Roll Call #79

Hi, everyone. Let me just holla at y'all, I love you!

I'm like an unmedicated unemployed non-psychotic schizophreniac person now, it's official. It's so irreal and surreal, on personal level in all seriousness, I don't stigmatize myself, the mere mention of abilify and the doc's sweet talk already seem to be working, I got to talk with a couple of patients when I was having a smoke outside, they liked my view of things, yes, the hospital was quite big, like it's specialized in MI, this means only one thing, that my country is collapsing.

I listen to myself, I let the reality talk to me with no voice or visuals other than the ones all I ever had in my entire life, Fluck their decipherin, my cypher comes outta my *** and they are just metaphoric, metaphysically intricate and beautiful, melodramatic! I undulate with the flow of the nature, y'all take my breath away, stay beautiful!

ETA: I don't mean to cause any confusions in anyone's minds here, whatever in my brain seems to be just lite, I'm not a good lier or an actor at all, I asked about personality disorder too, I just got this diagnosis in writing today, that's just what their manual had to say about who I am, I just wanted to say hi.

Hey guys. Had a tattoo session today. I'm nearly finished now, just filler on the bottom of my arm needed. I can't believe it's nearly done and in time for summer. This will be my first summer in short sleeves. I'm so excited!

Great!

You got to show us some photos after they are done & healed up...

Yay for unexplained rashes...

Just had one checked out on my leg, that wasn't fading with a glass on it. Apparently the exact sort of thing you get with meningitis. I'm otherwise well though so the nurse said she thought it might have been from some ibuprofen I was using on prescription last week making me more prone to bleeding on top of my Citalopram. (although the doctor said not to worry about it when I was prescribed it...)

So yeah, just got to watch it doesn't get any worse or appear in other areas now. Otherwise it could be a sign of various lovely things like vasculitis & I'd need blood tests. Guess it's a good thing she thought there was no reason to do blood tests at the moment...

Just as my anxiety was starting to go away too. (just hope my voices decide not to start brining it up... I think my health-related anxiety only really took off after they kept telling me I had a brain tumour once...)

And on the good news front... I officially got my offer for the college course today & have already sent it back in the post.

I feel the same way. Some times I HAVE to ask or it's irritating to hell.

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Thank you I will do

I feel better today

That's what's up!

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Good morning, sniff your coffee and have a good day!

I'm so upset. I have class at 10:40am. It's almost 10am. My boyfriend asked me to email my teacher and reschedule because he doesn't want to get up. I told him he wouldn't yesterday. He stayed up playing D&D with his friends. I don't know what time I passed out or when he came to bed.

it's only an 8 week class, that's reaching its end, that meets once a week. I hope my teacher can reschedule me. It's private singing lessons. The second term summers vocal teacher emailed me yesterday.

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Welcome to Roll Call, nice to see you here

welcome! Everyone here is super nice. I don't take medication either. But that's because it doesn't work for me. I remember when I first found out and how my heart dropped because it felt like my life was written all over the Internet.

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its the last day of my holidays and i feel like ****.

I'm sorry. Maybe you'll feel better after taking a nap? Or having a snack? That sometimes helps me.

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Tupac speaks to me...

As a poor white person I find that I have more in common with poor black folks than I do with rich white people. Not saying being black doesn't have its struggles but I find that people in similar financial situations have a lot of similar issues than those of different financial situations.

Then there's mental health which strikes anyone which is why we're all here. It's weird how that is. For some reason people think mental illness only effects people in middle to upper class. They tend to think they don't have issues to deal with so they create their own. I think it's a load of BS. It's just not that simple.

I'm in the same boat as you. But thought most people thought it was only poor people affected?

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I think it depends on the mental illness. Maybe schizophrenia people see more of poor people having it but then there's people with depression where a lot of people think it only effects people in middle class and up.

I got a job! Start on Friday! So nervous but it's the start of new things!

Reality is wrong. Dreams are for real. - Tupac Shakur

I'm wide awake but I forgot to turn my dream off.

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During your life, never stop dreaming. No one can take away your dreams - Tupac Shakur

Good quote!

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Indeed. I'm spamming my facebook with tupac quotes lmao. My poor facebook friends.

Nothing wrong with Tupac quotes. He was very prolific. Have you read his book of poetry?

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