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#301
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so sleepy
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#302
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I'm gonna see about having maintenance come up so they can help me hang my pictures on the wall. We're required to have them do it since they know where to place the nails so we don't mess up the walls. I have 4 pics I need hung, one framed poster of Lindsey Stirling, one of Jesus, One of Mary, and my baptismal/confirmation certificate. I also want to eventually get a Michael Myers tin sign to hang up for Halloween decoration
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#303
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Got these movies at the library today
I’m gonna try to make Spaghetti carbonara maybe next weekend. Never made it or had it before. My sister said it’s really good.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#304
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New Duncan Trussell and Joe Rogan podcast!!
This will keep me entertained for 5 hours.. Oh god the olanzepine has kicked in |
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#305
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My fiancé is OBSESSED with MM
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#306
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When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#307
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Hugs, Erti. Prayers for you guys and the children.
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When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#308
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We must just do what we can when we can. It is going to take longer to write right now. Stop being pissed and accept it. This is our brains. It is te deck we got dealt. And you are a hero.
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When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#309
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Huhs, Blue.
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When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#310
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yBlue.yay!
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When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#311
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recipe? I am about to go full vegan, but could sneak a carbonara on first maybe...
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When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#312
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Thank you so much BP!
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#313
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#314
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A lot of mainstream philosophers feel like imposters. I think being vulnerable and saying is a sign of a healthy individual. I haven't had the nerve to write **** since my last short story lol I don't even have plans to write anything.
I felt like an imposter as well before I published my book but I kept telling myself I was this great writer, and that anybody can do it if they try and I think that pushed me into toxic narcissism. Maybe that's the tight rope writers have to walk, between feeling like an imposter and being a narcissist. I think feeling like an imposter would be preferable to everyone around you... |
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#315
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That’s a really good point, Job!
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#316
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Olanzepine I'm sure knocked me out before the zopiclone could even kick in lol. I had some wild *** dreams.
Now I have no positive symptoms.. My extra thoughts are gone... I miss them.. I'll be having a coffee soon and then I'll take Vyvanse in 2 hours.. Edit: It's hard to write.. I didn't have a panic attack yesterday and might not have one today - We'll see.. |
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#317
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#318
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My sister is picking up some McDonalds for me!
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#319
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When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#320
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They let me sign out and go to Tim Hortons and get a coffee.
The Vyvanse withdrawal is bad - I take one in 20 minutes. I think if I wouldn't take one today, I would panic. Stimulants are good anti-anxiety meds no? =P Edit: I'll see if the Vyvanse does something and if it doesn't, I'm going down to 7.5mg of olanzepine if they let me. I feel really restless. |
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#321
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Feeling mildly depressed...think it’s because we’re going to have storms so it’s overcast out probably going to have to go to work in the storms which I’m not used to driving in and the last time this happened we lost power. Also I can’t start on classes really so I’m kinda bummed about that. My self care box is at home so I can’t bust I to that and it’s too big to bring here. Ideas?
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#322
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#323
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I like how sleep heals and resets the mind. I was having a horrible panic attack last night that lasted for hours then I went to sleep and woke up feeling a lot better today
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#324
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I'm sure that I won't panic today - Hopefully I won't. |
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#325
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It must be hard with your sister and mom having cancer - That would make anyone feel confused and without hope in a way. Sending good vibes <3 |
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