Roll Call 105

Yea and me by myself im poor. My only income is disability. Yea sure im trying to change that, but as of right now im just nothing to this society. Technically yes i do still live off my parents to some extent too. I even tried like looking up and googling what i would be considered in society, or to the clinics standards, with my income and then household income. But i really couldnt figure out household income because my dads income comes from not only his job but also his assets (owning rental property. Multiple ones at that), social security, etc.

Yes my dad said he was gonna retire but went back to work because his job laid him off a few years after the recession. Or prob during. Dont remember. Plus he needed something to do. But i mean idk...yea he could afford it now but then yea im an adult too.

And yea i have wondered if she was jealous. But not sure what exactly shed be jealous about???

**** that peer worker. She can go to hell. I'd love to sit across from her!

I'm getting tired again. My times of not being tired only lasts a few weeks and then I'm tired again for months.

But I hope that's not what's happening.

It's still an unexplained mystery of how I stopped being so tired all of a sudden.

I searched it on google and all the searches are about pregnancy.

I'm not pregnant lol

The battery life on the iPhone is the only thing I'm really uneasy about. I don't want the plus sized models because I really do need it to fit in my front pocket with room to breathe. The Pixel 2 has the same batter life as the plus size model of the iPhone. My current batter in my Microsoft phone is even bigger than those. I will miss iTunes and apple music! This is just long term planning. I can't buy anything until the spring comes when work picks up again.

I wonder if Spotify premium lets me use local music on their android app or if google play music is better.

Have you mentioned the iPhone x? Because even those of us with working wages are a little jealous of that and pss's make roughly minimum wage, it's scraping by.....she probably can't afford some of the luxuries you have......

Yeah my phone is maybe 2 years now and the battery is half gone with minimal use in a day..I remember when phones would last like a week on one charge, of course they were only phones not mini computers.

I know I can't believe she's actually being paid to give bad advice to people.....it's bizarre....

Yea i have. I didnt see a problem in doing that. I guess i do now. But she was like “you have a nice car that mommy and daddy bought you and you live in a nice house”.

Man it made me feel like s**t.

I dont actually live in a nice house. I think its like 1100 sq ft. Because my dad couldnt get ahold of more money fast enough because his job. But we have a lot of land. But i didnt say any of that to her about my house.

Im not even sure what luxuries i have to be honest. I prob wouldnt unless someone pointed it out.

Well she has mental illness herself so idk if that factors into it

Still I feel like she should be held to basic human decency.....

Wow I don't know why you even talk to her, my woebot is better at therapy than her......

Lol

Well shes not a therapist. She only holds an associate degree. But yea idk. Idk. I just feel like this affects our relationship. Idk how it couldnt. She accused me of using the system and then tried to backtrack and said she didnt mean it. But the damage is done.

Im still gonna work with her but just not tell her somethings.

I always search up interesting questions into google like "Is the sun completely gas?"

""Most of this gas is hydrogen (about 70%) and helium (about 28%). Carbon, nitrogen and oxygen make up 1.5% and the other 0.5% is made up of small amounts of many other elements such as neon, iron, silicon, magnesium and sulfur. ... This means that as time goes on, the Sun has less hydrogen and more helium".

We are all just rare forms of insignificant star dust.

And that makes us very special 😁

Why would my pss be jealous tho?

Just remember most pss's get like forty hours of training, she's more peer than support specialist.......

She might not have a house or a nice car for starters.......

She doesnt. She talks about how her car always needs repairs and she cant afford it. She also was living in a trailer park home for awhile and then moved to senior apartments.

Thats why i said yesterday that we talked about how i cant really relate to others in group and the general people at the clinic. Because she was saying pretty much everyone that goes there is homeless or along those lines.

Star dust is just dead, cold matter. What makes us special is consciousness. How is that possible? I don't think we will ever know...

Im not one to believe that we cease to exist when we die

That's a shame.....

The sun has a consciousness too



And it's so happy all the time

Meanwhile billionaires get millions in tax cuts because... well... because another billionaire was in power. The oligarchs have the middle class and the poor fight amongst scraps, having them blame each other while the super rich, so detached from the tug and tussle of every day life, relax in their mansions eating cake. Melania Trump has a $60k purse to carry her crap in. That's just stupid.

Whats a shame?

Aw, I see bae ❤️