Roll Call 156

My sister got a mouse for me, she'll bring it over next week. Now it will be easier to play The Sims 4 on my laptop

Going to research investing. Idk when. Need to look over self improvement notes.

I am not mental rn. I now take not being mental for granted.

Going to the laundromat tomorrow

I first reacted with , because how could your cat ever get along with a mouse!

Lol 😂

Honestly thought the same because you’re such an animal lover bluebird.

Google "Elon Musks USB mouse"

Creepy......

Man,my poor sister is doing a colonoscopy prep tonight, she was sick just in the liquid diet..I can only imagine now that she’s started the PEG.

Had some clothes I was gonna give to goodwill. Been sitting in my trunk for at least 5 years.

Took it out for the first time just now. Dumped them all put. Gonna throw away the old, torn, stained stuff, and gonna wear this stuff again. I always choose extremely unique clothes. And this is like a snapshot into when i was sick. Very interesting.

The clothes are sizes 5 in pants and small and medium shirts. Which is crazy. Cuz I thought I was fat then, after high school, because in high school I was size 00. Yes, double zero. Then when I got sick the meds ballooned me to size 5 and I just kept going up.

I'm size 15 now at least. 15 or 18 pants. Probably 15 now since I lost some weight.

I know if I lose weight now and go back to 120 or 130, I vow very seriously I will try my best to keep weight off. I used to say I'd do anything, but I wouldnt. I wouldnt exercise to lose weight. I'd go about my normal routine.

But I FOR SURE, wouldnt be eating the shyt I do now. I'll eat much, much healthier. I hate my body as of right now, so, so, so much.

Hope she feels better soon!

I can't build a destiny by myself. I need people. Like friends.. to show me the way..

I can't do it all by myself. Everything has already been done.. mathematically.. mathematically is how my brain works..

Help poor mathematician.. I've always found math so boring.. Even though I was good at it.. So I turn to the creative side..

Newtus and I are switching our brains..

I don't know what to do at this point.. there's so much to do.. Do I leave a mess and let go? I want to organize the mess.. I look at the big picture as a puzzle.. I can't isolate everything and move from place to place when I'm bored..

I can't choose.. My parents said I would be an engineer.. What now??

Pharmacy school......

Bored. Want to sleep but not tired

This stuff; ---->

"Be a ligand that is antagonist at receptor A with Ki=1nM and B with Ki=20nM. It is given at dose X.

I administer a B agonist with Ki=5nM at dose Y and there are no effects.

a) Can I assume nearly full saturation of the ligand at receptor A?

b) Is there a dose Y+Z that would produce effects through receptor B with the ligand at dose X?

c) Can I titrate the dose X down until effects are noticed (with constant dose Y), and still assume nearly full saturation of the ligand at receptor A?"

Crazy stuff.. If I am to chose one thing, I have to do it quick.. Cuz time is running out..

The problems is I am not INTP (Thinking) anymore.. I am an INFP (Feeling). Only the feeling of a job will satisfy me.. I could go into pharmacy but I'd be looking at all other things I'm interested in and go down windy roads.. I'll never really stop.. I'll be constantly unsatisfied with what I'm doing..

It was about zantac (ranitidine) and another major one ....

I've read that Prilosec is a good med

I also have GERD from years of purging .

Have u played the sims

I love animal crossing

SP u should check out animal crossing ocket camp on your phone apps

I went to work at 8:30am. They told me to go home and come back at 11 because theres nothing that needs to be done until the afternoon.

Omg my cat smells so bad

She just got out of the kitty portapotty.

I didn’t think Zantac causes cancer on its own though, there was contamination with something recently. Nexium is really good too, especially for long term use.

There are multiple class action lawsuits against the makers of zantac for it causing cancer.

I see it says an impurity in it

Right it was contaminated with something that was known to cause cancer so they recalled it but the general class of agent like Zantac doesn’t cause cancer.

Going to the laundromat in a bit. Bringing my crossword puzzle book so I have something to pass the time while I'm there