Roll call 55

Ah that's ok. try not to go overboard with ambien, blackouts are scary.

Is anyone up yet? I've been up since around 3:30. Hope everyone's OK today.

I'm up, good morning

Hi Blue_Bird! What are your plans for today?

Morning angelique and blue bird x

Hi justme!

Go to group then come home and work on my history class work What about you?

That's good! I'm going to be sitting on my bed as usual. Hopefully take a shower, and try to settle my sore tooth.

Morning! I have some work to do today. Tomorrow I see Pdoc and T and then I have to go for a blood draw. I have a ct scan next week and need the blood work done first. Good times lol

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morning yall how r u?

Good morning! Everyone seems a bit better I think.

I'm doing great. Did everything that I'm supposed to do this morning which I really didn't want to do.

I have an appointment today with my new psychologist. Kind of afraid.

Edit: I'll buy some gum because basically all of my meds cause dry month and I can't talk if I don't drink anything.

morning. feeling a bit nauseaous and sick to my stomach today. other than that im ok. drinking some water/tea. i got a headache.

i also got therapy today AND group.

Had my disabled students allowance assessment today. They're guna give me a new laptop and I get a bunch of other help and software too so that's good. Wish I'd had if for this year but at least I'll have it for next. Continuing my reading to distract myself. Had a bit of a breakdown last night so need to try and keep calm

Good luck with therapy and group newtus

Good luck with your appointment tweaky

thank you so much!

yea im feeling loads of anxiety this morning already

like im gonna have a panic attack

Been really anxious as of late, feeling hopeless.

Nothing to do all summer except sit around and deal with symptoms

Finally got a reasoning for my sza bipolar diagnosis.

I went through a time where I went week after week just feeling horrible anxious and depressed all the time, pdoc called it a mixed episode.

I feel like I'm not bad enough to have schizophrenia. I'm just a fake a fraud. I'm a bad person.

I have a T appointment today too----it's like we're all synced

You're not a fraud you're just luckier than some people in that the meds work for you, besides if you don't like sz just call it a psychotic disorder or something.

I had a good appointment but there was so much to talk about that I was talking really fast.

He's a good psychologist. Helped me keep track of my thoughts while I talked about 20-30 times.

Unfortunately, the appointment for my new pdoc is at the end of July.

Yeah it takes forever to get a pdoc appointment hopefully they are good. Glad you like your T.

"What did you do at the hospital?"

"Went to group therapy 2-4 times a day, swimming, talking to people, smoking crack..".

I find that funny because he didn't expect that at all but my mom told me to tell him so ..