Roll call 55

Hey falcon, I'm sorry you felt that. How are you now?

Not too good

Not looking forward to the summer all alone

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Are you going to appeal it?

For a site for psychosis sufferers no ones very good at responding to others struggling with it.

Isolation is very hard. I'll pray that the right activities will come you way. But we're always here for you.

For me that's not intentional. I don't always know the right things to say. Except that I'm listening and praying.

I guess just any response would be nice even if it's just saying hope your okay since people have obviously read and just haven't replied. Not having a go at you just a bit put out cos I feel like it's always ignored not just me others too

I apologize if I had anything to do with your feeling that way. I really do care, and I hope that you do start to feel better. I have to leave for work now, but I'm sure others will be on soon.

No wasn't you just a general feeling. Maybe I'm just being irritable I don't feel anything but slight anger atm. Anger and fear.

This is why I don't post about my mental health problems much here unless I'm responding to someone else. I start my own thread if I need responses because frankly a thread like roll call is more of a place to socialize than anything else. That's not how it used to be but eh things change...

It sounds jumbled, I can't make much sense out of this post to be honest(though my thoughts are often jumbled too so it might just be my own mind playing tricks on me). But I can tell that you're scared, and I'm sorry for that.

same here. i dont know what to say to others. i try to respond more than i used to in the past few months but atypical is right. roll call has become more of a place to socialize.

I've noticed that when I'm more irritable/angry than usual and I'm not in a mood episode, odds are I'm afraid of something. I often don't see that until I feel better though. Sucks.

I've said to myself I won't each time it gets ignored but I get desperate I guess. Just a good vent. I'd make my own post but I dunno it would feel too much. I dip in and out of the site so I haven't seen the change maybe I'm behind the times. Thanks for responding anyway atypical and thanks to you too door

I don't make my own topics/threads too often either, it can make me really paranoid because I end up feeling exposed. Usually I don't need responses when I post something personal in roll call(it's like just a place for me to put my thoughts, get them out), so I don't mind most of the time.

I hope you feel better soon.

Maybe I'm a hypocrite cos I never know what to say to others so I should try and respond to others more. Maybe there should be a thread to vent psychotic thoughts too

Usually I'm not too bothered I guess it's just with that sort of thing it's a bit more personal. Thanks atypical

that would be a good idea

This exact thing has come up before(about this time last year, actually), like separating roll call into two discussion threads. One for chit chat and one for actual support.

Well if someone feels like making a separate posts I imagine a lot of people might benefit from it. Then people can go to vent or offer support

I would do but I'm not a popular member so people might not join in

i think you can do it

This site is not a popularity contest. I say start it, if you want to. I would most certainly respond to such a topic.

I don't consider myself popular, I just consider myself mentally ill and I've been using this site as a resource for over four years. That's it. I don't want to be seen as popular because quite frankly, as someone who has been viciously bullied her whole life just about everywhere she goes, I cannot stand the notion of being one of "those" people that gets everything they want and can say whatever they want. I don't want that kind of power. Ever.

i second this ^^^
i mean this site isnt a popularity contest

I didn't mean it's a popularity contest just that I dip in and out of the site so I'm not a regular