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I'm so fckn tir3d

There's a Ukrainian game developer that's having a big sale on their games in Steam, and the proceeds go to a charity that is helping Ukrainians and the war they're in right now. You can either buy the games or donate directly to the charity if you don't want the games, they have a link on there. I went ahead and bought a game on there by them to support them, it wasn't much but I guess every little bit helps

Yeah I do. I can take an extra 5 mg Olanzapine when stressed. Thanks. And you're totally right. I need to for sure do more self-care when stressed.

Although I feel like I should probably just be on the higher dose of olanzapine all the time. I see my pdoc tomorrow - so I'll ask him if I can just take 15 mg olanzapine as a regular dose. Because this impulsivity **** has just caused so many problems.

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So one thing I do is bribe myself, if I complete A for work or school I can have or do B for fun….the more you work, the more you play.

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That's a good idea. I don't have enough things I do for fun. Sometimes it's hard for me to distinguish work from fun.

Actually I can distinguish work from fun. Nvm.

Registered for my final semester of my masters program will graduate in august.

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Congrats! That's awesome.

Congrats!!

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Just got done grocery shopping. Waiting on the bus now to go home

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Is Brie cheese good? I got a little wheel of it at the store today. I was looking for Havarti cheese which is my favorite but couldn't find it so got Brie instead, I don't believe I've ever had it that I can recall. I also got a loaf of sourdough bread to make toast with

I love Brie…..

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Brie you more spread on toast or crackers rather then cook with. It’s a spreadable cheese. I like to eat it with a jam on crackers just spread out.

You don’t typically eat the rind.

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I bet it would taste great, cheese and jam is a good combo

Now I need to get some jam to go with my Brie cheese, I’ll try to pick some up tomorrow

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I'm going to the library tomorrow to return some stuff and pick up some requests, while I'm there I'm going to ask for an application in case they're hiring for part-time work and have my care manager help me fill it out on Friday when we meet

They have an application online on their website actually but I have nothing I can put in the section for work experience so I don't know if they'll even consider me, it's for shelving books

I'll apply and see what happens, the worst that can happen is they don't hire me, but if they don't I can keep trying at other places until I get something. There has to be somewhere desperate enough to hire someone without experience

I haven't had a panic attack in 20 days, I was on the verge of one last night but it went away. I think having someone to talk to everyday is helping (the guy I went to high school with), he's gonna be back from his deployment around June and will visit then when we can figure out a good time

I took an extra stim cuz I'm exhausted from working and have no energy.

I'm not microdosing anymore for a long time because I searched up its side effects for thickening of heart valves and it doesn't sound good. I guess I just can't microdose while on stimulants.

This is what I want my meds to be like;
Invega Trinza 525mg 12/w
Dexedrine XR 60mg
Wellbutrin 300mg SR
Atenolol 2x 50mg
Olanzepine 10mg
Zopiclone 3.25mg
Clonazepam PRN

I want to get refills before I go on vacation but they might not let me. I also might need to rebook my psychiatrist appointment. I hope there's no problem.

Hey, hope everyone has a nice day today... I am doing pretty well. My olanzapine got increased to 15 mg.

How's it going on the increased dose?

I slept good, I really needed it, I haven't been sleeping well. I've had a sore throat for the past 3 days, I wish I had some of that spray that numbs your throat.. Not doing much today, just cleaning and then maybe video chatting with my friend later today. The cat hammock/playground thing I wanted to get my cat says it will only ship in 1 to 2 months, so I decided I'm getting her something different so she can have it sooner, I found basically the same thing but in a different color, and am going to order her it this weekend, along with some extra toys, I don't know where she put all her catnip mice, they must be under the couch or she stashed them somewhere else because I can't find them. She's good at hiding things.

Having more stone pain…

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Hi everyone, sorry i haven't been around much, life has been a bit crappy for me lol i hope you're all OK.