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#751
Dec 02, 2016, 03:57 AM
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Lefty. :-(
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 3 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
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#752
Dec 02, 2016, 09:22 AM
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I am sorry lefty....keep posting if it helps. You are a good writer!
bizi
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#753
Dec 02, 2016, 10:03 AM
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Bad SI tonight. Really bad. Pissed off as it only means I will be stuck in here longer. Maybe I should just stop telling the staff here then I can go home. Please tomorrow be a better day, or night really as that is when I spiral down. F****** PTSD. Bipolar seems to be under control, gotta be a plus I guess.
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#754
Dec 02, 2016, 10:10 AM
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I am so sorry. Continue to be honest with the staff. They are there to help you maybe you could work on your issues that bring on your PTSD while you are there....maybe you already are doing that. Maybe that will be the only way you can break free of SI? Sorry it is so bad for you. ((((((HUGS)))))) bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#755
Dec 02, 2016, 12:32 PM
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Home today, husband and I went out and drank and gambled, this always makes me depressed I drank too much to take my meds and was still awake at 2am. I should know better. This was self inflicted and I'm paying the price today. I had been doing good so good to
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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#756
Dec 02, 2016, 04:04 PM
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Bought some new software as early Christmas gifts. Spent most of today trying to figure out how to make it work. Tired and cold but doing alright otherwise. Need to plan out meals for the month. Ugh.
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#757
Dec 02, 2016, 05:06 PM
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Feeling good. I rarely feel good at this time of the day when my meds start to fade. Still though, very talkative. I can see people's eye's start to fade as they nod and nod and I talk and talk. But that's just the way it is sometimes. Pffft.
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Love and Light, CloserToTheMid Bipolar I - Lamictal, Geodon http://closertothemid.wordpress.com |
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#758
Dec 02, 2016, 05:23 PM
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Feeling more manic than usual today with a side of distant despair. Invincible, defiant, free. Racing, spinning, tumbling thoughts. I don't need meds anyway.
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Bipolar 1 Latuda 120 mg Adderall 40 mg |
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#759
Dec 02, 2016, 06:40 PM
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Wish I could cancel but I'm picking up someone else!
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#760
Dec 02, 2016, 06:51 PM
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The staff have been helping me with PTSD issues and I am making progress. Last night I just hit a major trigger. I almost ran away from the hospital but instead told staff and talked for a long time, was given meds then watched. It did help to talk. I am just frustrated as I want to be stable enough to go home but clearly am not. I guess this last month in here I have processed a lot of trauma so progress has been made. It is just painful slow.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features PTSD "Phew! For a minute there I lost myself." 'Karma Police' by Radiohead |
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#761
Dec 02, 2016, 07:31 PM
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After about 10 days i.p. my insurance starts yelling about booting me out. I don't see how you get to/have to stay a month!
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 3 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
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#763
Dec 02, 2016, 10:06 PM
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bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#764
Dec 02, 2016, 10:32 PM
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****....
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My labels: Bipolar 1 w/ psychosis PTSD GAD SAD ADHD Current meds: 1500mg divalproex sodium 3mg alprazolam 0.5 mg triazolam PRN assorted non psych meds. 
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#765
Dec 03, 2016, 12:11 AM
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Yup, still agitated and getting practically 0 sleep. Definitely dysphoric mania.
I did get a little relief from coloring with my grandma using some of her books... but the coloring only temporarily distracted me. Oh well. I guess it's better than nothing. |
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Dec 03, 2016, 12:45 AM
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I feel for you blue.
(((((HUGS)))) bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#767
Dec 03, 2016, 03:15 AM
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Wide awake at 3 am. I took a shower and did some cleaning. I have a song stuck in my head aggressively on repeat. I'm ready to do my shopping but no stores are open yet.
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#768
Dec 03, 2016, 03:29 AM
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Dec 03, 2016, 03:31 AM
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#771
Dec 03, 2016, 12:05 PM
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Plenty worried, the new doc didn't renew my scrip for Ambien which I've been on for almost three years. I take two 10mg pills a night....down to zero. My meds work as they are and for me sleep is the foundation of my stability....not now, not at Christmas time when I have to mingle. Last night I had one, tonight one then zero. I take Ambien, Benadryl and melatonin to get me to sleep. For as long as I can remember I have trouble sleeping. This med cocktail is the first one I've had without major side effects and is still effective. Already the noise in my head. Augh.
 
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Dec 03, 2016, 12:11 PM
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 3 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
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#773
Dec 03, 2016, 12:13 PM
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Take extra good care!  WC |
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#774
Dec 03, 2016, 12:26 PM
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#775
Dec 03, 2016, 01:03 PM
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It has been ages since I have come here to the forum. But I really need support. I am totally floundering in dark emotions. Typical this time of year. Often been in hospital hereabouts or in deep trouble of mixed episode. Have lost old supports. Most of them. In a bad place. Can't do my art. Can't even write. Reading is tricky. Exercise hard to do. Need to shower. House a mess. Very alone though husband tries to be kind and is a great help. But my head is just a sad business. Don't know what to do with it. Took all medicine e I can. Why does the time of year crack my stability, my JOY?
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