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newtus · May 08, 2014, 04:17 PM

its ok faerie moon. its ok.

newtus · May 08, 2014, 04:18 PM

im hearing no voices today but my paranoia is a little bad. i took all my meds including haldol last night and woke up with the worst headache. it mightve been how i slept. i dont want my meds tho. i feel like maybe they made me feel bad...

faerie_moon_x · May 08, 2014, 04:21 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

im hearing no voices today but my paranoia is a little bad. i took all my meds including haldol last night and woke up with the worst headache. it mightve been how i slept. i dont want my meds tho. i feel like maybe they made me feel bad...

I think you have a lot of stress right now, too. So, I think maybe it could have been you were stressed even asleep. I have that problem with stress and wake up with headaches a lot.

Of when I have an episode I will have a headache the next day. It's like too much emotion on the brain is = headache.

newtus · May 08, 2014, 04:23 PM

plus i halfway gave up on losing weight AND my sleep meds made me eat so i gained almost all my weight back. this sucks

newtus · May 08, 2014, 04:25 PM

yea im really stressed about havin been in the hospital for almost no reason. even my dad thinks so. i shouldnt have been put in there for just thoughts of homicide. but apparently because i told my therapist that i was gonna "show her" how i would hert her it triggered fear in her and she called cops on me. im sick of cops. im sick of my weight gain. and my mom belittling me and bringing up my weight. im nervous about this new therapist. its a lot of stuff right now. im sick of these meds...

punkybrewster6k · May 08, 2014, 04:59 PM

(((hugs)))
To those who are struggling.

punky

punkybrewster6k · May 08, 2014, 05:03 PM

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(((hugs)))
To those who are struggling.

punky

Newtus, keep taking ur meds. U sound much better. I mean it.

Canniblissfilly. 4 more days and ur home! Your so fortunate to be able contact the outside world while in hospital.

Cracking....be safe and dont get blown away. Never saw a tornado.....bet its interesting.

Faerie, im so glad ur feeling a little better. (((hug)))
I hope it improves!

Who did I miss?.....

punky

punkybrewster6k · 05:24 PM

Medical fox! Im sorry things are.tough right now..(((hug)))

Hello sometimes!
.....and ertie!
....and costello and sunshine!
...and gr3tta!
.....and junkDNA!
...and willow!

Hello justmeinmyhead!

Hello crescentmoon!

Im noticing new people here more often. Very nice!

Hope I got everyone.
If not, I am sorry.

punky

May 08, 2014, 05:13 PM

Newtus Black Box comes on tonight!

punkybrewster6k · May 08, 2014, 05:17 PM

Cracking. Were you safe?
Was there a tornado?

punky

May 08, 2014, 05:19 PM

I hope that you are ok with the storm Cracking

I hope that it doesn't get worse.

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I guess I'm feeling a little better since last month. My paranoia seems to have backed off. I don't know where it came from. Just out of the blue I knew that someone was tracking me and on purpose trying to frustrate me so I'd make a mistake. It's still not eally clear in my head. Just this big vague idea that someone wanted to hurt me and see me suffering.

And I felt like everyone was upset at me. -.-

I tned to hide how I'm doing pretty regularly. I don't really like talking about it. I even try to hide from myself. LIke when I post something about how I'm doing I am very nervous the whole time, especially if I'm not doing so great. And especialy paranoia because of what happened to me with my ex-friends. I just feel like... no one will believe it or take it as a joke or fake. I guess that's it. I don't really know.

I'm still struggling to read logn things so I didn't read back far. I hope everyone is doing okay.

I'm glad that the paranoia has eased slightly Faerie. It's good to see you post again

*Willow*

May 08, 2014, 05:22 PM

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Originally Posted by punkybrewster6k

Cracking. Were you safe?
Was there a tornado?

punky

I'm safe. No tornado hit where I was.

Erti · May 08, 2014, 05:24 PM

Hey Punky! Hope all is well.

My best friend just messaged me telling me she's pregnant.

excited for her!

punkybrewster6k · May 08, 2014, 05:26 PM

WILLOW!!!!!
I ADDED YOU TO MY HELLO ABOVE!

I knew I was missing someone!

punky

punkybrewster6k · May 08, 2014, 05:34 PM

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Hey Punky! Hope all is well.

My best friend just messaged me telling me she's pregnant.

excited for her!

So ur going to be kinda like an auntie. Congrats!

punky

Erti · May 08, 2014, 05:39 PM

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So ur going to be kinda like an auntie. Congrats!

punky

Lol yeah. We consider each other like sisters. I'm already an aunt. Two of my younger siblings have kids. Lol I'm wondering when I'll have my own.

Atypical_Disaster · May 08, 2014, 05:43 PM

I hate trying to reason with people who have talked themselves into refusing to be reasoned with. I ****ing give up.

newtus · May 08, 2014, 05:45 PM

im definitely gonna watch black box tonight

newtus · May 08, 2014, 05:47 PM

ive been having a lot of panic attacks lately and bad anxiety. so idk if the lack of voices right now means im better. i still have paranoia and an overabundance of anxiety and panic.

justmeandmyhead · May 08, 2014, 05:49 PM

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ive been having a lot of panic attacks lately and bad anxiety. so idk if the lack of voices right now means im better. i still have paranoia and an overabundance of anxiety and panic.

maybe not better just improved a bit?

punkybrewster6k · May 08, 2014, 05:59 PM

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Lol yeah. We consider each other like sisters. I'm already an aunt. Two of my younger siblings have kids. Lol I'm wondering when I'll have my own.

Your time will come...

punky

newtus · May 08, 2014, 06:00 PM

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Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead

maybe not better just improved a bit?

maybe. but i seriously dont want these meds. i skipped them today.

Atypical_Disaster · May 08, 2014, 06:02 PM

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maybe. but i seriously dont want these meds. i skipped them today.

Skipping is a bad idea newtus. Remember how bad off you've been lately?

I know weight gain as a side effect seriously sucks, I'm dealing with the same thing. But it's not worth being dangerously psychotic over.

justmeandmyhead · May 08, 2014, 06:02 PM

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maybe. but i seriously dont want these meds. i skipped them today.

Know how you feel I hate meds. It might not be a good idea to skip them tho if your saying you feel a bit better since taking them.

Erti · May 08, 2014, 06:02 PM

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Your time will come...

punky

Lol something tells me I'll be living with my parents until one of us dies. So no babies for me. At least not until I'm off my medication and out on my own.

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