Roll Call 144

Angelique67 · Mar 01, 2019, 02:27 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I'm a screw up as a person, as a Catholic, and as a student. I'm not being negative it's just the reality of things now. I don't know what happened

We know this just isn't true. Please don't be so hard on yourself. Would you think that if you were looking at someone else? I bet you wouldn't.

Angelique67 · Mar 01, 2019, 02:49 PM

My charger (for my phone) came and I actually received it, so I'm glad of that.

My replacement Voopoo might not get here until Tuesday. I feel so off balance and hopeless. I don't know what to do.

My toothache is bad today.

I hope everyone is ok, or will be soon. ((((hugs))))

Angelique67 · Mar 01, 2019, 03:12 PM

I'm glad it's March though. My favorite quarter of the year is just coming up, April May and June. Just a few more cold weeks and it will be spring.

falcon09 · Mar 01, 2019, 04:25 PM

I can't wait for daylight savings time next sunday, I hate the sun going down so early

Blue_Bird · Mar 01, 2019, 04:58 PM

I feel more connected to reality today. I was able to finish a manga volume I was reading and a few chapters of Chronicles of Narnia (all the books in one) on page 563 now.

I swept the kitchen and went to the store earlier.

SlumberKitty · Mar 01, 2019, 05:01 PM

Hope you are feeling better Blue_Bird! I'm glad you're feeling more connected to reality! That's great! HUGS Kit

SlumberKitty · Mar 01, 2019, 05:01 PM

I'm tired you guys! I'm tired of being tired! Kit

Blue_Bird · Mar 01, 2019, 05:10 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

I'm tired you guys! I'm tired of being tired! Kit

Hope you feel better Kit

Will you be able to relax over the weekend?

Blue_Bird · Mar 01, 2019, 05:21 PM

Thanks everyone for the support lately and I'm sorry for how weird I've been... I used to always post good positive updates but things just went downhill over the past half a year and I haven't been the same

Sometimes psychotic · Mar 01, 2019, 05:23 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Thanks everyone for the support lately and I'm sorry for how weird I've been... I used to always post good positive updates but things just went downhill over the past half a year and I haven't been the same

We all have our highs and lows....you’re allowed.

Desoxyn · Mar 01, 2019, 05:24 PM

I feel so numb and irritable

junkDNA · Mar 01, 2019, 05:25 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

I feel so numb and irritable

I am irritable too but it's that time of the month 4 me

Sometimes psychotic · Mar 01, 2019, 05:27 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

today would be my father's birthday

I'm at my mom's taking care of her from another rotator cuff repair surgery, left arm this time

I had to help undress her and dry her off and redresd her today because she could finally take a shower

I don't feel I was mentally prepared for all that and had to sit on the porch after for a while to try to calm down. because I got triggered

I'm doing okay now though

I’m not sure I could take care of someone that way....but you do what you gotta do I guess.

junkDNA · Mar 01, 2019, 05:28 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

I’m not sure I could take care of someone that way....but you do what you gotta do I guess.

well she doesn't have anyone else.. and can't do it herself.......... not like I wanted to..........

junkDNA · Mar 01, 2019, 05:29 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

I’m not sure I could take care of someone that way....but you do what you gotta do I guess.

are u judging me

junkDNA · Mar 01, 2019, 05:29 PM

I was just helping her it's not wrong or bad!!!!!

SlumberKitty · Mar 01, 2019, 05:29 PM

JunkDNA

ofthevalley · Mar 01, 2019, 05:30 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

today would be my father's birthday

I'm at my mom's taking care of her from another rotator cuff repair surgery, left arm this time

I had to help undress her and dry her off and redresd her today because she could finally take a shower

I don't feel I was mentally prepared for all that and had to sit on the porch after for a while to try to calm down. because I got triggered

I'm doing okay now though

Sorry junk. I’m glad you’re feeling better

junkDNA · Mar 01, 2019, 05:31 PM

shouldn't have even said that here

junkDNA · Mar 01, 2019, 05:31 PM

my bad sorry I'm a freak

SlumberKitty · Mar 01, 2019, 05:32 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Hope you feel better Kit

Will you be able to relax over the weekend?

I don't know. I hope so. I end up sleeping a lot on the weekends usually. But I'm tired of spending my weekends like that. And my evenings. Any chance I can get to sleep....Tomorrow we are going to celebrate my Dad's birthday but I don't know what we are doing. HUGS Kit

SlumberKitty · Mar 01, 2019, 05:33 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

my bad sorry I'm a freak

You're not a freak. It's okay. I had to do that for my Mom after her back and neck surgeries. HUGS Kit

junkDNA · Mar 01, 2019, 05:35 PM

idk that just came across rude and judgemental I'm already struggling with feeling embarrassed and freaked out I had to do all that. I'm upset now I thought you would understand? I shouldn't have said that here I made a mistake. just forget it