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#526
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I made my homepage Google Scholar. Ha.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#527
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Oh fack!!
Life.. reality.. Gotta keep moving |
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#528
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I'm throwing the gabapentin away cuz it does something weird to my heart.. and my mind..
I smoked indica with it and I was so-dizzy-that-I-felt-drunk... I tried to go to sleep but was afraid that I'd stop breathing in my sleep... Cuz I tried not breathing to see what would happen and I was so relaxed that I didn't get any suffocation effects.. I manually took each breath, waiting for stuff to clear my bloodstream to prevent oxygen deprivation and sudden death (This could be all in my head lol...). I fell asleep 2 hours later. But yeah. That was my night. I said, "if I wake up in the morning, this is a start to a new life...." Went to work.. No energy.. Enough of this nonsense. Tomorrow will be a better day. |
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#529
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I'm save up money to move to Guatemala..
Edit: If I could be a hippie... But idk |
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#530
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Before I started Depakote I was complaining to everyone around me how WEIRD the side effects were from anticonvulsants! I tried Tegretol & Topamax previously. That’s the only way that I can describe them - weird. |
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#531
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My mom says that she's afraid that she caused my anxiety.
I said she didn't.. But I think she caused my paranoia cuz she's so social (And I have slight autism/introversion) so that = schiz Criticisms to my conclusion are welcome. |
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#532
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Possible trigger:
I'm gonna try my hardest to try and be independent. I'm gonna learn the rules to driving again tomorrow and get a full drivers license. |
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#533
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I felt a sort of anxiety attack because I procrastinated taking the atenolol and olanzepine. They help after kicking in but I really wish I didn't have to take them. It's my fault for abusing stimulants and psychedelics.
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#534
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Not that you shouldn't take similar... But Topamax is no good I think. |
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#535
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Good morning. Woke up at 4am and have been up since. Didn't sleep well again.
Going grocery shopping in a couple hours. Sent from my M8L using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#536
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I am seeing my old therapist again. She was very helpful. Anyway, that has me in a better mood this morning. Hope everyone has a good day today.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#537
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Went grocery shopping. Food is so expensive
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#538
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Agreed. I spent $70 on Friday and hardly got anything!
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Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
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#539
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Dude. Lybalvi really messes with me. The Pdoc says it shouldn't be any more sedating than Olanzapine but that crap puts me out. I took one yesterday morning for anxiety, paranoia, and agitation. I could barely make it through work. I stared at the same invoice for like two hours trying to make sure that I did the taxes right. I got home at 3:35 PM and went right to bed and slept until 4 AM this AM. I am still feeling messed up. I asked my Dad to bring me a coffee because I can't concentrate. I feel so freaking out of it. I think I have some Olanzapine that was filled prior and I will just take that. The Lybalvi like freaking puts me to sleep!
Also I was on Topomax for a little while. I saw a discussion of it above. Yeah, that messed with me too. I couldn't remember my coworkers names. I had to get off of that mess.
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#540
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#541
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Today one of my bosses who I have never met in person (just talked to her via Microsoft Teams either messaging or video calls) will be here. Today, tomorrow, and Thursday. We don't really get on so I am kind of nervous about it but I do not want to take any anxiety medication because I am still so messed up over the dang Lybalvi.
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#542
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I did 20 minutes on the treadmill. I normally do 45 minutes but I’m worn out from barely any sleep in 3 days. I just have to remind myself that 20 minutes is better than nothing
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#543
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Yes, 20 minutes is definitely better than nothing! Don't push yourself too hard when you have hardly had any sleep Blue_Bird. Try to rest today even if you can't sleep. Do something restful like watch some TV or something. How is Stash doing?
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#544
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I'm just listening to some music ![]()
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#545
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Good to hear.
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#546
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I got some cheesecake at the store
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#547
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Yum, sounds delicious! I haven't had cheesecake in an age!
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#548
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The girls
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#549
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Such cute kitty cats, Blue_Bird! thanks for sharing!
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#550
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I know it's far away but I can't wait for Christmas. Such a magical time of year.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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