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Oct 16, 2018, 06:40 PM
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#677
Oct 16, 2018, 06:45 PM
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well I had to cancel my therapy appointment for this week and now I can't get in until the 30th. That will be like 3 weeks since my last session. Sigh
besides that though, I'm doing pretty good this week. Today I dug up and tried an old recipe, one I haven't done in like years, and it came out pretty good if I do say so myself. Unfortunately hubby's with an upset stomach so I doubt he'll be eating it. I guess that gives me free reign to make it again though sometime.
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#678
Oct 16, 2018, 06:55 PM
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I had a long day, a bit down.
I did see the T today, and she helped me try to see what's valid versus not anxiety-wise in upcoming school events following the CPS case. She gave me some homework to do on it. The T is pretty perceptive though. Even though most of my appointment I was talking about best and worst case scenarios, anxiety, and panic attacks, she asked me at the end of the session if I was sad today. I told her yes, why? She said I just looked sad to her.
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#679
Oct 16, 2018, 07:15 PM
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 Sorry about the panic attacks. I hope you sleep soundly. WC
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#680
Oct 16, 2018, 07:18 PM
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  ((((("( ~Christina )))))) I hope you sleep well tonight. WC
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#681
Oct 16, 2018, 07:19 PM
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#682
Oct 16, 2018, 08:01 PM
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I have more paperwork to fill out now- argggg!- but i found out that noah and i got accepted for medicaid!! And i got my check from the bipolar study so im not totally broke the next 2 weeks!
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#683
Oct 16, 2018, 08:24 PM
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Mini rant !
Anyone else use Tapatalk and can’t start new PM’s ??? Afreakingannoying !
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#684
Oct 16, 2018, 09:18 PM
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I would like a day of feeling absolutely fabulous !
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#685
Oct 16, 2018, 09:53 PM
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#686
Oct 17, 2018, 02:40 AM
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Day 6 of Wellbutrin here. I slept okay last night even though my eyes tremor. I called the doc and they said I can give it a few more days but if it doesnt go away by then to stop taking it and make a followup.
I really hope they go away I can feel my brain clearing and functioning better. tomorrow is the big EEG day too I wonder if the tremor will interfere with the EEG... prob should have brought that up to the dr. Hope they can differentiate between a tremor and a seizure. Im feeling abit overwhelmed though my sons brithday is coming up and usually i throw big birthday parties, luckily he just wants his friends over to play Dungeons and dragons but I haven't met any of their parents yet and i know this will bring me to needing to make small talk and getting to know people which I was trying to hold off on until I was more stable. We moved to Germany last summer so this is their first school year here and i know this is important to him. Im hoping since he's turning 14 maybe these kids being older- their parents will just come in say hi, verify pick up time and leave =/ then my husband can just run the party itself. Im trying to hold on and cope. My husband showed a cleaning service our house for a free estimate to take some of the work off my hubby till i'm more functional. |
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#687
Oct 17, 2018, 03:59 AM
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#688
Oct 17, 2018, 04:13 AM
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It is a great idea hiring a cleaning service if you can afford it. Less stress on you. I hate December a lot because of this issue, not to mention the holidays. My daughter's birthday is Dec. 14. She is turning 11 this year. She always wants a huge party. H & I are trying to think of a way to just have her invite 5 or 6 good friends. Once we had it here. First, half the kids did not RSVP. Second, my house is way too small, no open areas, small rooms all over. I stressed so much about the cleaning, I nearly made myself sick. A few good friends would solve the English/Spanish barrier I have with a lot of the truly bilingual kids in her class (often one or both of the parents or guardians only speak broken English; I speak no Spanish.) In this limited group of friends, I have parents with fluent English, phone numbers, and am comfortable texting the day before the party to ask if their child plans to attend. I'd have more of an idea how many kids to expect. I like knowing things like that in advance. Then, we could do more with less money. Renting a place is expensive. And it is December. Even here, it can be chilly or rainy outside, possibly snow flurries, or warm, shorts weather, or just pleasant outdoors; you just don't have a clue. But that rules out parks & beachside areas. And we have to do the party early Dec. to not collide with holiday plans.
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Oct 17, 2018, 04:13 AM
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#690
Oct 17, 2018, 04:14 AM
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Up early at 3 AM. Obvious insomnia...sigh.
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Oct 17, 2018, 04:34 AM
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Yeah my kid large birthday parties I usually had out of the house- The little gym, a bouncy house place, a roller rink, etc and its always because I do the same darn thing- i make myself sick with worry cleaning everything down to the baseboards. I get so wound up when things are at my house it shard to function. Its like the cleaner my house and more organized I appear the more normal I think they'll think I am. It would be easier for me if my son wanted a roller skating party or something. Some places even decorate and clean up after you if you buy a "party package" When we did it at the Little gym when my daughter was 8 all I had to do was bring the cake. I actually thought about seeing if they could do it at the library but i don't think they have the space or would like food there =( Does you daughter know about your disability like have you guys discussed what its called and stuff? Mine know I get tired and sick and I've talked about anxiety but thats it. I know I'm going to have to talk to them about it but I think im going to wait till im stable. |
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#692
Oct 17, 2018, 07:03 AM
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I learned that people really don't care about you when you're sad. They either give you the worst advice, yell at you, ignore you, judge you, or just totally invalidate your emotions. So yeah. I'll just keep stuff to myself from now on. People suck. Always have, always will. Nobody asks how you are even though you ask people how they are all the time because they don't care.
Tomorrow is my birthday. No it's not a happy one. I hate that people automatically wish you a happy birthday. What's so happy about it. |
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#693
Oct 17, 2018, 07:42 AM
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(Had to laugh at your last sentence -- yeah, maybe that's why I do it! Well, that and anxiety itself can drive me to cleaning.)Quote:
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#694
Oct 17, 2018, 07:57 AM
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I'm bummed because I don't have anyone to celebrate with. I think people have forgotten about my birthday. |
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#695
Oct 17, 2018, 08:03 AM
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(((((( Moreta )))))) I hope you have a good day tomorrow. WC
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#696
Oct 17, 2018, 10:12 AM
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I have noticed this too with the people in my life. Like H just thinks if I do things when I'm depressed, I'll work myself out of my depression. It may help him. Doesn't do a thing for me. Regarding your birthday. I won't tell you to have a happy one if that's not what you want but do try and take extra care of yourself. Is there one thing or out of the routine in self-care that would make you feel good? A hot bath. Lighting a scented candle (not to remind you of birthday cake, but for the smell). A hot cup of tea, coffee, hot chocolate, cider? A TV show you have not yet watched or a book to read?I can't remember if you work or not. If not, maybe getting out to someplace, break up the rhythm of your day. Go to the library, just browse, if you don't have money, not sure what the weather is like for you. Go for a walk if not cold or raining. Just one small special thing for yourself. My last birthday sucked. I had no money. I turned 40. Growing up, I had thought by then I'd be settled, have a good job and marriage and know the answers to everything. Ha!
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Oct 17, 2018, 10:16 AM
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#698
Oct 17, 2018, 10:24 AM
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Nearly passed out after the dermatologist removed a mole. I hate medical stuff like that. I'm 50/50 on fainting odds.
OMG, I hope it biopsies normal, and I don't have to go back and get more cut out afterwards as happened with H's last trip there. She cut off a TON! I nearly passed out taking care of it (middle of his back, he couldn't reach it). My last mole removal was precancerous but all removed at the initial visit, thank God. Blonde hair, blue eyes, fair skin means I have never once seen a dermatologist and left without at least 1 suspicious removel. And that is going every 6 months.
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#699
Oct 17, 2018, 10:28 AM
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I wish she'd ask/talk about it more to me, but she doesn't. That Psych ER/CPS case really did a number on shutting that door, what little it was open. She doesn't talk about any of the ulcer stuff either. Hates medical stuff so never visited me in the hospital. It would have been nice, but IDK. I was in so much pain, pain was pretty much all I could focus on most of the time anyway.
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Oct 17, 2018, 03:40 PM
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Had to leave work early because today is the last attempt Fed Ex will make to deliver a package that requires a signature. :steamed:
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