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#51
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I'm done with all the crazy stuff. I'm sticking to weed and alcohol.
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#52
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The animal shelter got back to me and they have an opening. I told them I'd take it!
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"I don't know what I'm looking for." "Why not?" "Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them." "What, are you crazy?" "It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet," |
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#53
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I’m good with not drinking except when I’m cooking with wine. I made oxtail ragu - drank red wine. Made risotto today - drank white wine.
I like cooking with wine but I always end up drinking some. I mean I didn’t drink enough to get drunk so it’s not really a big deal but I’m just trying not to drink at all. I have some white wine left and a whole bottle of red wine. I’m fine resisting shots or cocktails but just… wine. It’s there. I went 14 days. Then 10 days. Now I’m back to 0 days. Oh well. Aside from that I just went to the gym today again. Going to go again tomorrow. I did back and chest today. I did some box push ups (I can’t do regular push ups yet) and I benched 65lbs (my old high weight was 160lbs). I’ll build up to how I was before. I have to keep in mind it took me four years to get into the shape I was, and I’ve been away for three years. And then Friday going with my sister to check out this other gym. They can give me a good deal because they’re poaching me from the closing gym. Hopefully it’s not too busy and a good atmosphere. I would enjoy going there it’s not too far away and seems to have equipment I’m looking for (like squat racks and bench press etc). Oh I bought some funny gym tank tops from Amazon today. I can’t wait for them to show up. Here’s one of them: ![]() Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#54
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So happy to hear that! You’ll love it! ![]() Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#56
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I went grocery shopping today. Got:
Avocados Blueberries Bananas Sweet potatoes Asparagus Bag of fresh spinach Mixed greens salad Grape tomatoes Turkey breast sliced from deli Dave’s Killer bread (it’s a brand of organic bread) Instant coffee One bar of Lindt 70% dark chocolate A big container of plain fat free Greek yogurt Butter Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Angelique67, cogladaid, MuddyBoots, Sometimes psychotic
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#57
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My boyfriend used to experiment a lot with acid and mushrooms etc. He had a horrible trip one time with acid but he said other than that it was amazing and changed him for the better. Which I think it did because he’s a better person than when we dated when I was down there 10 years ago which was before he got into any of that, he didn’t even smoke weed or anything back then. He’s changed a lot in a good way. He only smokes weed now and doesn’t really mess with shrooms and stuff anymore but he said he’d be open to it but he is not actively seeking that out anymore. I know there’s a lot of research that indicates some psychedelics can be beneficial for mental health Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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Cogladaid just want to say your fitness journey is inspiring me a lot , I used to be very active but the past few years I kind of fell out of the habit of exercising regularly and I really need/want to get back to it. I really have no excuse as there’s a treadmill on my floor of the building and I have weights and resistance bands too. I’m gonna try to start getting more active again.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#59
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Yeah I went religiously to the gym for four years and because of COVID stopped going for three years so it was rough start to get back to it last month. Don’t push yourself and don’t feel bad! I was having trouble getting myself up again but my doctor gave me some advice to just try to carve out some time at first. Like just standing by an exercise machine for 15 minutes is a start because you’re carving out the time. Motivation is hard I really get that. I struggled a lot and sometimes still struggle with some things to do with motivation. Like brushing my teeth, showering, and like today - working. I don’t know if I would call myself inspiring but I thank you for that compliment. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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I was at the gym yesterday and as I was leaving this guy was on the bench press and it was falling on him so I ran over and helped pull it off him. He said thank you and seemed embarrassed so I didn’t make a big deal about it.
I know what’s it like missing a lift and then having someone rescue you lol. I just wanted to return the favour. We’re all at the gym together. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#61
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Yeah I should. I find it’s not quite the same but I’ll have to get used to it. I cannot be trusted around wine apparently. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
#63
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Yeah that makes sense, I have a tendency to do things all or nothing. So I get in the mindset that if I don’t get on the treadmill for 30 minutes then I might as well not do it at all. It’s a stupid mindset to have. I just need to start building consistency again even if it’s 10 or 15 minutes. Just continually show up. I always feel better after exercising so I don’t know why I put it off so much. I think it’s just a motivation thing maybe, like I’ve been going through a huge motivation struggle the past several weeks. It’s so hard to get myself to even clean my apartment and sometimes hard to shower even if I need to. Normally I’m super motivated. I don’t know why I’ve been like this the past few weeks. I just can’t seem to get myself moving Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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So the new strings on both my ukuleles sound good. Now to keep returning them for a couple weeks so they settle in. It usually takes a couple weeks for new strings to settle in and stop going out of tune so frequently.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Angelique67, cogladaid, MuddyBoots, Sometimes psychotic
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#65
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Could you be depressed? Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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I don’t think so, I mean I don’t feel depressed really, my mood is okay, it’s not as amazingly good/high as it normally is but I wouldn’t considered it to the level of being depressed Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#67
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Meant to say *re-tuning not returning Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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For some reason I always equate depression for me as being suicidal. Maybe I am slightly depressed just without the suicidal part. Just the lack of energy and motivation and lower mood than normal
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#69
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My guess is one of the newer meds is keeping you from the extreme but you’re still a little down…tends to happen after a mania….
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Hi everyone. Popping in for a bit. Still struggling with some severe depression. Ugh. On a new medicine. So that makes 3 antidepressants and two antipsychotics. Sheesh. I told my T yesterday that I was sad. I didn't elaborate. But sad was an understatement. I hope everyone is doing good. I will try to pop in a bit more often. Missed you all. Hugs kit
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#71
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Hugs SK…make sure you’re doing activities even if they don’t feel fun right now. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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#72
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Thanks SP. I did do some reading because for once I could concentrate. Got about 100 pages read on a book about the Templars. Did a lot of Church stuff which was both stressful and being around people and not withdrawing. My sister is getting married in 50 days so got all that to think about. Made myself shower this morning and I managed to make myself stay at work today. Just want to sleep 24/7
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#73
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Eating some plain Greek yogurt with fresh blueberries and flax seed
Good to see you SK, I hope the depression improves soon ![]() Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Angelique67, cogladaid, MuddyBoots, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#74
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Thanks, Blue_Bird
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#75
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Really tired of these nausea /shaking episodes. Wish it was next Wednesday already so I can find out the results of my blood tests
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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