Roll Call 144

Unknown forces are making me delete messages on here

I have a crush on this Jeopardy contestant. And he looks almost like my doctor who I also have a crush on. Maybe I have a type. The slightly nerdy type hahha.

yea the 'cream' is too sweet and I don't like the texture as much as the cookie

I used to stay up for 2 to 3 days and be fine (but psychotic) now.... I can't do that at all

which one was it. I think I know. the 3rd guy? Aaron? Austin,? can't remember

Buzzy lmao.

ohhh lol dang. the older one was my fave

I like 'em old!!! lol. daddy issues coming out

Hey he’s not that old! Lmao

Hey! Happy Friday!!!
Finished work. Only worked 14 hours this week *sigh*.
Just hanging out until 11 or so then I’m running to the soap lady and to see my guy.
We are supposed to get a foot of snow between 2 storms. One starting at midnight tonight and going through tomorrow and one starting Sunday night. Only up side is we might get a Monday snow day!

I wanted to get up early this morning so I skipped my seroquel. Bad idea. I feel great but also annoyed by everything and have the urge to cut off all my hair.

I’m not smart sometimes. And I forgot how impulsive I was before I started seroquel hahaha. Oh well lesson learned.

Slept all night then fell back to sleep for 3 hours after I took my morning meds

I talked to a lender about buying a home.

She mentioned theres something called a usda home loan that covers 100 percent of the price of a house. But the house has to be in a rural area or area with 20k or under population.

Well...driving my car felt weird. Figured I’d tell my husband to check it when he got home. Went about my biz. Driving back home to go see my guy the truck behind me starts laying on their horn...”hey lady you’re tire is flat”.
****. Called Scotty who had thankfully called into work and he said it should be okay to drive to his place. It was only a 5 minute drive. Totally completely without air. I drove around for over an hour on my rim! he offered me a ride home but it last only like 2 miles so I drove. Figured it was already pretty screwed up.
Did get my goodies from the soap lady though

Oof! This happened to my partner once. She drove home on it too without realizing what the tire low warning light on her dashboard meant. Unfortunately it permanently bent a part in the suspension. Forget what it was. The alignment was a nightmare. After we replaced the tire we discovered the rim was torn open too. So after the rim and tire were replaced I took a drive around the lot and found the steering wheel was off center by a good 30-40 degrees. The mechanic worked hard to get the alignment back as close as they could but it was permanent damage. I hope none of this happens to your car...

Hey everyone. How are things going today?

I'm good. Just working on more bureaucracy today and had band. It went well. Now just to figure out finances for this month. Meh, lol.

The reality of yesterday of being in full legal marriage with my wife is still sinking in. Also the fact my surname is her's now.


What's everyone up to?

Just wrote in my blog a bit about how I want my life to be even though or because I have bipolar......it was my original intent to write about the mind in addition to flowers but the blog has become more or less a flower a day blog. We’ll see how it’s received.

Just got my rent money and paid my bills. Sucks how that basically takes all my money

Yeah I’m kinda upset about it. There apparently isn’t a tire sensor in this vehicle.
I had to replace my tire and rim on my car a couple years back and it was quite expensive. Blah.

Oh yes! Adulting!

Same here. My sister should be dropping my rent check off this weekend

I've had the free version of the mood tracking app Daylio for several months. I'm thinking of buying the full version, seems like it would be worth it

I bought the full version! Very much worth it to see your annual moods!

I love Daylio. Made me realize how rollercoastery my mood really is

Im so stressed out.

I was supposed to work 3 days this week but i had to cancel all my hours so i could care for xena. Shes still not eating. Only drinking. Vet said if shes not eating its not good. But they also said it would cost thousands to put her in the hospital for them to do what we are doing. So they basically said just keep force feeding her etc.

I have an interview on webcam today. I really dont wanna do it. At all. I really couldnt care less...

...but...
I paid my half of all the important bills. Which leaves me with 170. I got another 2 bills to pay at the end of the month. I have NO money for groceries or gas. So basically, we have money to pay our bills but not the “important extras” like gas and groceries. At least i dont. I will get money from the bf for that. He will have to pay for groceries and my gas.

After all my bills COMPLETELY...i am left with 80 or so dollars. Thats why im applying for jobs. But i just dont give a fck right now.

And we are looking into buying a home. Its far off tho. Not til this lease is up. BUT my mom said we should start the process now since we have to be pre-approved for a loan BEFORE we can even look at houses.

So theres that. Ive been busy as a bumfxk.