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Applied for a job! Wish me luck!
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Good luck! May I ask what the job is?
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I don't think I can do the stairs yet and I have an appointment to go to the PCP to get the gabapentin filled. I'm really afraid. There's nothing new I need from them. Unless they want to give me benzos or pain pills. And if I think those things would work, then alcohol probably would too. But I'm afraid to drink. Actually just a mouthful of alcohol might work, to erode the terror. It might be too much though.
I'm afraid they will not refill the gabapentin and the withdrawals from that are really bad. The crushing headaches, the vertigo, the pain in my feet and hands. I can't go through that. I'm so afraid. What can I do? I've been on gabapentin for almost 16 years straight. I don't know what to do. I don't want to go IP again. I'm really OK with not going out. I do get sad that I can't be out in the sun. Or breathe fresh air. But without anyone to help I don't think I can do it. |
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You might say you are too old, your health is poor, or you don't have help... which can certainly make things more difficult but not impossible. You just got to stop making excuses & do it... the fear of it is worse than anything else. If you never confront it, you'll always be scared & it'll eventually get to the point where you really can't manage physically & you'll regret not trying when you were able to... Carpe diem. Seize the day. Go out in the sun again, you might enjoy it & want to go out again...
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That's worse! That sounds painful. Ive never had hives before. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Oh nooooo nope. Nada. Not a chance. The last time was absolutely terrifying Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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I also applied for a job in DELL the other week but that was a bit out of my league so I doubt I'll hear back, this is a better step in the right direction, more realistic for me right now. |
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#611
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Got to get as much experience as you can these days. People always want it.
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Of course I want to be free to go out again. The last time this happened was also during a time where I was just a few weeks after being IP. (Or a few months). It would seem that I lose my inner strength after being in the hospital. |
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I'm looking at online jobs. There's a lot of them. I can imagine how good I'd be at it if I wasn't on an antipsychotic an not psychotic.
I have a lot of spare time especially if I don't get my summer job. Learning about countries of the world. Afghanistan. Also going to practice fake online investing. Gonna learn more about the deep web and hacking. |
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I think I'm just starting to get my confidence back now after it vanished suddenly 2 months ago now... Hopefully college will help cement it back in place again. Just take things one step at a time, you'll get there eventually. (metaphorically, not literally talking about the stairs!)
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gotta start getting ready for work soon... =\\\\\\\\\\\\\\
i hope it goes OK
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I fell twice, spraining my ankle both times. I know how hard it is.
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Oh, and I'm really glad your difficulties have been clearing up. Cause for celebration! |
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That sounds like a big "Ouch". :/ I don't want to fall again.
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Hey, you know... that's a victory in itself... you approached the stairs. Your heading in the right direction... don't be too hard on yourself if it's not instantaneous.
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![]() *edit* - that is my way of saying I hope it goes ok! ![]()
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I have faith in you Angelique. You can do it.
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So my pnp is leaving the practice. I'm pretty bummed out but she said I could follow her which I will. It's in the total opposite direction of my counseling but I'll adjust. I'm just glad I don't have to switch again.
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Also she changed my dx from schizoaffective to schizophrenic. I'm not sure if that's just for insurance purposes or if that's what she really thinks.
I also found out that my therapist told her some of the family things I've brought up. I don't think I like that at all. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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