Roll call 55

i didnt know but i have to sign up for fall classes already in june :0

yeah u have to sign up early. i would do early registration to ensure you get in the classes you want

hey guys thanks for the support for my mom. she is doing ok. i guess i am gonna stay another night here then leave early in the morning to go see T. it means a lot u guys support me and my mom. as u know i have been dealing with anxiety about people i love dying lately so this thing with my mom calling me feeling sick really made me nervous for her. but she is doing ok

It just interferes big time in what your diagnosis might be. Like you cannot get a diagnosis of schizophrenia until drug abuse has been ruled out. When did they rule that out for you?

i actually thought it was july. but im a month off. im a month late.

its 5pm and i still havent gotten my grades in for my philosophy class and they are due today.

From an F to an A I'd give you a 10+

Thumbs up! You've got spit. It's amazing people even like philosophy. Professors can be so dry and arid so often. I had bad experiences.

I can't go on like this. I'm wearing down. The panic, the major depression, the anhedonia. My psychiatrist failed me. I had 2 diagnosis when I first met him. Now I have 6. He's really contributed to the ruination of my life.

((((((((((hugs))))))))))

I wish I had something profound to say. :sadhug;

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from an f to an A? what do you mean? are you referring to how i said i got all Fs in my previous courses in past college experiences but As in these? lol

sorry ody. that sounds horrible. that girl i was talking to told me i was normal because i just had 1 dx. but she doesnt get sz encompasses many things and i have more than 1 dx.

philosophy is amazing. i was inspired by the bible to read philosophy in 2010 or 2009. or so. maybe before. i find a few topics dry BUT most things so titillating. professors can be dry but i find books not. people are bad. and by bad i mean...boring and stuff. anyway hahah ill prob fall asleep on a professor or two .

i find myself going off on tangents with philosophy............

anyway what i was saying was i was inspires by the bible to read philosophy and find philosophy quite interesting. verrry interesting.

im sick of people. sick of people in high school. sick of people now. sick of people.

I had no idea about your past trials and tribulations. I can empathize with that situation to the enth degree. It sucks.

Odysseus, I hope this doesn't scare you, but when I read your post I prayed for you. I know what it is like to be where you are (having been there only a week ago) and miraculously I feel 1000x better now...I don't know how, but I do. So if you believe in a Higher Power, I asked Him to grant you the same relief and giddy spirit-soaring feeling I'm experiencing now.

I'm concerned. I don't know you very well, but all of your posts seem like they were written by a very special person. Someone kind and smart and sensitive. I really hope you feel better soon.

I love philosophy! I didn't really enjoy the phil courses I took in college very much, but I really enjoy thinking about what is. Do good and evil exist, and if so, what are they? What is reality? You can see how philosophy is relevant to sz and s za.

My therapist won't talk philosophy with me.

A spiritual life can really keep the brain cells warm when it comes into contact with philosophy. Without one one may become too complacent.

Tired, anxious, two more days of school.

I gotta stick it through, two more days.

I get wednesday and thursday off, two exams tomorrow, two exams friday.

thanks. i got Fs because i was in and out of hospital a lot. and dealing with my schiz and paranoia and voices and ish so yea. i juggled school and my first major psychotic episode.

Those were very king words, Secretum. Thank you for praying for me. Hopefully there will be relief. I am religious, I just don't have a religion. Thank you.

its weird i kinda got turned on to philosophy by major psychotic episode too. its weird.

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is everything ok Blue?

Yeah, thanks for asking though. I just wrote that I was cured and told my mom I felt like I was cured and should get off my main medicine but she got mad at me and said it's a lifelong illness.

I'm getting off some of my medicine though, Zyprexa and Depakote.

Then I'll just be on 2 meds: Invega shot and paxil, which is cool because I used to be on like 6 so I guess that's an improvement