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I'm cutting down on benzos. It might be a rough night
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#553
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Usually sleep is not an issue for me, but it's been off these past five days. The number of hours has been less an issue than the quality and schedule, but last night and tonight are exceptions. I fell asleep at about 1 am this morning, and am now awake at 4 am. My alarm is set for 5:15 am. We want to go to the grocery store when they just open at 6 am.
I guess anxiety is a growing factor. My heart feels like it is racing. I just took an Ativan. I don't know if mood elevation still is. I have still been quite energetic, but otherwise feel normal mood-wise. |
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I’m had problems sleeping tonight and the night before. I had just put a deposit on a puppy last night and woke up today at 1:00 and was ruminating on COVID.
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It is said an Eastern monarch once charged his wise men to invent him a sentence, to be ever in view, and which should be true and appropriate in all times and situations. They presented him the words: "And this, too, shall pass away." How much it expresses! How chastening in the hour of pride! How consoling in the depths of affliction! ---"Address before the Wisconsin State Agricultural Society". Abraham Lincoln Online. Milwaukee, Wisconsin. September 30, 1859. |
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#555
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Bird Dancer and Merlin I hope you both are able to get a good nights sleep. Yes lots of anxiety
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Well as I expected virtually no sleep last night, I'd doze off for a few in a very light sleep then wake up stare at the wall, Counted to 500, go to the bathroom, flip flop in bed. watched my husband snore alot, finally got up after I laid there for 5-6 hour.
I feel tonight will be the same, But my favorite Author released the next book in the series so I would probably stay awake reading all night anyway ![]()
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Oh no, a favorite author and a series release! That always spells insomnia to me, but it's not cause I can't put the book down. I do understand tho
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Yes ! This author is fantastic. He has always priced his kindle books at 3.99 All us fans have been telling him he needs to raise the prices for Years. He as able to quit his day job and write fulltime with this series. He did raise it to 4.99 LOL
This is book # 14 and he said as long as the fans want more he will continue write for us ![]() Hes a great guy we have chatted many times on Facebook ![]()
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I found this Author.. Randolph LaLonde when I was roaming Amazon for free books.. Ive like sci fi movies ( some) but I was never into the books.. Anyway I got his first, because it was free HA ! Omg I was freaking hooked
"Spinward Fringe is the first book.. its set in the future, earth was dying and people had to future out to find new worlds. His characters are so amazing and complex, There are AI's .There are different races, Some like humans others not so much, There are battles against evil.. I literally feel like these characters are friends ![]() I have gotten numerous people hooked and we total geek out talking about it LOL Anyway if anyone has a kindle its on Amazon.. its also on most any platform for Ereader books . Okay Ill stop rambling.. but its an amazing series What type do you like?
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#561
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Now I’m at 3 days of little sleep. I’m up at 2:30 and have been up for an hour. I need to find my sleeping pills. I don’t want to become hypomanic.
Edit: It’s 3:30 now and I’m trying again to sleep.
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It is said an Eastern monarch once charged his wise men to invent him a sentence, to be ever in view, and which should be true and appropriate in all times and situations. They presented him the words: "And this, too, shall pass away." How much it expresses! How chastening in the hour of pride! How consoling in the depths of affliction! ---"Address before the Wisconsin State Agricultural Society". Abraham Lincoln Online. Milwaukee, Wisconsin. September 30, 1859. Last edited by Merlin; Mar 21, 2020 at 04:29 AM. |
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#562
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Awake off and on. Lots on my mind. My head is spinning.
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#563
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I slept about 4 hours tonight - not terrible but not great either. I do have to work tonight. |
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Last night was pretty strange for me, in terms of sleep. I don't think it helped that yesterday reached 80 degrees F! Yesterday I was busy busy with all kinds of projects until I finally tired out and my back hurt. I took a much needed shower then hubby rubbed my back with arnica.
I fell asleep at 5 pm. Yes, 5 pm! Then I woke up at 8 pm and couldn't sleep for a while. I think I managed a bit at 11 pm, then I woke up again at 3 am with my heart racing, which hubby confirmed. I had to take Ativan. I was awake again until maybe 7 am, then dozed off and woke up at 8:30 am. I'll be staying up now. Last edited by Anonymous46341; Mar 21, 2020 at 09:34 AM. |
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I managed to get back asleep and and got my 7-9 albeit with a long break and really bizarre dreams.
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It is said an Eastern monarch once charged his wise men to invent him a sentence, to be ever in view, and which should be true and appropriate in all times and situations. They presented him the words: "And this, too, shall pass away." How much it expresses! How chastening in the hour of pride! How consoling in the depths of affliction! ---"Address before the Wisconsin State Agricultural Society". Abraham Lincoln Online. Milwaukee, Wisconsin. September 30, 1859. |
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Last night was horrible. It was 7:30-8 when I could finally settle down. Then my dreams were filled with Amish households with the president knocking things down left and right. He was just destructive. I'm so tired today that I look very goth, eyes dark and skin very pale.
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#567
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#568
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Nammu I am so sorry your had such a awful night.. I hope tonight sleep finds you quickly..
Birddancer.. Im sure not having your normal routine sleep is tough on you. I hope things get back to normal soon
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Did you finish your book Christina?
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#570
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#571
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Awake because the guy/girl upstairs is stomping around.
Unfortunately, this is how they normally walk. They just stomp everywhere. But the stomps cause the pipes in my bathroom to make loud cracking sounds, and I hear stuff in my apartment vibrating with each stomp. I don't wanna complain because it seems like the person can't help it. They have been doing this for months, and I think the stomping would get tiring after a while if they were doing it intentionally, so I do think it is unintentional. |
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#572
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I have lived in 2 different apartments for less than a year in both. I just cant deal with the noise. Apartments are made so cheap. Im sorry you have to hear all that
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#573
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There is some silver lining to being deaf!
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#574
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Hi! I was just reading and listening to music and voila! Its 12:30 a.m. The music seems slow.
ETA: its now 2:50 a.m. and Im still here.
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#575
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We don't have any problems at our apartment. We have great neighbors. In fact, I think we are the noisy ones since we have two parrots that sometimes squawk for a while (never at night - they are covered at night). All that our neighbor said when I saw her and apologized shortly after she moved in was "so that's what that noise is - I've been racking my brains trying to figure it out". |
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