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itd be different if it was my dog or cat.

the bill for my cat when she was dying was $1,200 dollars.

so i realized the school wont let me drop biology. so i will get a D or F. and thatll affect my gpa greatly.

It's a hamster, my hamster died some death back in the day. I was just a kid though.

I worry about this every day. I heard my first voice at 16 and my son just turned 13. I watch him like a hawk.
I always wanted children and I was devastated when I dealt with infertility, but I'm not sure I would have had kids had I known then what I know now. Then again there are worse things than sza. I just worry about their futures. I guess I don't know what I think so this post is pointless.

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This point isnt pointless. You are voicing your very real concerns.

When I was leaving from voting today with my Dad he got talking to the Guard that arrested me before. She didn't acknowledge me at all while I was standing there. Totes awkward moment right there. lol

Not pointless at all

I understand with what you are saying. Had I known that as an adult I would be diagnosed with a mental illness, I probably wouldn't have become a parent. Don't get me wrong I adore my kids but there are days I'm absent and they need me to support/encourage them. I'm constantly worried about their own mental health that I have them in therapy to ease anxieties they have bc it may lead to other problems. I don't know if that makes sense but if I can't help them at least someone else can. My episodes/hospitalizations have caused damage. We're just stabilizing.

Makes complete sense. It took months for my kids to get back to themselves after my hospitalizations. It's why I take my meds no matter how much I dislike them. I've already done enough damage I work every day not to do more. My kids don't go to therapy right now, but it's something we've discussed.
we do the best we can with what we have.

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I don't think I would cope very well if I had kids. Although I would like kids one day. My sister has a child and he's a nightmare to look after because he has so much energy all the time lol he's at that stage where he's started to swear and call people poo poo heads. I must admit it feels pretty cool to be an uncle. I just hope he doesn't grow up thinking I'm the weird uncle LOL

Thanks Valley!! Trying to do my best is really hard.

No I understand but you might want to have him put down if he's suffering.....

Can't sleep

Has anyone here got the Samsung galaxy VR (virtual reality) headset? It's awesome all you have to do is plug your phone in and put it on. There's social apps on there like vtime where you can sit around a campfire and talk to other people. Or there's apps where you can stream from twitch with other people watching what you're watching. You can talk to them aswell.

I'm the weird aunt and I enjoy it lol.

I'm a quiet aunt/sister. Guess I'm taking it all in. Someone has to be the listener! Lol

im about to be an aunt

Yay! Congrats!

Thanks! My sister is 8 months pregnant.

I too am about to be an aunt again. My brothers girlfriend finds out the sex of the baby on the 9th. Super excited.

i honestly thought i was going to have to goto the hospital today after what happened this morning

What happened?
Glad you didn't have to go.

I can't get Kik to work tonight. So frustrating.

Is that a messenger app?

i was very paranoid and couldnt make myself calm down. i had anxiety of impending doom. no voices but was a bit disorganized.

i probably freaked out about the nightmare. but then i went back to bed for 2 hours and felt better.