Bipolar check-in #65

Mustachio is SO CUTE with that bow tie! They had a Guinea pig costume last Halloween with a bow tie and top hat and I totally wanted it but I didn’t think Herbert would be amenable lol.

By the way his full name, as christened by RS, is Herbert Marshall Rockefeller the third, esquire. He is a lawyer lol.

Thank you! I'm happy she likes it, I'm going to get her some different themed bow ties for all the different holidays, I found some cute ones on amazon

aww, that's an awesome name!

I am still struggling with a deep depression. It is impacting my focus and concentration very much. I’m not able to communicate effectively right now. My NP says it will take 1-2 weeks for the Wellbutrin to kick in. That seems like an eternity right now. Still considering inpatient help. I no longer have SI but I’m not in my right mind either.

I hope everyone has a peaceful day. Hugs to all!

Totally adorable! It looks like you took the last two photos while lying on the floor with her. She's beautiful, and her scratching post/play gym looks fun!

I've been thinking that when my husband and I finally move to a more permanent home that I'd like a cat. I always loved them, but haven't had a kitty since my youth. My cat back then had a "half of a mustache" and was black and white like Mustachio. His name was "T.C." for Top Cat. He was already named when we adopted him at 2 years old. I think I more often just called him "Honey Muffin". My husband has always been strictly a bird guy. I also love birds and fell in love with my past parrots, but I've always thought cats were a better match for me.

I remember the very first cat I had as a little child (I was maybe 6 years old). He was an adorable kitten that my mother let me pick out. When we got home, Mom said I could name him because he was mine. For some reason I thought to look for names in the bible. I opened it up and the name "Solomon" appeared, so that's what I named him. A few days later, when I returned home from school, I looked for my little kitten, but he was nowhere to be found. When I saw my mother, she took me aside to tell the bad news. Apparently my dad grew furious about Solomon peeing on the rug, so told my mom to take him back. I remember Mom crying as she told me, and she apologized and assured me Solomon had a new home. I cried, a lot. I've always remembered Solomon, and have vowed that if I get another male cat that the new cat will be "Solomon" again, in honor of my first kitty. I had T.C. after Solomon, but as T.C. was already named, the name waits for the next cat.

Thank you! And yeah I get down on the floor sometimes to play with her so when I took those pics I was playing with her then laying down and she was laying down next to me. The scratching post/play gym thing was delivered yesterday, she loves it so much

I hope you get another cat someday, they’re so much fun!

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Well my iron is back to normal! Yay 😀 I’m hoping that means I can stop the iron pills. The rest of my blood work was normal except for two things which both could be indicative of heart disease. No surprise there I’ve been surprised that it hasn’t shown up earlier as both my parents had heart problems. But I’m already doing what I can for that. The aqua and fitness classes. Just have to wait and see what he says tomorrow.

A brilliant day today, sunny and finally warmer, up to 60F today! Spring!

@Blue_Bird


This was my Kiki Cat. Her name was Bootsy but we ended up just calling her Kiki cause it's what she responded to. She passed away this last October. She was 12 years old and had cancer. I still miss her a lot. Just thought I'd share because Mustachio reminds me so much of her. Funny story about this photo. Kiki loved my shoes. I never knew why but when I'd come home she'd lay next to them and on top of them just like that photo! haha

@WindsThatBlow she was beautiful and it sounds like she had a fun personality! I’m so sorry for your loss I believe that pets are waiting for us in whatever afterlife there may be but I know other people believe different things. That’s what brings me comfort when thinking about my past cats

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Therapy was useless. The blood thing went good. The building was a lot nicer then the one I normally go to. The nurse had no trouble getting a vein this time. She still had to sit with me and It was still slow getting it into the bag but the whole procedure went a lot faster and smoother then the first one. Their was some old guy across from me. And some some older lady at the end of the row. I asked the nurse working with me what the symptoms of high hematricrit are and she said shortness of breath, fatigue, irritation. Yeah I've for sure had fatigue and irritation. She said I should feel better in a couple days. Right now I feel decent. I just feel kinda nauseated. But I don't feel the way I did after I had the first one.

The news is concerning though and what it could mean for trans rights. I know the trans guys over on ftm Reddit who haven't gotten hystsrectomys yet are panicking.

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird Success! Mustachio is wearing her bow tie collar! I took the bell off it so it doesn’t distract her I’m running on zero sleep. It’s gonna be a long day. I hope everyone has a good day

ACK! That collar is soooo cute! The yellow is perfect for Miss M.

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Originally Posted by wildflowerchild25 Mustachio is SO CUTE with that bow tie! They had a Guinea pig costume last Halloween with a bow tie and top hat and I totally wanted it but I didn’t think Herbert would be amenable lol. By the way his full name, as christened by RS, is Herbert Marshall Rockefeller the third, esquire. He is a lawyer lol.

Haha, a lawyer...that's adorable. Some years ago I owned 26 rats. I had rescued a pregnant female, Edie, and her mate, Elijah. Edie gave birth to 19 children!! That's a huge litter, even for a rat. And I owned other rats, so I built "rat condos" for each gender. What a delightful experience the rats were! The ladies keep their spaces clean and neat, whereas the guys are slobs (no kidding, lol). They're all so smart, and very, very loyal. My last rat was specially bred to be a gorgeous light grey-blue color. Her name was Misty Blue. I miss her so much.

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Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967 I am still struggling with a deep depression. It is impacting my focus and concentration very much. I’m not able to communicate effectively right now. My NP says it will take 1-2 weeks for the Wellbutrin to kick in. That seems like an eternity right now. Still considering inpatient help. I no longer have SI but I’m not in my right mind either. I hope everyone has a peaceful day. Hugs to all!

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If you decide to go IP, let us know so we don't worry about you.

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Originally Posted by Soupe du jour Totally adorable! It looks like you took the last two photos while lying on the floor with her. She's beautiful, and her scratching post/play gym looks fun! I've been thinking that when my husband and I finally move to a more permanent home that I'd like a cat. I always loved them, but haven't had a kitty since my youth. My cat back then had a "half of a mustache" and was black and white like Mustachio. His name was "T.C." for Top Cat. He was already named when we adopted him at 2 years old. I think I more often just called him "Honey Muffin". My husband has always been strictly a bird guy. I also love birds and fell in love with my past parrots, but I've always thought cats were a better match for me. I remember the very first cat I had as a little child (I was maybe 6 years old). He was an adorable kitten that my mother let me pick out. When we got home, Mom said I could name him because he was mine. For some reason I thought to look for names in the bible. I opened it up and the name "Solomon" appeared, so that's what I named him. A few days later, when I returned home from school, I looked for my little kitten, but he was nowhere to be found. When I saw my mother, she took me aside to tell the bad news. Apparently my dad grew furious about Solomon peeing on the rug, so told my mom to take him back. I remember Mom crying as she told me, and she apologized and assured me Solomon had a new home. I cried, a lot. I've always remembered Solomon, and have vowed that if I get another male cat that the new cat will be "Solomon" again, in honor of my first kitty. I had T.C. after Solomon, but as T.C. was already named, the name waits for the next cat.

Oh, how terrible for you to lose your kitten like that.

I have a half-mustache guy, Jack. He's the largest cat I've ever seen, no kidding. Sleek black with some white, tall and LONG! What's amusing is that here's this enormous cat and he's extremely timid. He lives in my walk-in closet (I call it "Jack's apartment).

I also have a Solomon! He had the name when I adopted him and it's just right for him, so I kept it. He's my "old guy." Sweet, gentle cat...except when he is naughty and chases poor little plump Sadie, lol.

Well, as I kinda figured she would, my therapist cancelled again today. She has always cancelled a lot and that's the one thing that does make therapy with her really hard, the inconsistency. I have an appt. scheduled for tomorrow, but if she comes in I'll be surprised.

So it's the grocery store and I'm going to take my car in for a much-needed oil change. And it's going to be quite warm today.

See everybody later. Wishing peace for all~**~***

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird Thank you! I'm happy she likes it, I'm going to get her some different themed bow ties for all the different holidays, I found some cute ones on amazon aww, that's an awesome name!

I'm sorry if I already mentioned this, but I think you'd have fun looking at Made by Cleo cat collars on etsy.com. She does some adorable work.

Thanks! I’ll check her stuff out, I am really looking forward to getting different collars for holidays and whatnot

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I think I need to get a cooling blanket. I know some of you have mentioned bamboo blankets. Also cooling pillows or at least pillow cases wouldnt be bad either. These nights have been brutal trying to sleep with these hot and cold flashes. I don't think a weighted blanket is what I need anymore.

I feel so nauseated right now and my arm hurts. I took my zofran but its not doing much. I don't remember this much nausea last time and my arm didn't hurt. I am also really lightheaded and when I stand up I feel like I'm going to pass out. I'm hoping to sleep everything off.

I really don't know gow people keep up on this forum. I struggle to focus and then forget what i want to say to others by the time i post. I think it's my "ADHD"/anxieties with worrying about scheduling time and writing in an efficient manner.

It's easier for me to post than comment. Anyway so yeah i walked today. Trying to lose some of these pounds. I guess i eat too much, but i really dont think i eat that much. But for the lack of activity i had been doing, maybe i do. Im trying to wait till im hungry to eat now. Oh right, cuz my GP also thinks i need to stay on the vraylar (mood stabilizer), which i suspect is whats causing the weight gain. I dont have another appointment with pdoc until june. Maybe ill switch. But then i might need an antidepressant again. Ugh! I wish my pdoc would talk to me more often. This mental health care system really sucks! But guess it could always be worse. My GP wants me back in talk therapy, but i dont think i can afford it.

Silly me! There werent many posts from today actually to catch up on. Its just the copy and pasting stuff to reply.

Ill just say, sending love and hugs to everyone that needs them! <3

Hey !

Beth that’s pretty bad your T cancelling so much. I’d have a hard time getting anything done too. Loads of rats ?!! They are brilliant. I had 29 birds at one time they had an entire large sunroom to roam.

Soupe have you recovered from your trip !? Have you and your husband thrown around ideas for a trip to find a true home ? I hope you find something soon so you will really feel settled.

Bluebird she’s so stinking cute and pretty. I love seeing bowtie collars.

Jennifer. I am so sorry your still really struggling just try to hang in there day by day and I’ll pray the med kicks in quickly

Nammu UGH iron pills are just awful. Hope you are able to stop them. Do you need any testing for cardiac issues or just wait and watch ?

Wild I so wish you could somehow get consistent sleep. You would have a lot more stability for sure. Chasing sleep is exhausting for sure. How’s Cheeto?

MM . Great news on T being helpful !!! Did you get Miguel sorted ?

Whatever.. are you around ? Just want to check on you.

Hello and hugs to anyone I missed.

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I’m having trouble sending and receiving PM’s I’m not sure why ??!! So I’m ignoring anyone.

Well this dumb toe is still hurting it’s not worse thankfully. I really don’t think it’s Gout. I’m thinking just more nerve pain and or also PsA arthritis. I see my rheumatologist this month so blood work will show if my inflammation rate is elevated it was last appt in late January I really hope Xeljanz isn’t pooping out** big worry**

Our weather is so nice. It rained yesterday so at least it knocked some of the gawd awful pollen out of the air. Tennessee Valley has terrible pollen issues.. its much worse than Florida

I did grocery shopping today and I’m wore out so I’m sitting on my porch enjoying this glorious weather !

This is my view from my porch


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Originally Posted by Mountaindewed I think I need to get a cooling blanket. I know some of you have mentioned bamboo blankets. Also cooling pillows or at least pillow cases wouldnt be bad either. These nights have been brutal trying to sleep with these hot and cold flashes. I don't think a weighted blanket is what I need anymore. I feel so nauseated right now and my arm hurts. I took my zofran but its not doing much. I don't remember this much nausea last time and my arm didn't hurt. I am also really lightheaded and when I stand up I feel like I'm going to pass out. I'm hoping to sleep everything off.

I'm a huge believer in the power of sleep.

I'm finding the bamboo sheets and the blanket to be absolutely fab for keeping cool while I sleep. I think they're going to be amazing in the summer.

Christina that’s a glorious view! So green! 🌳 our trees are just now starting to bud. A few more weeks!

It’s just the blood work, I’ve no symptoms, so just watch and wait. Pretty sure anyway, don’t see the doc until tomorrow. I’ve already made an appointment with the Red Cross to donate blood now that I can again. My brother in law just had three stints put in. Ouch. Don’t know how many mum has but I dread having to do that.

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Originally Posted by giddykitty I really don't know gow people keep up on this forum. I struggle to focus and then forget what i want to say to others by the time i post. I think it's my "ADHD"/anxieties with worrying about scheduling time and writing in an efficient manner. It's easier for me to post than comment. Anyway so yeah i walked today. Trying to lose some of these pounds. I guess i eat too much, but i really dont think i eat that much. But for the lack of activity i had been doing, maybe i do. Im trying to wait till im hungry to eat now. Oh right, cuz my GP also thinks i need to stay on the vraylar (mood stabilizer), which i suspect is whats causing the weight gain. I dont have another appointment with pdoc until june. Maybe ill switch. But then i might need an antidepressant again. Ugh! I wish my pdoc would talk to me more often. This mental health care system really sucks! But guess it could always be worse. My GP wants me back in talk therapy, but i dont think i can afford it.

Does it help your memory if you quote the person you want to respond to? You don't have to copy and paste...just click on "quote."

Psych meds and weight gain...the situation is appalling. Meds ruin people's health. I've seen people who were not on meds, then they start meds and within 6 weeks they've gained weight. I don't think it even matters how much someone eats, unless they're eating a bunch of junk to excess.

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Originally Posted by ~Christina ...

I just sent you a message, then saw the bottom half of your post. I'm so sorry your toe is still in pain. Having pain in fingers or toes is miserable.

What a breathtaking view! Thank you for posting it