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Aug 02, 2006, 11:01 PM
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am i allowed to post this?
i want to cut the stupid childish freakin naive bear into tiny little shreds but i'm too much of a coward to do it i want all that isleft to be bones and blood that is ALLTHAT I AM WORTH yes i am crap, just i hide it most of the time  
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Aug 02, 2006, 11:07 PM
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Fuzzy,
You are worth MUCH MUCH MUCH more than you give yourself credit for. You are not crap, you are wonderful. You are worth a lot, and PC wouldn't be the same without you ... and thats in a GOOD way.  Please try to take care? You are worth it. Please PM me if you want to talk, I will listen. I've been there. Love ya ((((Fuzzy))))
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Aug 02, 2006, 11:15 PM
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fuzzy.. you need to chat? Pm me if you want.
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Aug 02, 2006, 11:26 PM
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</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
Fuzzybear said: am i allowed to post this? i want to cut the stupid childish freakin naive bear into tiny little shreds but i'm too much of a coward to do it i want all that isleft to be bones and blood that is ALLTHAT I AM WORTH yes i am crap, just i hide it most of the time </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> I'm very glad you're a "coward" as I'd be very upset if you did anyting self destructive. You think you manage to hide your horrible, real self from the world, but the truth is, Fuzzy, you are not horrible, but because you have been abused, and on top of that, you've been dismissed by people who should have acknowledged that abuse, and supported you, but who, instead blamed you, you have internalised those feelings and convinced yourself that you are worthless. I can't impress upon you enough, how false those beliefs are, Fuzzy. safe (((hugs))) if ok. |
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Aug 03, 2006, 02:41 AM
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(((((((Fuzzy))))))))
Please take care of my friend bear, okay? You are worth so much more to me. I am so glad that we got to chat today. I've missed you. It just doesn't work out too well when you are sleeping at the proper time for you, and my sleep is all out of whack so I'm sleeping entirely in your daytime.  I hope we can connect more though. And there is always PM. You can tell me anything you like.Love, Rap
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Aug 03, 2006, 04:07 AM
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Fuzzy... I'm here for you... pm me any time. You're such a good friend!
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Aug 03, 2006, 08:46 AM
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thank you all
love Fuzzy
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Aug 04, 2006, 11:38 AM
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(((((Dear Fuzzy)))))
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Aug 04, 2006, 12:21 PM
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... just wanted to check and see how you're doing Fuzzy. You've been in my thoughts; I hope you're ok.
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Aug 04, 2006, 02:23 PM
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Thank you for your support (((( Sabrina )))) and (((( heartspace ))))..... I am feeling a bit better today, I have lots to do IRL so might be a bit quiet for a while.....
Take care, Fuzzy
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Aug 04, 2006, 06:17 PM
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(((((((Fuzzybear)))))))
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Aug 04, 2006, 06:30 PM
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((((((((((((((( Jax ))))))))))))))))
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Aug 05, 2006, 10:36 AM
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I'm so glad you're feeling a bit better.
 Take care
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Aug 26, 2006, 09:22 AM
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Fuzzybear, I understand how you felt. I'm glad you posted, because you obviously needed to get that out.
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Sep 03, 2006, 09:08 AM
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Thank you heartspace and missyleah
I know now, to the depths of my soul, that I am NOT those bad evil things and never was If "bad" thoughts come up, they are just that, words, and not mine Feels so good to be free of that "stuff"..... and expressing it here did help, although it was painful and scary to do so I'm not perfect, who is, but I know in my heart my own truths and although my perception is skewed at times, it is not as skewed as my abusers from long ago (stepmother was one) wanted me to believe.
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Sep 03, 2006, 07:13 PM
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(((((((((Fuzzy))))))))))
It is so good to see you making these realizations. You really are progressing. Skewed perception can be the pits!You've been quiet. Maybe we could talk again sometime soon, I hope. Luv Ya, Rap
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Sep 04, 2006, 04:46 AM
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(((((Fuzzy))))
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Sep 04, 2006, 06:52 AM
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(((((((((((((( Rap )))))))))))))
Thanks for being so kind and supportive of the bear..... I couldn't have got this far without friends like you. I hope I have been of some support to you also Talk again soon I hope  Love, Fuzzy
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Sep 04, 2006, 06:58 AM
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Sep 04, 2006, 01:08 PM
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(((((((((((((( Fuzzy )))))))))))))))
I hope you can print off this most recent post of yours for you to read if things become dark and gloomy again! Like Rap says, it's a great realization... bravo Fuzzo!
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Sep 04, 2006, 03:51 PM
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Thank you! ((((((((((( Silver friend )))))))))))
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Sep 04, 2006, 04:46 PM
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I admire how you turned anger and urges into cut humor! It is a good way to get anger out, I would probably start saying that when I think of or reminded of my Psychiatrist. Good luck to you! You are great and remember that someday things will be beautiful! I just recently was feeling suicidal today and now am CHEERFUL AND EXCITED AND HOPEFUL! Go outside and have a whoop it up great time to make yourself feel better.
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#23
Sep 05, 2006, 05:32 PM
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thanks Sarah..... I wasn't really making a joke
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Sep 06, 2006, 04:34 PM
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No but instead of saying it on you you said BEAR. Teddy bear not human. Good luck you are probably doing well now! If not my heart is with you. Sarah
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