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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Hogwarts
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Oct 01, 2023 at 01:01 AM
#581
Well I made my decision. I’m continuing working at this job. For as long as they’ll have me. I’m just gonna keep showing up and doing my best even if I’m not perfect at it, just keep trying. Maybe someday it’ll get easier. Or maybe I’ll get fired someday. Idk we’ll see. I tend to be ultra paranoid about others and think people are plotting against me to get me fired. It’s literally only been a month and it’s my first job so I should be easy on myself. Im doing my pretty well considering it’s my first job and also my mental health issues factor. A lot of days will suck. Some days will be great, some will be good, some will be okay. I just have to keep showing up.
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom  8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,842
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Oct 01, 2023 at 04:40 AM
#582
On hour 36 of no sleep, I am calling in sick today. I can’t function this sleep deprived. I’ll go to work tomorrow but I need to sleep today.
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,842
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Oct 01, 2023 at 10:13 AM
#583
I took the day off so I can get some sleep. My new shoes came
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Angelique67, cogladaid, Sometimes psychotic, unsure123
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,842
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Oct 01, 2023 at 12:38 PM
#584
I now have accumulated a balance of 1 hour of paid sick time off and 0.33 hours of paid time off. It’s nothing now but it will grow over time then maybe in like a year from now I can take a week off from work, get paid for it, and take a trip NYC, it’s only a 2 1/2 hour car ride away. My sister would probably take me, if she were able to get time off from her job too, just for like a couple days because I wouldn’t want to leave my cats home alone for longer than 2-3 days at max.
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Angelique67, cogladaid, Sometimes psychotic
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,842
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Oct 01, 2023 at 01:30 PM
#585
I got my Soundcore Anker Life Q20 hybrid active noise cancelling Bluetooth headphones. They’re really cool. I’ve never had noise cancelling headphones before. It makes things so quiet when you have the feature on, so I don’t have to hear all the people outside my apartment talking. It’s cool. Also music sounds really great on them.
The noise cancelling feature will probably be super helpful for silent meditation. Or help focus when I’m reading Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Angelique67, cogladaid, Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,842
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Oct 02, 2023 at 04:39 AM
#586
Good morning, I slept really good. Better than I have in over a week. Slept straight through the night and woke up when my alarms went off at 5am. Up listening to music now and drinking a coffee. Getting ready for work. I work from 8:45am to 1pm today. I feel really good, sleep makes such a big difference. Going grocery shopping today after I get home from work.
I have tomorrow off. Tomorrow I’m gonna meal prep, and clean my apartment. I also have an appointment with my therapist tomorrow afternoon. Wednesday and Friday I work. Trying to start meditating again , at least 10-15 minutes a day every day. Helps relax me. I meditated yesterday for 10 minutes with my noise cancelling headphones on , without music or anything just the noise cancelling feature on and it relaxed me so much. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Angelique67, Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic, WastingAsparagus
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,842
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Oct 02, 2023 at 05:56 AM
#587
Got a compliment on my Nikes the first time I wore them out of the house today lol
And got a 2nd compliment lol Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Student of Life
Member Since Mar 2014
Location: South America
Posts: 4,658
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Oct 02, 2023 at 11:53 AM
#588
Hey everyone, back on 60 mg latuda so should be better now... I just wish my doctor had never lowered it to 40 mg. Oh well. It's like lost time almost...
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Student of Life
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Location: South America
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Oct 02, 2023 at 11:57 AM
#589
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,842
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Oct 02, 2023 at 01:29 PM
#590
Just got home from work. It went well. I did cashiering today. I did a layaway by myself for the first time! My manager did observation on me today and he said I am doing really excellent, the only thing he mentioned that I should do is to remember to tell people about the survey on the bottom of the receipt. So I started doing that after he mentioned that. But he said I’m doing excellent and my service is great. I was the only cashier for the first 2 hours. I was able to handle it then the lines started getting long so I had someone come do backup with me. Idk what is going on with all their cashiers. There’s like no one showing up, so today I was stuck with all the work for the first two hours. Idk if they’re just not scheduling enough people or if people just aren’t coming or what. They’re hiring a lot of people but it seems like people don’t stick around for long.
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Monster on the Hill
Member Since Sep 2020
Location: by the river
Posts: 4,575
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Oct 02, 2023 at 01:46 PM
#591
'Bout to stop all my meds cold turkey because this pharmacy is fcked and it's the only pharmacy I'm allowed to use because they do the weekly bubble packs that I'm required by law to use with consults with my med nurse. Will this most definitely result in another IEA? Yes. Do I give a shyt? No. I know how to get out of them now. Just wait for dr pansy pants to come in on the weekend and say "I'll go voluntarily
 :P" and he'll cancel the IEA and boom, won't have to wait in the ER for a month and go to state.
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Elder
Member Since Mar 2011
Location: Nowhere noteworthy.
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Oct 02, 2023 at 01:58 PM
#592
Dang 201? Man I’ve been reality checked out.
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,842
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Oct 02, 2023 at 01:59 PM
#593
I have tomorrow off. I have an appointment with my therapist tomorrow afternoon. I haven’t seen her since I began working at the end of August. I haven’t yet gotten the chance to tell her about becoming talent captain, so I’m excited to share that with her, she knows about me being a cashier but I haven’t seen her since I became talent captain.
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,842
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Oct 02, 2023 at 05:49 PM
#594
I got my digital watch today. So now I can tell what time it is when I’m at work without checking my phone.
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Metaphysic
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
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Oct 02, 2023 at 06:25 PM
#595
I feel really weak. I need sleep.
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Metaphysic
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Location: The Netherlands
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Oct 02, 2023 at 07:19 PM
#596
I feel better cuz Dexedrine, smoked a flower gum and cried.
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
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Oct 02, 2023 at 07:28 PM
#597
Got some protein bars and protein powder. And going grocery shopping tomorrow. Trying to start eating healthier. Trying to drink more water too
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Metaphysic
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Location: The Netherlands
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Oct 02, 2023 at 07:31 PM
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Oct 02, 2023 at 07:39 PM
#599
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I’m not sure lol I definitely wouldn’t have been able to do any of this without my meds and therapy though Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Oct 02, 2023 at 07:47 PM
#600
I’m the stablest I’ve ever been. I don’t think I’m anywhere near ready for full time work but working part time the past month and getting that additional position as talent captain is a great first step and accomplishment.
I’ll be honest there’s days that really ****ing suck and days I want to walk out and quit on the spot in the middle of my shift and customers that really piss me off or upset me. There’s times my paranoia gets bad and I think coworkers and customers are whispering about me. It’s stressful and very fast paced. But I’ve managed to keep going and pushing through it all. I still make mistakes. But I’m learning. I wouldn’t have been able to handle it even just a year or so ago. I would have ended up quitting or leaving crying from stress the first day or so. Idk what’s changed really but I’m able to handle stress better. Not all days are horrible. Usually most days it’s a mix of good and not good but some days are really good. A lot of days do suck though. Especially when they’re very short staffed like today. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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