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#526
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I don't want them to be concerned about me
and take my drugs away They are all I have I also have my mind But who knows how long it will stay. |
![]() Job 30 26, Sometimes psychotic
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#527
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Trying mindfulness and meditation everyday to help with my paranoia
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Angelique67, Sometimes psychotic
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#528
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I'm not well. I admit this. For the first time in forever.
I took 5mg of olanzepine and 3mg of Invega. The friend with autism... Her autism, messed up my mind - To proportions, beyond my comprehension. Now my mind is broken. And so is this world. It's just a prison bubble, full of insane people. With evil entities, feeding off of each other, sharing energies, dying, rebirthing, etc etc.. |
![]() Job 30 26, Sometimes psychotic
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#529
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My dad wants to visit, and to teach me to drive his Mustang.
I'm not capable of driving anymore. It's impossible. I'll just crash. I get the Invega Trinza injection in 3 days. |
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#530
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I keep getting worried thinking my septum piercing is too low, or doesn’t look good. I feel like a lot of peoples are higher up in the nose. And I read something online about septum piercings being too low. Now I’m like obsessively checking my piercing and worrying it was screwed up when it was done or something.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#531
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Maybe I’m just over analyzing it, idk.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Angelique67, Desoxyn, Job 30 26
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#532
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I never thought of mixing tea with coffee before. I used to have a neighbor that loved putting a Lipton tea bag in his coffee. Always swore it was the best. I didn’t realize it was an actual thing ![]() Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Angelique67, Job 30 26, Sometimes psychotic
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#533
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I’m debating about the getting a permit thing. I think I dissociate and panic too much to safely drive. I hope your injection helps ![]() Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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![]() Angelique67, Desoxyn
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#534
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Getting my hair cut in august then getting it professionally dyed emerald/forest green in October. I changed my mind on the blue. I think the green will look better on me. I’m excited.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Angelique67, cogladaid, Sometimes psychotic
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#535
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I feel much better!
Invega, olanzepine, * kicked in - and diazepam will calm me a little more. Just balancing my brain chems, since over a decade ago.. Still the same agitation problems.. I'm at phase 2 of self-improvement.. I must improve further and learn even more.. Just the world is even more broken - As long as my neurochemistry is okay, it's good. I wish I had someone, to guide me. Remember when I was talking about "The paradox?" - That known through so many religions and philosophies. I knew that.. But still was so isolated, and my conscience just kicked back, while I wrote stuff out of frustration and despair.. I wish I put my anger/agitation/mania into something good.. I could have been real creative and would have accomplished more meaningful things (Before the trip).. I just needed to be slapped, and woken up.. Bad things happened.. I'm not a kid anymore - But I was failed, miserably. And it was all by design. That's why society is this way - The rich get their yachts and private jets, islands, mansions, cars etc.. It's the problem that everyone thinks about. Suffering - We all die.. So no one cares.. Caring about/having empathy for other people/lives is one of the most positive things you can do.. But for me? I snap, and go into directions, out of frustration, and confusion.. But it's all good.. I'll write more later.. |
![]() Angelique67, Blue_Bird, cogladaid, Job 30 26
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#536
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Went good with the dietician! Just catching up. She says it sounds like I’m doing good. Gave me kudos for stopping alcohol.
She even told me about this store here in the city that sells all sorts of alcohol free drinks. Fake wines, canned mocktails. They even had gluten free alcohol free beer! I bought a bunch of things. It was cool. So I went there. Got a smoothie and a pita for lunch after the dietician. I made this spinach and mushroom parpadelle pasta for dinner. Then went to Walmart for some dog treats. While at Walmart I started to feel hungry again so we ended up buying some pre seasoned chicken wings. Cooked them up and ate them after we got home. Finally got to eat them at 9pm hahaha. We found these prepackaged ribs for $8 a rack - fresh racks of ribs were almost twice as that. So we’ll have those tomorrow for dinner. Now I’m just watching this movie on TV and I’ll go to bed. I did get a peach green tea lemonade from Starbucks before I came home. Tomorrow my mom and I are going for a quick trip to Costco first thing. Then I’ll go gym and just see where the day takes me. Probably keep it pretty chill. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
![]() Blue_Bird, Sometimes psychotic
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#537
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Oh no I forgot I’m going to see the new Indiana Jones movie tomorrow with my sister!
So Costco and movie. Don’t know if I’ll have time for the gym. Oh well. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
![]() Blue_Bird, Sometimes psychotic
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#538
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I've been very worried this past week. My friend is facing catastrophe since a terrible error at work. He won't let me contact him. This is awful because what if he tries to kill himself? What can I do. I can't do anything. I'm praying a lot but not on my knees. It's more intense on my knees with a prayer candle burning. I can't kneel here or burn candles. And I have to keep praying throughout the days. Several times a day.
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#539
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Hugs! ![]() |
![]() Angelique67, Blue_Bird
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#540
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My standing up panic is bad today. But I made it outside and then back in.
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#541
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Thank you, I’m happy with it. Even if it’s not in the “perfect” placement I love it. Not everything is perfect. It may be because I jumped a bit when they put the needle in. It’s not like it looks glaringly off or bad or anything. Now to just let it heal. I will probably get some smaller diameter jewelry for it once it heals fully. I’m excited to try out different jewelry in it once it heals. It says 6-8 weeks for it to heal but I guess for most people it’s around 3-6 plus months for it to fully heal. And have to wait at least 3 months before changing the jewelry. I’m having fun looking at all the cute septum jewelry available ![]() Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Angelique67, Sometimes psychotic
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#542
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I hope your friend will be okay ![]() ![]() Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Angelique67
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#543
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Hope you enjoy the movie ![]() Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#544
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Here’s one I’m looking at
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() cogladaid, Sometimes psychotic
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#545
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Here’s some I thought are cute , I personally probably wouldn’t be able to pull it off though, but here’s a cat, a bat, and a bee with a flower. Maybe for a special event or Halloween or something though
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Angelique67, cogladaid, Sometimes psychotic
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#546
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#547
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My charoite ring. When I was in high school I used to listen to Siberian Khatru by Yes, and Late November by Pavlov's Dog, and fantasized living in Siberia. I've never been in Siberia, but my charoite has! It comes from eastern Siberia.
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![]() Blue_Bird, Sometimes psychotic
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#548
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#549
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#550
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Life is going smoothly and happy today (:
My multiple mental disorders are locked in a cage for now. I feed them bones to gnaw on, and some steaks when necessary. |
![]() Angelique67, cogladaid, Sometimes psychotic
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