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(((Fuzzybear)))
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
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I am feeling depressed, but hopeful.
this week I have had a few calls which I hope go some way to getting what I want (which is mainly to move and to have a better mental health team). we'll see.. |
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#779
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I went on another walk today around 8:30 this morning for about an hour. It was beautiful sunny cool weather and again I talked with my friend. I hope these walks are helping me to lose weight.
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#781
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Hi, Fuzzy!!!!!!!!!
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There are a lot of ways to remind yourself to take your meds. My most effective way is to put them in a place where I routinely go at pretty much the same exact times every day. Do you have such a place? I put mine in weekly pill boxes, because I just have way too many pill bottles to deal with. I'm lucky that my husband takes both morning and evening medications, too, so if I don't remember, he does, and we remind each other. I have often heard that "doctors can be the worst patients". I'm not saying you're a bad patient, but just responding to what you wrote above. My father-in-law was a neurologist/psychiatrist and a real humdinger when he got sick. My husband also said he often "tried" the medications he prescribed for his patients. [Well, maybe it would be nice for the pdocs to try an antipsychotic, or two. ![]() |
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I am a much better patient than I used to be. I am sober fro a long time (other than the bizarre decision to sit and drink a beer the other day--so weird, so weird), so that is good. And I only take the medication my doctor writes for. I used to take all kinds of experiemental meds when I was younger, because my then pdoc did not treat my depression very aggressively and it made me angry, like she didn't care. I loved her, I still love her, God rest her soul. But I just think she could have been more hardcore. As I haev said before, I do believe bp 1 patients sometimes get the short end with our depression mgmnt. Everyon e is so freaked out abou tus not getting manic. Which I totally get. Believe me. It takes about 30 seconds to completely deestroy your life.
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The pill boxes help tremendously. I have two, a morning box that sits on the table. Every morning I have a glass of chai and take them together. I have an evening box that sits on my bedside table. The last thing I do is take the pills. Every Sunday I fill the boxes. My cat monitors me. I'm not kidding. No matter what time I do the refil he comes and sits next to me.
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They sell pill boxes in every pharmacy, and Amazon definitely has them. Attached are two photos. One with all of the pill bottles, incl. hubby's. The other with three weekly pill boxes (2-mine, 1-my husband's). [I need to fill them today.] The pill boxes are less intimidating. No? Plus, I can see if I took them that day or not. Some bottles I need meds from for both morning and evening. Three are different Seroquel XR doses (400 mg / 200 mg / 50 mg). I take 50 mg in the morning and 650 mg at night. My Seroquel XR doses change frequently. I have to take 6 pills of Tegretol XR each day alone (3 pills morn / 3 pills evening). It's nuts, but necessary! I am glad you stopped at the one beer. Please don't pick up that habit again! You know how easily it can get out of hand. I know. My pdoc became reluctant to aggressively treat my depressions, too. Honestly, they were much more harmless than my manias, which often became severe manias w/mixed features and psychosis. Many of my worst were likely triggered by adding an AD to my mix, which always included a moodstabilizer and antipsychotic. Many things easily trigger mania in me. My manias are much more dangerous. When I'm purely depressed, I rarely even have SIs. I'm just in bed 23 or 24/7, barely even thinking. Last edited by Anonymous46341; Jun 02, 2020 at 04:17 PM. |
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So I’m not sure how to stop obsessing when I’m trying to go to sleep. I do not think it is related to my mood (except when I wasn’t sleeping). It just...is. The topics rotate. For a few weeks it was my relationship with my late husband. That switched to planning a non existent wedding and wondering when/how/if RS was going to propose. That seems to have eased. But now it’s moved in to how awful I was in the past and how many people I hurt during episodes, how many hospitals I’ve been in, what it was like in the group home, what I wished I would have done differently.....this is familiar because it was my obsession a few months ago too. I don’t really know how to quiet my mind when I’m trying to sleep. Maybe I’ll bring it up in IOP tomorrow
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I always feel like complete **** during my therapy sessions. Today she noticed for sure. I told her I was upset. I asked her if we could end early. I didn’t even look at her when she ended the call. Now half an hour later I feel much better. I don’t get why therapy makes me feel so badly. She knows it does. I told her I was thinking of going to bed after the session and she said “I don’t want therapy to always wreck your day.”
I wish I knew what the exact problem was. I didn’t feel left hanging like other times. Especially since I bounced back shortly after. I really don’t know.
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I leveraged a combo of a pill box and an alarm on my phone. You could also buy a couple of cheap alarm clocks and set them to pill time. Visual reminders help too like a note on the wall that reminds you that pill time is 5pm or whatever. The pill boxes are great though in terms of quickly proving whether or not you actually took the med of later on you cannot remember. Filling them is a less than 5 min investment even if you're on several pills.
And this would probably be pricey, but it is cool. I like the call/text alerts for missed dose feature Automatic Pill Dispenser for Seniors & Loved Ones - MedaCube |
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I'm doing laundry. I like the background noise! I'm also listening to the Sistine Chapel Choir- 2015 recording. I went for an hour walk this morning and it was gorgeous out! I talked with my friend for ages then went and got a coffee and came home. Later I took a nap on the couch- no CPAP! I felt fine when I got up. I hope after I lose this second 40 pounds that I won't need the CPAP for good!
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#793
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I love the pics--thanks!! Yeah, I could do something like that. And it does not cost 1200 bucks!! But that MedaCube...oh man, that is so cool...
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What about headphones? People at the state hospital rely hard on them and they really, really help people. There are many comfy ones and you do not have to spend $400 to get good ones. I'd say a nice set of phones and good music is worth as much as a good antipsychotic, and I am not even joking. Totally serious. I just got a very solid pair for 8 bucks. Happy to help you find a pair, if you like. I used to be an elder type on a busy headphone site for a while... What about one of those seashore sound makers? Surf? Rain? One of those might help, too.
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I don't think I am any healthier than I was before, but I am much more kind to me in all of this and that does help me get through the day. Sending safe hugs and love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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The phone call thing, I don't know what you can do to imitate that, but Google Calendar is really customizable and takes maybe 10 mins to set up if you're not accustomed to using it, or less than 1 minute if you’re acquainted. You can also set up recurring text messages, which is effectively the same as Google Calendar. See here: How to Schedule a Text Message on the Android | Small Business - Chron.com Just thought I'd mention those options, as I use them regularly for work. |
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