Roll Call 24

Newtus - I think Sometimesp is right about that. I don't know for sure, but based on my experience working in a (regular) hospital, patients who are discharged from the hospital are ALWAYS told to follow up with their regular doctors. It's kind of like a hand-off of care. If we don't do that, then we could get in trouble if the patient went home and their medical condition worsened.

I'm wondering if your visit with this new psychologist is proof that you are compliant. I think it would be. Especially since you are now going to see a clinical psychologist, not just an LPC. So I think it looks like you are taking special precautions - increasing the level of care you are getting, as opposed to being noncompliant.

How about calling after hours and leaving a voice mail? Tell her that you have an appointment with a new provider. (Just in case she tries to make out like you were failing to comply).

I like hospitals tbh even though they can sometimes be boring. The staff treat you on how you act for the most part. When I was openly psychotic I had security hold me down and th e nurses tranquilize me then strap me to a bed before for my first hospitalization. I find that if you are non compliant and delusional they tend to treat you like an inferior by baby talking, ignoring what you want/need, and being rude/mean. My last hospital visit I keep my sh..t together in secretcy and the nurses were okay and left me alone. At first they baby talked me and tried touching me, I asserted myself professionally then they left me alone.

I'm kind of losing it because I think I'm manic again. Last week I wanted to drop my classes because I thought I was failing and I messaged two of my profs. My math prof knows I have schizoaffective and she said I have an A in my class so I have no worries. My psych prof didn't understand why I was so concerned about my research paper because I ended up with a 95 on it. I have thoughts of offing myself really badly and I feel overwhelmed. At least tonight is my last cna shift for the week so that's something to look forward to.

Can you plan out some sort of vacation or even a staycaction with some fun/relaxing stuff for when you do have time....something to look forward to?

im afraid the police are gonna come after me

medicalfox

Newtus

I'm so sick of this stupid depot and these side effects!! I'm so drugged tired all the time I could just scream. No one will listen they just tell me to stay on it!

Today hasn't been so bad... thankfully But I am still sick of this place.
Hi everyone,How are you all doing today?

Sorry your still stuck in hospital cannablissfully *hugs*

kureha said she should be out by wednesday and the meds are not even helping her. shes still paranoid she says

Poor kid, it must be horrible for her.

Newtus I hope you've been listening to the news about this bad weather. Please be safe.

im on for a short while Just wanting to check in to see if everyone's ok It will be so nice to be out of this place I'm sorry to hear Kureha is going through the same rough time. I found out today They wont be releasing me till monday officially. So it's a little longer than I though but Monday is only 4 days away..I thought they were discharging me from here on saturday. Im writing down in a notebook how this place makes me feel just some ramblings...I will post some of them once I am home I don't want to get caught with them outside of my room.I have stuck to a basic plan of just being quiet and not saying much so I won't get into anymore trouble here. I had to attend this meeting where we sit down and talk about our feelings and everyone was handed this how to feel and process emotions activity sheet. It's kind of interesting The cartoons expressions are pretty funny though Something to laugh at...at least. I also got this sheet that
explains healthy ways to deal with stress and the dangers of not taking medications and
the dangers of self medicating with dangerous substances/drugs.

yea i have been a little.

its not too bad up here. just a little rain and thunder. but its worse in dallas area. you be safe too. get in the bathroom if something gets worse.

what's going on? I'm in england

I'm up under the concrete parking garage at our Sam's. There are other people hiding under here too. They say this is moving towards Rockwall area.

be safe everyone I will be back online tomorrow
Tell Kureha I said Hi please Newtus, I can totally relate to what
she must be going through. Because I am too. Bye!

They had the tornado sirens going off too. Buckets of hard rain was coming down too. Freaking me out!

Be safe Cracking and Newtus. Sounds like some nasty weather I have been in Texas before I
Am in Oklahoma,I know all too well how serious tornadoes can be! I think we're supposed to get
some thunderstorms tonight but right now it's just really really hot!
Bye everyone talk to you tomorrow!

Check this out Newtus

Tornado warning in effect for NE Dallas County until 4:15 p.m. Thursday
Tornado warning in effect for NE Dallas County canceled - Dallas News | myFOXdfw.com

yea my mom said buckets of rain there. luckily its not too bad here where i am. i hope it doesnt get worse!

Just keep an eye on the news just to be sure. It sounds like it's breaking up now. Thank God!

I guess I'm feeling a little better since last month. My paranoia seems to have backed off. I don't know where it came from. Just out of the blue I knew that someone was tracking me and on purpose trying to frustrate me so I'd make a mistake. It's still not eally clear in my head. Just this big vague idea that someone wanted to hurt me and see me suffering. And I felt like everyone was upset at me. -.-

I tned to hide how I'm doing pretty regularly. I don't really like talking about it. I even try to hide from myself. LIke when I post something about how I'm doing I am very nervous the whole time, especially if I'm not doing so great. And especialy paranoia because of what happened to me with my ex-friends. I just feel like... no one will believe it or take it as a joke or fake. I guess that's it. I don't really know.

I'm still struggling to read logn things so I didn't read back far. I hope everyone is doing okay.

Newtus I hope you're feeling better today.

Canablissfully I hope you're out of the hospital soon.

Punky I hope Bean is better

Junk I hope work went better today.

And everyone else

Sorry I'm not keeping up.