 2014, 08:15 PM

im unsure about this new therapist. i wonder if i should go back to my old one. i thought i wasnt but im still attached to this old one

Erti · May 08, 2014, 08:25 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

im unsure about this new therapist. i wonder if i should go back to my old one. i thought i wasnt but im still attached to this old one

Maybe before going to a t you should look them up online and look for reviews of them. Might make you feel more confident with the therapist.

newtus · May 08, 2014, 08:30 PM

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Originally Posted by Erti

Maybe before going to a t you should look them up online and look for reviews of them. Might make you feel more confident with the therapist.

yea i did that. couldnt find reviews on this one but found him online. maybe i should google his name. my concern really is that i may not like him cuz hes so far and a male therapist. im really attached to this old therapist. ugh i shouldve just went to that appointment today and just said sorry or something

Atypical_Disaster · May 08, 2014, 08:38 PM

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Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead

Sorry your struggling atypical. Can no one offer you anything to help?

Well I called my pdoc and she's switching my meds so hopefully that'll do something. I'm being switched to Latuda. I'm going pick up the samples tomorrow.

Erti · May 08, 2014, 08:40 PM

I've had a male therapist before. Though I think he was gay. He was one of my better therapist. I can see how it's more comforting to find one of your gender.

Atypical_Disaster · May 08, 2014, 08:44 PM

I've had a male therapist before too. I ended up firing him because ironically he was right and I was in denial at the time but that's complicated, hahahaha.

newtus · May 08, 2014, 08:48 PM

i just end up getting a motherly attachment to female therapists and boyfriend like attachments to male therapists

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