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#727
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#728
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I was wondering if it was related to my meds too because it never happened till I started the abilify and thorazine several months ago, that would make sense, it drives me crazy
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#729
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#730
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#731
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I hope I'm not developing TD again, because, last time I had it it started in the jaw/mouth area as well
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#732
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Being lost inside yourself sums it up extremely well; as the reason I have become less and less "crisis prone" in the traditional sense is not because I am somehow more stable. No. I am more unstable than I have ever been. The difference is that I am less and less able to "act out", because I am more withdrawn by the day. I am very far removed from my external environment; I am only tenuously aware of matters as simple as the passage of time and my physical experiences at best and more often than not I lose awareness very quickly. My detachment and withdrawal from "consensus reality" is not a sign of stability, but just the opposite. I am spending more and more time detached from all of it ... and the inevitable result is deepening psychosis because said psychoses are more and more detached from "consensus reality" and thus it is far more difficult for me to have any insight about any of it. The few people left in my life worry about me, and know very well as they have known for years that if I am left alone for too long I will become completely unreachable ... and I will not notice that I have not moved in days or be able to do anything about it. I am only avoiding a long term care facility because I have enough outside support left. When all of that is gone, I am going to end up in a situation much like yours. I do not ever call anyone anymore. If they do not reach out to me then that is that. I do not know why I am like this, either. It is not out of a lack of love ... I just cannot anymore. It is as if something, a sort of invisible wall, is preventing such things ... |
#733
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Yes, it was much worse the past few years. That's how I got prescribed tizanidine, because my mouth kept snapping shut.
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#734
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#735
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#736
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I had TD like problems on a few of the APs I have been on. It started in the exact same area for me, also ... |
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#737
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Working on the dough for polar bear gingerbread cookies, I will just make the dough today and rest it until tomorrow. I needed something distracting because it will take a week to know about my sis. It’s possible she’ll have to move back in with my parents if it comes back positive. I can’t even send her treats because she’s eating healthy. I just feel like there is nothing I can do.
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#738
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Got the polar dough into the fridge.....one of the balls seems a little dry, I’m not sure what to add like just water or milk, molasses or egg...
I remember now why I rarely make cookies, I just have a little hand mixer and not one of those fancy ones with the paddle, the engine threatened to die quite a few times....
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#739
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I just looked at your profile SP, over 20,000 posts ... holy hell ... I need to try to get out of my head and post here more often. Lol.
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#740
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Yep, me, bluebird and Angelique made legendary wise elder like last week.....
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#741
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Most impressive. I remember when you showed up around here and got broken in by my random word salad and everyone else’s provocative paranoia ... oh, and cat pics ... a lot of cat pics ... Hahahahaha. |
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I decided on some melted butter for the dry dough...it seems right now but hopefully it will bake ok....
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#743
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SP, I was coloring a polar bear Christmas page today
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#744
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Nice, do you have a pic?
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#745
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Not right now, but I can get one when I'm finished with it
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#746
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Had nice day skiing. Going skiing again tomorrow. Supposed to dump snow tonight and then be sunny in the morning.
My moms friend couldn't come with us cuz she's too busy doing cocaine. Poor soul.. |
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#747
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I have no motivation to draw lately
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#748
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It comes and goes for me usually when I’m having a minor mood flux.....
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Same here, I did sauté mushrooms and onions today, make cookies, and watch a movie and color though
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Angelique67, Desoxyn, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#750
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I'm thinking of trying the ten different types of nootropic mushrooms. I can't just only have a love for psilocybin ones..
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