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Desoxyn · Sep 01, 2020, 08:51 PM

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Originally Posted by Job 30 26

Money was deposited into my bank account from Amazon so I curiously checked my reviews for my short story and low and behold, my friend's review from Mexico now shows up on the US Amazon site. That review is a few months old, but i was surprised it showed up after all of this time. That was a bit of a boost. =)

I've been googling dx's and started self dx'ing and that's never good. I have a lot to talk about with my therapist. Man it's dark, i don't even want to talk about it with my pdoc. It's a pretty big worry.

See my therapist on the 8th and pdoc on the 11th. I'm still not sleeping well even taking 11mgs of seroquel. I'm a wreck. I can suffer all the other withdrawal effects but not the sleeplessness one where I keep waking up at 4am and and can't fall back to sleep. Pray to god she prescribes me ketamine nasal spray.

Have faith in sleep inertia that you'll go back to sleep. I dream so hard that I wake up in the middle of the night and I don't feel tired.. Then I fall back asleep maybe have a drink of water or something..

Desoxyn · Sep 01, 2020, 09:36 PM

I made it another day without panicking. It's unlikely that I'll panic on all of this olanzepine

falcon09 · Sep 01, 2020, 10:06 PM

took my APs....

Desoxyn · Sep 01, 2020, 10:35 PM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

took my APs....

Same I took 10mg of olanzepine. It kicked in but I don't feel a difference - I'm already stable enough from last nights dose.

Desoxyn · Sep 01, 2020, 10:42 PM

I think September is my favourite month

newtus · Sep 01, 2020, 10:53 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

I think September is my favourite month

It is mine too

bpcyclist · Sep 02, 2020, 07:27 AM

Albert let me sleep a few hrs. Yay! Just sipping tea. Gonna go to run in a bit.

newtus · Sep 02, 2020, 08:12 AM

I slept the whollle night! Woke up once but went to sleep!

newtus · Sep 02, 2020, 08:16 AM

Also I know I’m getting bad sleep in general because my eyes are darker around them. Like it’s darker around my eyes. (Idk how to phrase that). Plus I woke up, and I had went down like 4-5 pounds. Crazy huh? I’m sure it was all water weight but I started to get scared cuz I got up to...well a high weight. When I get bad sleep I gain weight, no matter how good I eat. When I get good sleep I lose weight. Idk how to explain it. Also when I get bad sleep my digestive system doesn’t work right like it should.

newtus · Sep 02, 2020, 08:17 AM

I want a new septum ring

Desoxyn · Sep 02, 2020, 10:58 AM

Will be discharged from hospital today

Blue_Bird · Sep 02, 2020, 01:30 PM

On the bus heading home from Walmart. Got some cool Halloween shirts and fleece pajama bottoms. Will post pics later

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 02, 2020, 01:32 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

On the bus heading home from Walmart. Got some cool Halloween shirts and fleece pajama bottoms. Will post pics later

Yay fall!

Blue_Bird · Sep 02, 2020, 02:02 PM

Here they are, plus I got 2 regular shirts

Desoxyn · Sep 02, 2020, 03:04 PM

It's only 2pm... I thought it was like 5pm.. Nice..

I picked up my meds from the pharmacy - Lot of med refills so I have extra. They want me to take half a zopiclone now instead of a whole one because the olanzepine should work good for sleep.

I put my meds in a zip-lock bag with a piece of paper saying how many pills there are (So no one attempts to steal them and so my mom knows what I'm taking) and vitamins in the bathroom cabinet.

I filled up a weekly med box so I won't be taking anything out of the cabinet for a week.

All the meds in my signature is all I take - So imma drink a coffee.

I've been drooling because of the olanzepine.. But I feel cognitively fine.. Better than yesterday even.

My whole family is happy that I'm home and doing better..

Job 30 26 · Sep 02, 2020, 03:07 PM

I have my next short story idea now. I'm 480 words into it. I hope I can pull it off. Today have been okay.

Desoxyn · Sep 02, 2020, 05:52 PM

Spent over an hour out in the sun listening to a podcast - Good time.

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 02, 2020, 06:04 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

Spent over an hour out in the sun listening to a podcast - Good time.

You sound really good today

newtus · Sep 02, 2020, 06:17 PM

Went and got the dogs some treats

Gonna probably go back tomorrow and get sassy this spider bed

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Blue_Bird · Sep 02, 2020, 06:17 PM

I’m making scrambled eggs with cream cheese, spinach, and mushrooms tomorrow. Lunch will be salad. Dinner will be baked tilapia and Brussels sprouts

newtus · Sep 02, 2020, 06:19 PM

I love Halloween. The vibes and decor tho only lmao

Bb I gotta go and get fiancé that Halloween shirt. He’s obsessed with michael Myers!

Blue_Bird · Sep 02, 2020, 06:25 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I love Halloween. The vibes and decor tho only lmao

Bb I gotta go and get fiancé that Halloween shirt. He’s obsessed with michael Myers!

You should! I seen it on a Halloween (Michael Myers movies) fan group I’m on on Facebook and knew I had to grab it

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I found it in Walmart’s men’s section where the graphic tees are

Desoxyn · Sep 02, 2020, 06:25 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

You sound really good today

Yeah I think it's the 10mg of olanzepine every night making me quite stable and less stressed out - I'm able to focus well without mental pain and instability!

No panic attack so far..

Desoxyn · Sep 02, 2020, 06:27 PM

Few clicks on Amazon and I will have this delivered to me next week for 30 dollars (30 day med box);

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That way my mom can monitor what I take monthly instead of weekly.

Angelique67 · Sep 02, 2020, 06:34 PM

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Originally Posted by Job 30 26

Money was deposited into my bank account from Amazon so I curiously checked my reviews for my short story and low and behold, my friend's review from Mexico now shows up on the US Amazon site. That review is a few months old, but i was surprised it showed up after all of this time. That was a bit of a boost. =)

I've been googling dx's and started self dx'ing and that's never good. I have a lot to talk about with my therapist. Man it's dark, i don't even want to talk about it with my pdoc. It's a pretty big worry.

See my therapist on the 8th and pdoc on the 11th. I'm still not sleeping well even taking 11mgs of seroquel. I'm a wreck. I can suffer all the other withdrawal effects but not the sleeplessness one where I keep waking up at 4am and and can't fall back to sleep. Pray to god she prescribes me ketamine nasal spray.

Could you try 1/2 ambien to fall asleep and the other half when you wake up at 4am? That's what my friend has been doing for at least 20 years.

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