Roll Call 60

I like to be different.

So I am now on Zyprexa and Seroquel each day and then Chlorprothixene PRN. Is this safe?

Morning guys, it looks like I missed a bit yesterday. My cats are working on some sort of project together. Whatever it is, it involves opening every cabinet in the house. They can possibly sense that I haven't had coffee since Wednesday evening. Last night I thought my head was going to implode. 4 more hours till coffee, possibly. Today's the day I work till 2am, having to put up with creepy chef. It's going to be an interesting day. Hope everyone is feeling well!

I'm so mad. My friend who's my SSI rep asked if 8:30 was good to go open my account and cash my check but my stupid *** set the alarm for 9:15 instead of 8:15 and now I have to wait until she gets off of work.

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Hey Door, cats are always plotting

Good morning! I can't believe I slept this late

T texted and said that he thinks the group will be good and that i was nervous before but then i appreciated it. its a closed group that ran 12 weeks, now it opened again, 1 person leaving, 2 new people coming in. i still dont know if i wanna continue... i dont feel very invested in it

I got my first cover up tattoo yesterday to cover my scars. Hoping to get sleeves by the end

i laid down on my couch and didnt see toby there and i squished him but he only made this pig noise and just sat there

Where your scars bad? I'm hoping to get sleeves to cover up mine when I get the money together. Did the ink take over the scars well? Could you pm me a photo if you don't mind. It's actually really hard to find info about scars being covered with ink. Sorry if I'm being to forward here, I'm just interested how it works.

I just ordered a panini press/grill. I'm probably the last one to order such a thing but I've grown lazy and am looking for easy meals...

The ones I've had done atm aren't 'bad' they're just a lot of them. Some of the ones that will need doing are bad though. Know what you mean I couldn't really find anything about it I just thought f it. No problem I'll send you a pick (if I can work out how lol).

im too scared id cut over my tattoo

i went shoe shopping today! and took my dog to the groomers. they looked at me like i was a bad dog owner cuz i havent groomed him in a year or two and hes matted. weved tried grooming him ourselves. but its too hard. we dont have time to take him to the groomers. its a 5 hour wait period. hes a miniature schnauzer.

I'm sad. My best friend is my rep payee for my SSI and I was supposed to be ready by 8:30 this morning but instead of setting my alarm for 7:15, I set it for 9:15. So I missed her before work and today she ended up having to work late and now it's too late to open a bank account for my check today. I have prescriptions waiting for me at the pharmacy.

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This will be my last weekend until September. It's going to be hell. It will help my finances though. It might be my last year doing this. It's when all the college students leave their apartments behind and it's at the time we have to rush and repair them in 3 weeks.

I've been drinking too much beer. However, after this rush I expect to lose 20lbs since I'm finally off lithium. That stuff will make you gain from 10 to a 100 pounds and I must have stayed on it for... 7 months I believe. It's like the days when I was on Risperdal. God I hated that stuff. I just need to start drinking less beer and Ill be golden.

I don't have complete anhedonia, but more of my emotions come out while drinking. I can feel the words after a beer or two. I get that old euphoric feeling that I use to live in. I miss that the most. My PDoc thought it was the lithium but here I am, with it out of my system. It's the Lamictal. My only other alternative is Depakote. I wonder if just my anti Pyshcotic, Geodon, which treats Bipolar also at higher dosages, could be my only mood stabilizer.

Things could be worse. At least my nightly depression and SI's are gone.

Why is it a five hour wait? That seems crazy.....

Wow that sounds like a hard job to have, I need my weekends. As far as the meds at least you finally have a competent pdoc who can help with that process, hope it all works out...

Slept all day

I finished the grunt work for my book, and just need to make an outline for the two dialogues on friendship and the perfect life. Or how Aristotle saw it. I wont have much time to read the primary text until September though. So outline it is. I also want to print out my notes. I can't imagine how many notes I have, except for the fact that its a 90kb file of stuff I want to squeeze in. That's a ship loud I think.

I've been thinking though. Shouldn't their be an opposite to my protagonist. Something like and antagonist. I can't think of one off the top of my head. Maybe the whole institution of what the University has become. inflated prices, focus on business and science. Meanwhile, the liberal arts are being left behind. The university use to only focus on the liberal arts so that it could teach a person how to perfect him or herself. That's a dangerous path though. Especially since I want this to be a book that professors might choose for their students to read. So it might be prudent to not dismiss the university.

Maybe it could be the vast majority of students and how they sank in to relativism and what they look up to as hero's It's as if they are in a self created Matrix. I don't know. What do you guys and gals think? Any ideas?

Fasting for 24 hours then starting fresh eating healthy

I get spinal X-Rays next week maybe Friday.

Quick question, if you're an adult can a family member and doctor go behind your back and get your meds court ordered if you're NOT a danger to yourself or others just based on your history

Yes it's called AOT and available in most states....

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Outpatient_commitment

That's ridiculous, thanks for the link though. That's what my mom said she would do if I came off my meds. I'm trying to lose weight, I have some kind of compulsive eating problem

My mom keeps threatening that because I keep losing weight. My parents are the ones who pushed me into having weight loss surgery....

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